it's a perfect denial.

today was a tiring dayyyyy ~
in the morning, came to school as usual.
wore class t-shirt.
wow. almost all the sec 4s and 5s wore their own class t-shirts.
and the most funniest class t-shirt i've ever seen is 4e2's.
their shirt is black. then they write ' Where is my shirt? ' on the front of the shirt.
LOL WTF. funnnyyyyyy siaaa.

mr jae wanted to see all the chairpersons.
junaidi and sharifah who were the chairpersons are busy with the cakes.
so me and rauf muke tk tau malu go to the foyer and meet mr jae.
talked about what necklace to give to form teacher.
we both planned something already. but then sharifah came and told me
she wanted to give that necklace to ms ng. alaaaaaaa. plan failed. hurhur.

while faris and the geng prepared for their perfomance, me and hakim ate during the
big breakfast. ate ate ate. we were supposed to clean up the food etc at 9.15, so we both ran away at 9.10 up to the hall. haha. lazybums. went to backstage. met fariq. he wants someone to record video when his band's performing. i told him, i would.

blablabla. the concert started. award-giving ceremony for teachers etc. then the bands performed. i recorded. fariq's band, i managed to record the whole performance while for faris' band, halfway only because fariq's videocam battery was low. after the concert, zainul asked me to follow them to Tampines Primary back. i'm like so tired and lazy. last time so semangat want go. but now, dunwan go. haha fuck.

tomorrow got malay remedial. alaaaa fuckkkkk.
okayy, i wanna play CS. :D:D:D:D
cyaaaaa.

will you be my sunshine?

maybe you're the one for me.

11:01 PM

okay, i'm fucking bored now.
played counter-strike since i got home at 2.30 just now.
yesterdayy skipped school and slept from 7.00am till 2+.
and today i came school, faris and the geng nvr come plak.
sheesh. but nvm.
i havent get my maths paper 1 marks! fuckkkkkkkk.
they all have gotten their marks yesterdayy.

today, school, quite okay.
need to write something for ms ng.
presenting in a big card.
me and hakim wrote together.
we wrote very sad sad thing you noe.
seriously, it came from the bottom from our hearts.
if i never forget what we wrote, so here it goes..

" Dear Ms Ng,
Thanks for all the guidance you have given us for the past 2 years. We appreciate all your kindness and sincerity. We are sad to say that we are not gonna continue on to secondary 5 as we're gonna go to ITE. It was a difficult decision for us to make as we will miss you and our classmates. All the best teaching the sec 5N's next yr. We're still gonna come to this school again to celebrate events such as National day, Teachers' day etc. Happy teachers' day Ms Ng.

MUHAMMAD ZAKIR [ my signature ]
&
HAKIMULLAH [ hakim's signature ] "

haiz. my friends were all telling me to not go to ITE and continue to secondary 5. we both can make it to sec 5. but the problem is, we will not make in the 'O' levels. 5 subjects with good grades. oh my. so what if i'm from express, dropped to NA, then go to ITE?

anyway, i've been given a task to do. tomorrow bring plastic forks to school for big breakfast. phew. hakim has to bring syrup, farah had to make sandwiches etc. lucky me.

one by one, friends are leaving/abandoning me. iskkkk.

and i'm addicted to the malay wedding song, ' Selamat Pengantin Baru'. hahahah. dunnoe why, who is marrying siaaa? lmao.

before i end this post,
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAYY TO CANDICE, my long-lost primary school friend.

okay the end. :D

maybe you're the one for me.

10:30 PM

prelims results were disastrous.
muahaha.
but it's quite good for some who didnt EVEN study.
okay here are some of the results.
Malay - 64%. fuck. oral & paper 1 dropped me from A1 - B4.
English - 56%. no comments. i just did the paper 1 badly.
POA paper 1 - 16/40. not yet confirm since there will maybe some mistakes teacher marked wrongly. i expected 10/40. so yeah, it's good. i don't intend to pass POA anyway.
Maths paper 2 - 6.5/10. sialahhh, fuck. i expected at least 10. haha.
Social Studies - 17/25. no comments. passed SBQ but failed SEQ.
Biology - 22.5/50. also not too confirm, teacher marked some MCQ wrongly.

left to check : maths paper 1, POA paper 2.
ni confirm ITE laaaa deyyyyy~

and yeah, man utd won yesterdayy.
first win of the season. worth watching it.

countdown to 'N' levels.
7 DAYS. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!
hahahaha. last month, i proudly said, 'N' levels still long laaa.
but now. WTF. 1 week to 'N' levels..

alright, i wanna play CS now. :DDDDDDD

maybe you're the one for me.

11:34 PM

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cool.
avenged sevenfold's newest song in the upcoming album is quite good.
Critical Acclaim.
The album will be released on 16/10/2007.
tu bilerr tengah hari rayerr siaaa.

im boreddd.
tomorrow, will be checking my prelims results.
ahhh.
godddd.

i'm waiting for man utd's match against tottenham.
come on man utd. haha.

alright and i wanna play counter-strike.
before i end this post, i'm just going to say,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NUR SYAHIRAH BTE ADENAN!
Happy Sweet Sixteen. :)

maybe you're the one for me.

9:35 PM

i'm damn tired now.
prelims are over.
bullshit. i didnt even study for ANY paper.
brought books home for nothing.

how to apply for precision engineering course in ITE if my prelims sucks?
sheesh.

and i already know i failed biology. as expected.
i want physics laaaaa. bodo choose salah~

i still remember when i was sec 2.
i wanna get away for secondary school so much.
but now, sec 4, i think back, wouldn't it be better if i were younger.
secondary school days, sec 1-3, we can enjoy and fool around.
but sec 4. omgay. we cant fool around no more.

changed blogskin. haha. nothing to do.

alright, i'm gonna play CS till 2-3am. cyaaaaaa lovers.

maybe you're the one for me.

11:31 PM

it's been a long time since i posted anything.
hmm.
prelims. mother tongue & maths were quite easy.
the harder papers are social studies, biology and of course, POA.
tomorrow, maths paper 2.
i'm weak in paper 2. danggggg.
i have to pass my maths.
i see everyone eager to go to sec 5.
only some of us want to go to ITE.
ahh, their problem ahh.

i cant bring myself to smile/laugh these days.
i don't know why.
maybe some mood swings.

can you all stand people who likes to brag alot?
about his/her achievement getting good marks for tests to good in some other shit?
i seriously cant stand it.
later tegor, marah, buat hal.

and i see rasis and faris are beginning to miss their ehems2.
their ehems went for OBS, 5 days. haha.
sabar jek korggg.

ok i'm bored.
gonna play cs now.
;pp

I know you're alone tonight, with tears you cry
I hope you're satisfied, and yeah
I'm doing fine
Now baby it could be fun, to fire your gun

maybe you're the one for me.

6:36 PM

prelims.
english paper 1 & 2 todayy.
paper 1, fuck.
time for the paper. 7.40-9.20am.
i was like choosing what compo question to do for like about 20mins.
i'm used to do drafts before original.
so did blabla. by 9.15, i'm still halfway through the letter writing.
but then ms ng said 10 more mins. woo!
haha. luckily, it was manageable. x)

paper 2, was quite easy. best2.
the only thing that was quite difficult was the summary, i had no ideas on what to put in.
ah it's alright.

monday, mother tongue paper 1 & social studies paper.
study, zakir, study. ;p

maybe you're the one for me.

3:24 PM

prelims is starting tomorrow!
omgay!
got back maths test paper.
'N' level paper 2004 or 2005.
gotten 50/100. LOL. first time passed la seyy.
40/60 for paper 1 and 10/40 for paper 2.
yeah, i'm fucking weak in paper 2.

brought half of my books home.
and i will have to study.
anyway, hakim & i have decided.
if we were to get 9.10 or more points, we'll go to ITE.
ITE is quite good anyway.
because i/we know if we barely make it to sec 5,
we will maybe going to screw the 'O' levels.

what teacher said is quite true.
yeah, the sec 4 express have 2 years to prepare for their 'O' levels. sec 3 & 4.
we, 4N, only have 5 months to prepare for 'O' levels since sec 3N & 4N, we're preparing for 'N' levels.

hakim and me also thought, even if we work and work and get alot of money, in the end, we still die.
hah, i just hope what's the best for me.

good luck for ur prelims guys.
:)

some pictures from mindchamps.

After Mindchamps. Group Photo 1.

Group Photo 2.

maybe you're the one for me.

7:10 PM

these few days was hell.
and it's only 3 more days to prelims.
i certainly am not ready.

we went for a 2-day course on mindchamps.
www.halogen.sg - website of the course.
4N1 & 4N2 combined for the course.
our instructor was Mr Martin Tan.
he was a nice and funny guy.
he taught many valuable & interesting things.
one of them was death.
yeah, we only have 1 life.
we can't buy/trade life.
what will we do with that 1 life?
everyone will die someday, somewhere..

and he said that he will be teaching us/instruct courses for sec 5 students next year in
our school. haha, i hope i will be able to pull through to sec 5.

tomorrow, mrs ramos will be taking us out during assembly for geography extra class.
sheesh, and i have POA mock exam after thattt. like wtfork laaaa.
can all this end fast?

i see everybody study/revising easily.
i cant even sit down, open a book and start revising.
i don't know why.

It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me..

maybe you're the one for me.

10:33 PM

wth.
i heard that my primary school, tampines primary will be shifting to bedok next year.
haha. then i must go back to tampines primary on this year's teachers' day!
how i miss the school & teachers. memories.
who wants to follow me go? ;)

yesterday was a boring day.
i overslept! i am supposed to go for mother tongue remedial at 10am.
i woke up at 1.45pm. i texted faris and he also said he never go.
sheesh. smalam ade ckp jumpe kul 9.45am kat depan skolahh.
k good, never go for mendaki and mt remedial.

on friday, akmal asked me to play maple with him.
last time, i think, last yr?
yeah, we both used to play BOTS together.
played from night till early morning/subuh.
those fun days. but now, maple.
haha. played with him till 3am.
then went to sleep.

later got man utd match! against reading. go man utd go! ;DDD

ok, im bored now, gonna play counter-strike again~
byebye~

maybe you're the one for me.

1:21 AM

Man Utd has finally completed the transfer of Carlos Tevez!
And Man Utd has confirmed squad numbers.

United squad numbers 2007/08
1 VAN DER SAR (GK)
2 NEVILLE
3 EVRA
4 HARGREAVES
5 FERDINAND
6 BROWN
7 RONALDO
8 ANDERSON
9 SAHA
10 ROONEY
11 GIGGS
12 FOSTER (GK)
13 J.S. PARK
14 HEINZE
15 VIDIC
16 CARRICK
17 NANI
18 SCHOLES
19 PIQUÉ
20 SOLSKJAER
21 DONG
22 O'SHEA
23 J. EVANS
24 FLETCHER
25 SIMPSON
26 BARDSLEY
27 SILVESTRE
28 GIBSON
29 KUSZCZAK (GK)
30 MARTIN
32 TEVEZ
33 EAGLES
35 LEE
36 GRAY
37 CATHCART
38 HEATON (GK)
39 CAMPBELL

maybe you're the one for me.

10:13 PM

fuck, i'm bored.
national day parade was kind of boring.
i only like the lightings and water blabla.
performances, boo.

i cut my hair today.
and it sucks.
sheesh.

let's talk about yesterdayy.
went to school at 6.30.
had to meet my classmates who helped to bring home some
of the frozen food or equipments yesterdayy.
i brought home hotdogs.
so meet rasis & junaidi outside school and went in.
zhan jie, the one who said must meet 6.45 at school,
came 7.20. ah bagus ah.
we carried and put all the stuffs at ms ng's office table.
assembled at parade square.
and we got some observance ceremony.
sang national day songs. boring.
weather was like so fucking hot.
class interaction time. we prepared
the barbeque things and bbq.
i sat at one side and ate.
after that, school ended.
went home since some of them had to go for teacher's day audition.
slept till the night.

i am really bored now.
entertain me anyone, please?

maybe you're the one for me.

9:54 PM

MANCHESTER UNITED WON CHELSEA !
3-0 BY PENALTIES!
THANKS TO VAN DER SAR, HERO!

It started off with a slow match.
Giggs scored, then malouda.
1-1 till full-time.
went on to the penalties.
Ferdinand, carrick & rooney scored.
For chelsea, pizarro, lampard & shaun wright-philips all missed.
Van Der Sar saved ALL.
wow! wow! wow!
Manchester United Won Community Shield 2007.

ok i wanna do homework. it's 12.10am.
byebye! ahah to chelsea fans. FUCK. lol.

maybe you're the one for me.

12:05 AM

yuhoo.
went to bugis street & penin today.
i asked them to meet at pondok at 1.30pm.
but at last, im the one who came late. lol.
went to 7-11 to top up our ez-link cards.
then took mrt to bugis.

in the mrt. shafiq called and he said where are we.
khairil said we're already in the mrt to bugis.
then blabla and asked him to meet at bugis.
went to bugis street. my list is to buy
sweater, white studded belt & watch.
in the end, only bought a watch.

met shafiq and hilmi and we all
went to penin. they all wanna buy shirts.
went to the shop and i found the sweater.
but what the hell, luper nak bwk duet lebih.
so rasis' is the one who bought the hoodie. :((
haha. it's okay.
after that, we all were hungry.
think, think of where to eat but then
at last decided to go to tampines back.
they all took the mrt to tampines while i alighted
at bedok. went to bazaar. quite big. but nothing interesting.
so by 6.30, took 168 home.
and here are some of the pictures that we took.

maybe you're the one for me.

7:41 PM

YAY! TEVEZ's CONFIRMED TO GO TO MAN UTD!

woo.
today was quite okay.
in the morning. mother tongue.
we're like wtf. AVA room occupied, the other malay classrooms are occupied.
we had to go to 4E5 classroom just to take the malay test.
the test was quite easy.
and i still owe teacher 4 kind of homework.
fuck fuck la.

english, we did a summary.
do anyhow. then, came PE time.
during english, alvin peh & shafiq chose their players for their own team
for soccer during PE.
shafiq's team : me, faris, rasis, ahmad, gregory, zainul & junaidi.
alvin's team : zhan jie, rauf, hakim, dave, jun an, wei jian
started the game, weather was so hot.
shafiq crossed to me and i scored the first goal.
and yadayada score was 3-1.
alvin said not fair but shafiq said ' you chose your team already what '
yeah. he's the one who chose the players first.
and he said we too many malays. LOL. wtf.
yay-ness, scored 2.
at last, score 6-1.
after that, went to first floor and showerrr.

after recess, chemistry.
gotten the class test. i got 32/58.
ahh. dammit. zainul's got the highest, 49/58.
big deal ah? ;p
went home after school to put my bag and changed to slippers.
then went to the mosque.
after friday prayers. i have no plan and i went home
whereas hakim and haikal go for art.

i dunnoe if i should go to baybeats anot.
saturdayy & sundayy.
caracal. wasted. they performed today.
missed. but still got some good bands performing.

upgraded to mio todayy.
internet is faster.
why now then upgrade siaa.
exam's around the corner.

haha. since i'm taurus, here is today's horoscope for taurus.
Today, pay attention to the people on the fringes of your social circle -- the folks whom everyone else gossips about. These people might not be suitable role models for you, but what they represent is important. Observe them in order to learn more about following your own rules and not worrying so much about what society thinks. Not everything you do has to be for the sake of fitting in, you know. Learn how to march to the beat of your own drummer a bit more often.

maybe you're the one for me.

11:50 PM

You sold your soul for an ounce of attention.
Gaining the world and demanding affection.
Will you ever be pleased with your own skin?
Will you ever refuse what they're asking?

todayy, periods were as usual.
POA. from 7.45 to 8.15am.
then we had our class photo-taking.
after photo-taking, continued POA till 9.15am.
then english, did a newspaper article.
malay. ah damn la. teacher added more hw to be completed by next monday.
booklet do until question 18. i still havent do 12. haaaaaaaa. :(

after recess, free period.
neither mrs oh nor mrs ramos came in for geog.
so we slacked. then, mathematics.
went inside library and we had to take a mock exam.
st hilda's 2006 prelim paper. we had 45 mins to do
so teacher said only do 3/4 paper.
marked blabla. and i got 26/60.
quite a good achievement as i only did about half of the paper.
highest was 33/60, zhen gui and he did most of the questions.

assembly, hectic.
people were making a fool of themselves.
haha. i don't care anyway.
the funny part was the chinese dance.
some chinese dancers got stucked at the dunnoe what ah
in the middle of perfomance. the whole school were like laughing at them.
but still, the chinese dancers and better than the malay dancers.
more exciting.

after assembly, POA test again.
as usual, slept from 2.30 till 3+.
3+, faris woke me up and said they all have finished the paper.
and i said, 2 mins. i did some questions.
and passed up. mr tan said i cannot give him the paper
until i complete the trial balance. haha. wtf.
anyhow write and then handed in.
straightly after that, we all went home.
okay, i've ran out of words.
that's all for todayyy ~

maybe you're the one for me.

8:07 PM