it's a perfect denial.

i kinda miss NCC, during my secondary school days.
i miss camps.
i miss the jokes by my NCC friends during the trainings.
i miss the laughters of everyone when someone cocked up a footdrill.
i miss MARCHING. (how ironic. last time i hate, but now, miss pulak. sot sia zakir.)
i miss running away from duties. :D
i miss taking in-charge of juniors.
i miss wearing the NCC No.4 Uniform.
i miss polishing my NCC boots.

but the one thing i miss most about NCC is becoming a flag-bearer!
know what is becoming flag-bearer? alah, the 2 people side by side near the parade square pulling down and up the singapore & school flags during ceremonies/going home time/master parades.
I MISS THAT! haha.
mostly everytime my partner is fikri. but sometimes hakim, fariq & junaidi too.
wahhhh. haiyahh. good times, good times.
:(

maybe you're the one for me.

10:43 PM

i'm feeling better now. only having sore throat. went to school as per normal today, but when i reached yishun mrt station, bumped into siddiq and harjana, siddiq asked why i never come school on fri & yesterday. blablabla, then took bus to school and bumped again to the rest of my classmates. wah siao, all asked me, 'eh why never come school sia/asal tk dtg sia/kau miss bnyk bende gerek siols.' i was like, 'erm, o-kayy..' and then i got to know i missed an AutoCAD test. zzz. by right, i've to come to school at 8am tmr for the test since i was absent yesterday, but heck care, tmr start school at 9.45am, so come at that time. hehe. xp

and it's like finally, i get to taste homecooked food. but it's not cooked by my mother, but my grandmum. but still, better than nothing. she's the only sole grandparent i have. she's from my mum's side. both my father's side are already gone. i really miss my late grandfather, from my father's side. when i was small, he always bring me down to the shop and bought me ice-cream. he always treat me. haiz. he's gone, almost 8 years already. everyday morning on dawn without fail, i would wake up and hear him recite the al qur'an. and now, whenever i wake up for school, i would hear my father recites it. i kept thinking to myself, i really must learn the qur'an.

mum's discharged again on last friday. and my grandmother is sleeping in our house to take care of her since my father is working, and my siblings are schooling.

maybe you're the one for me.

9:57 PM

school's quite alright. and i've forgotten to say that my mum's been hospitalized, yet again, for the 3rd time in 2-3 mths? her condition really is improving now since the last 2 months. she can finally walk without any ppl supporting her to the hospital toilet and back to her bed. but yeah, she's still feeling abit dizzy. come on mum, hope you recover soon. :)

i miss mr kenneth chaw. my former biology teacher during my secondary 4 days. he's seriously a caring & an understanding teacher. i still remember, i told all my problems to him. he talked and comforted me. i owe it all to him for my biology. i can never do it, if he wasn't there. before he came to teach us, 4N1 2007, i've never PASSED biology tests/exams. i've no interest, because i like physics. okay skip that part. but when he came, suddenly, i had interest in the subject. and my 'N' levels, i got a 5 for combined science. yes, i know, 5? lousy only.. but to me, it is very good. i'm weak in both chemistry and biology. but i managed to pass it. and even made my 'N' level certificate 'clean' with all passes. he's migrated to australia. teaching there. wish you all the best in your life, mr chaw. will miss you. haha, and one more thing, it's about my former 4N1 form teacher, Ms Ng, when she saw my 'N' level results, she gave me the Secondary 5 application letter. i looked at her and said, 'err? cher, you do know i'm not going to sec 5 right?' she smiled at me. lol. she knew about i'm going to ITE even before the 'N' levels. she never stopped encouraging/asking me to continue sec 5. I even wrote the letter to principal because i don't wanna waste 1 month in school after 'N' levels. it's for potential 'O' level students to study. it's useless for me anyway.

okehh, that's all for this post. before i end, enjoy this video. funny siaaaa. i never get bored watching it. hahah.

maybe you're the one for me.

8:08 PM

haha, eating durian under the block with classmates. the durian's seed is still in my mouth. lol.

school reopened yesterday. wah sehh. just got back my maths test result. seriously, i need to buck up and study now. the marine topics & AutoCAD are getting tougher. gahhh.

yesterday, went to queensway with siddiq & chaqif after school since class ended at 12pm. half-day. we at first thought of going there to just survey survey things but..
siddiq bought a new bag, chaqif went for a haircut & i bought a new pair of shoes. lmao.

today, woke up quite late since class starts at 9am. went down to the bus-stop and saw many people waiting for bus 168. then the bus came, wah siao, full. so i decided to take bus to tamp inter and take 969 to yishun inter. take note zakir, don't take 168 if class starts late. rofl.

learn about ship hull/quality engineering etc etc till lunch time. went outside school to slack. wan saw many chairs under the block. the chairs people used for malay weddings. since they havent take the chairs yet, we decided to sit there. so 1 by 1 took out a chair from the pile. slacked and slacked, wan saw one guy with durians. he thought that the guy was selling the durians. he asked us, ' korang nak makan durian tk?' -- 'you all want to eat durian anot?'

we all replied. 'anything'. so wan, siddiq, syarifullah & adib approached the guy. they found out that the guy was not selling, but he bought the durians for his own consumption. but then he willingly gave us 2 durians for free. wan doesn't feel right, so he paid the guy. we then sat and ate the durian. haha, funny shit. syarifullah at first cannot open up the durian. so wan tried and finally can. lol. rizwan said to us 'ini kalau kite cerite kat org pasal kite duduk pakai kerusi orang kahwin lepas tu makan durian bawah block, confirm diorg tak percaye. haha'. LOL.

after that, went back to class for lessons. by 1.45pm, class ended. slacked outside school till 3pm like that and went home.

grr, my class advisor (form teacher) asked me to cut hair again. i'm like wtfff!
nevermind, i'm not gonna cut hair this time. hurhur.

AND AND AND i still haven't decide whether should i take up any scholarship or not. if i do, WHICH one?! gahh. min hui already signed with the Singapore Navy. wah kao. she'll be getting almost $10,000 in august and $750 each month. rawrr!

okayy, nothing else to write. will end this post with a youtube video.

My American Heart vs Paramore.
haha, MAH punk'd Paramore. look at the video, during that time, only a couple of people are queueing for Paramore for signatures. but now, they're biggggggg.
anyway, My American Heart owns Paramore! ahaha. MAH rocks.

maybe you're the one for me.

4:25 PM