it's a perfect denial.

tomorrow, 'N' levels!
omgomg!

i am fucking lucky. SERIOUSLY.
mathematics paper 1 is at 2pm.
while geography paper is at 7.30am.
after geography paper, i will ask haikal to teach me
the formulae blabla for maths.

i just hope i can get a good grade for maths.

and yeahh. man utd won birmingham city 1-0.
dah basi zakir. haha. lazy want post ytd.

luckily. fawwaz will lend his mathematical set to me tomorrow. :P

it's too fast.
1 october is just a few minutes away.

okeh, i have nothing else to blog about.
good luck everyone tomorrow!

maybe you're the one for me.

11:45 PM

woo. today school was alright.
malay lesson, watched dead silence.
after malay, PE. stayed in class, listen to songs and slept.
after recess, chemistry. teacher told us to do a survey about her teaching and suggestions on how to improve next year.
after school, myself, rauf & hakim went to the mosque to prayy.
then go home and CS-ing all the way.

shit! i only got $50 for the maulid thingy while my small brother got $120.
haha. obviously because he went more times than me. i always gave excuses to not going. :P
nvm nvm. lol.
alright, these are the class photos. click on the picture if you want to enlarge it. lmao.

well, formal photo. i'm in the top row 3rd from the right. haha.

Informal Photo 1. Somewhere near the centre.

Informal Photo 2. haha! my form teacher's face got covered by shafiq's leg. LOLOL.

Okeh, the end!

maybe you're the one for me.

10:57 PM

woo.
4 days to 'N' levels.
dangg. time is running out.
just focusing on maths and POA.
geography, biology, chemistry, no need, can say byeeeee. gone case.

well, today i skipped school.
and slept till afternoon.
i woke up 6.30 and i realised it was raining heavily.
laaa. for me to go to school when it's raining, it would be
very very very difficult. must go long way.
i also slept late the day before.
so without any hesitation, prayed and slept back.

i just gotten the class photos yesterday.
scanned to pc alreadyy.
maybe tomorrow or some day i will post it up.

and manchester united lost 2-0 to coventry city. wtff.
man utd used 8 young/reserve players out of 11.
luckily it was carling cup. if champions league or FA Cup,
i would be depressed all along lol. haha.

tomorrow, last day of studying in junyuan secondary school.
because after tomorrow, starting from monday, 'N' levels.
mrs oh said we must give letter to her if anyone
do not want to come back after 'N' levels.
after 'N' levels, teachers will be teaching our class for 'O' level topics.
so whoever dun wanna go sec 5, they must write her a letter.
so i am writing the letter.

will cherish the last day tomorrow. :)

maybe you're the one for me.

11:14 PM

today, school was as usual.
first period, mother tongue.
what the hell? kene lecture by teacher.
attitude problem whatever shit.
seriously, again, when did i ever show her attitude. fuck la.
she asked me to copy answers from the board using foolscap paper.
and i did not bring. asked almost everbody in the AVA room.
none of them brought. teacher kept repeating we have to continue new
chapters for 'O' levels next year. sheesh.
i just kept my cool. bulan puaserr. bersabarr jerr.

POA is good.
i make a deal with Mr Tan.
if i can beat either zainul or faris in 'N' level POA exam,
he will buy me lunch. haha.
faris and zainul, they are good.
we were all split and they both were transferred to mr tenn's class, obviously
the better POA class. i stayed in mr tan's class. i seriously am glad i'm not chosen.
faris will be aiming A1, zainul B3. well, i'm aiming B3 too. so just beat zainul will be
an achievement for me, but if i beat faris too, it will be heaven. LOL.

1 week to 'N' levels.
let's start mugging nowwwwwww.

and avenged sevenfold's released their second song from their upcoming album, 'Almost Easy'.
the song is not as nice as Critical Acclaim. haha.

okay i'm done with today.
;)

maybe you're the one for me.

10:07 PM

haha. woo !
Manchester United won Chelsea!
2-0 !
Goals by:
Carlos Tevez (45th min)
Louis Saha (89th min - Penalty)
cool shit!

alright. off to sleep. cyaaaaaaa.

maybe you're the one for me.

1:01 AM

it's 2.16am.
and i'm dead bored.

played CS all the time.
what else to do?

and relax relax relax.
and 'N' levels will resume back in 8 days.
omgayyyyy.

have to start intensive revision now.
rayerr is around the corner too.
don't have the mood to celebrate it this year.
do you all have the mood or excited about rayerr this year?
most of my friends said they are not in the mood to celebrate too.
oh well.

tomorrow night then man utd vs chelsea match.
why not today? sheesh.

and oh yeahh.
told mr alsagoff about my CCA grade.
sheesh, how the hell can i get D7?
i should at least get a B4.
i will know the updated result by monday i think.

alright, maybe i'm gonna play CS till sahur.
the end. x)

maybe you're the one for me.

2:15 AM

woo!
2 weeks to 'N' levels!

my maths is improving vastly day by day!
my POA is getting better too!

for once, i have the enjoyment of studying maths and POA.
hahaha. luckily it's not too late.

but, goodbye to,
combined humanities!
combined sciences!

all i hope now, i'm just gonna score on 4 out of 6 subjects.
maths, malay, english & POA.

oh god. 7 or 8 points and ITE we gooooooo ~

i'm waiting for man utd's match later.
2.45am. pianggggg. lamerr siol.
luckyy tomorrow school starts late.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

maybe you're the one for me.

11:00 PM

ohh yeahh.
man utd won everton!
1-0. thanks to vidic!
and chelsea drew. so same points as man utd.
wooo.

i'm bored now.
can't sleep.
it's 3.12am.
~

maybe you're the one for me.

3:11 AM

a quick post for today.
went to school today as all of my friends are going.
so boring. had POA.
learnt some definitions.
after POA, slacked in classroom.
did nothing sia. wthhh.
12.15pm, it was supposed to be 3 periods of chemistry's lesson till 1.45pm.
myself, faris, rasis & rauf decided to cabot from school.
in coincidence, the 'O' level students have also finished their prelim paper.
so we can cabot easily. haha.
slacked outside for awhile and went home.

reached home, use the computer for awhile and was feeling sleepy.
decided to take a nap.
slept from 1.30 till 7pm.

after bukerr, prepared to go terawihh.
terawih blabla, went home and reached home at 10.30pm.
tomorrow, skip school again. woo, sleeeeeeeepp !

and shit sia. i was about to log in msn as usual.
and there was a window popped out, it said i must update my msn messenger to windows live in order to continue. i dunwan to use livee sia. but what the heck, update jer. from Msn Messenger 7.5 plus to Msn messenger live plus. sheesh.

okeh, i wanna play CS.
byeee.

maybe you're the one for me.

10:54 PM

alright.
morning to afternoon - sleep.
afternoon - play counter-strike.
7.30pm - 10pm - terawih.

terawih. met friends at pondok. reached at 7.40pm. only got fathu, inal, junaidi and ahmad.
sheesh. supposed to come at 7.30. but many havent come. waited & waited. then 1 by 1 came.
by 8.10, we started walking to the mosque. quite many people today. haha. first day mah.
did 8 rakaats. cukup ah tu. lepas tu go somewhere and slacked. they all play some taiti or whatshit, myself, junaidi and faris went home.

and aiyohh, tomorrow must go to school. all my friends are going. tomorrow go, but friday no need as they all dunwan to go on friday. ah anything. okay i'm done.

selamat berpuasa semua. =D

maybe you're the one for me.

11:03 PM

tired.
boring.

woke up at 12pm, used the computer till 2.30pm and prepared to go out.
went out to buy all the necessities for myself. wax, deodorant etc.
took mrt back to sengkang and bought noodles. hungryy.
took 27 back home.
reached home at 5.30pm.

at home, did nothing.
and tomorrow night is the starting of terawihh !
woo! ni yang fun. :P
after terawihh, sure best. haha.

and btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAYY TO AHMAD FIKRI !
my best buddy in secondary one.
but we're like quite separated now.
we're from the same class, 1E4 during sec one.
both of us, plus some others were all in the verge of going to acad the following year.
myself and some others, were not lucky, were transferred to NA.
fikri and some others, got lucky and moved on to sec 2 express.
i still remember the day when we got the report book.
most of my classmates were happy getting their report books.
i, after gotten my report book, sat on the table at the back of the classroom.
opened the report book and saw, ' Laterally transferred to Secondary 2 NA ' Class 2N1 "
i was like ' hmm? wtf? okayy....... '
but then, the next 2 years, he got retained.
so it's the same for us, but i've made my decision to go to ITE next yr.
we wont be graduating together.

okayy, that's all.
byeee.

maybe you're the one for me.

9:35 PM

' You can pass ur POA if u really study and put ur heart into it '
my POA teacher, Mr Ivan Tan told me.

haiz, all this whole of 1 year. i kept telling myself, i will surely fail my POA.
but today, i had just realised, i can make it for my POA.
learn the debtor/creditors account, trial balance, petty cash accounts.
i managed to complete and perfected them.
last time, i would only get about 15/100 for my POA.
with the things i learnt today, i can get 30 more marks. 45/100 roughly.
i still have 3 weeks.
oh god. i still have enough time.
let's start over a new chapter of my life and start studying!

weee. i'm glad that 4n1 and 4n2 were split into two classes for POA.
all the potential A1 and 'can make it' students were all gone to Mr Tenn's class.
it left with me, aqilah, fatin, sheryl and swee ting with Mr Tan's class.
LOL yeah. i'm the only boy in that classroom other than Mr Tan.
Zhan jie's absent. and seriously, it's like for the first time of 1 and a half years,
i enjoyed my POA lessons. the whole 3 periods. woo.

together myself, faris, hakim and more, decided to skip school tomorrow till friday.
i will skip school for the rest of the week but i maybe will come to school on wednesday.
because got POA! haha.
i want to study POA only. lol.

read this, for muslims.

Tanda 100 hari sebelum hari mati
Ini adalah tanda pertama dari Allah SWT kepada hambanya dan hanya akan disedari oleh mereka yang dikehendakinya. Walaubagaimanapun semua orang Islam akan mendapat tanda ini cuma samada mereka sedar atau tidak sahaja.

Tanda ini akan berlaku lazimnya selepas waktu Asar. Seluruh tubuh iaitu dari hujung rambut sehingga ke hujung kaki akan mengalami getaran atau seakan-akan mengigil. Contohnya seperti daging lembu yang baru saja disembelih dimana jika diperhatikan dengan teliti kita akan mendapati daging tersebut seakan-akan bergetar. Tanda ini rasanya lazat dan bagi mereka yang sedar dan berdetik di hati bahawa mungkin ini adalah tanda mati maka getaran ini akan berhenti dan hilang setelah kita sedar akan kehadiran tanda ini. Bagi mereka yang tidak diberi kesedaran atau mereka yang hanyut dengan kenikmatan tanpa memikirkan soal kematian, tanda ini akan lenyap begitu sahaja tanpa sebarang munafaat. Bagi yang sedar dengan kehadiran tanda ini maka ini adalah peluang terbaik untuk memunafaatkan masa yang ada untuk mempersiapkan diri dengan amalan dan urusan yang akan dibawa atau ditinggalkan sesudah mati.

Tanda 40 hari sebelum hari mati
Tanda ini juga akan berlaku sesudah waktu Asar. Bahagian pusat kita akan berdenyut-denyut. Pada ketika ini daun yang tertulis nama kita akan gugur dari pokok yang letaknya di atas Arash Allah SWT. Maka malaikat maut akan mengambil daun tersebut dan mula membuat persediaannya ke atas kita, antaranya ialah ia akan mula mengikuti kita sepanjang masa. Akan terjadi malaikat maut ini akan memperlihatkan wajahnya sekilas lalu dan jika ini terjadi, mereka yang terpilih ini akan merasakan seakan-akan bingung seketika. Adapun malaikat maut ini wujudnya cuma seorang tetapi kuasanya untuk mencabut nyawa adalah bersamaan dengan jumlah nyawa yang akan dicabutnya.

Tanda 7 hari
Adapun tanda ini akan diberikan hanya kepada mereka yang diuji dengan musibah kesakitan di mana orang sakit yang tidak makan secara tiba-tiba ianya berselera untuk makan.

Tanda 3 Hari
Pada ketika ini akan terasa denyutan di bahagian tengah dahi kita iaitu diantara dahi kanan dan kiri. Jika tanda ini dapat dikesan maka berpuasalah kita selepas itu supaya perut kita tidak mengandungi banyak najis dan ini akan memudahkan urusan orang yang akan memandikan kita nanti. Ketika ini juga mata hitam kita tidak akan bersinar lagi dan bagi orang yang sakit hidungnya akan perlahan-lahan jatuh dan ini dapat dikesan jika kita melihatnya dari bahagian sisi. Telinganya akan layu dimana bahagian hujungnya akan beransur-ansur masuk ke dalam. Telapak kakinya yang terlunjur akan perlahan-lahan jatuh ke depan dan sukar ditegakkan.

Tanda 1 Hari
Akan berlaku sesudah waktu Asar di mana kita akan merasakan satu denyutan di sebelah belakang iaitu di kawasan ubun-ubun di mana ini menandakan kita tidak akan sempat untukmenemui waktu Asar keesokan harinya.

Tanda Akhir
Akan berlaku keadaan di mana kita akan merasakan satu keadaan sejuk di bahagian pusat dan ianya akan turun ke pinggang dan seterusnya akan naik ke bahagian halkum. Ketika ini hendaklah kita terus mengucap kalimah syahadah dan berdiam diri dan menantikan kedatangan malaikatmaut untuk menjemput kita kembali kepada Allah SWT yang telah menghidupkan kita dan sekarang akan mematikan pula.

Saling berpesan2lah sesama kita.

maybe you're the one for me.

5:19 PM

4 more days to fasting.
1 month 4 days to hari rayerr.
lmao. =l

i'm not feeling well since friday. sick.

now i really need to study.
maths, chemistry & biology.
nevermind about geography and POA.
i only did 1 question in SS 'N' level examination and slept.
WTF. wasted, truly wasted.
so combined humanities is gone.

and i found out ITE balestier's Aerospace course is easier than ITE Yishun's.
Balestier needs 72 credits while Yishun's 80.
go balestierrr loh.

i'm bored at home laa siaaa.
24/7 play counter-strike onlyy.

lmao. heated argument between junyuan secondary and temasek junior college.
myself, jovin and some others were like replying the accusations of some idiot from TJC.
hurhur. it's about the Hot Stomp Male Teacher Award. haha.

tomorrow's school. fuckkkkk.
alright, that's all. byeeeee.

maybe you're the one for me.

11:24 PM

wowwwww.
Ms Christina Lin is nominated in STOMP Hot Female Teacher Award too.
here is the link if you wanna vote for her,
she's wayyy leading the other nominees.
link : http://mediaclub.stomp.com.sg/shoutbox/showthread.php?t=804

maybe you're the one for me.

7:09 PM

exams are over, i mean temporarily.
i'm bored.
playing CS all night long is getting boring each and every day.
made some friends. from malaysia and even singapore.
funny siaa themm ~

today, had english paper 1 & 2 exams.
paper 1, i took about 15-20mins just to choose what compo question to write.
at last, i chose no.5 about the suspicious-looking parcel.
i think i did okayy.
the formal letter, i just did it as per normal.
just hope i'm getting at least 40/60.
paper 2, what the hell.
passage was easy to understand. but the questions, woo. wtf.
it was quite difficult. summary, i think i'm gonna fail it.
hurrrrr.

and mr jason ong is nominated for the STOMP Hot Male Teacher.
if you wanna support him & vote, please register and vote ah. haha.
the link is http://mediaclub.stomp.com.sg/shoutbox/showthread.php?t=798
right now, mr ong's leading by a few votes.
winner will get $1000 to spend on school or whatever.
go to the website and read ahh.

and yes, that fucker, after finished the english papers exam,
went out of the examination hall and proudly said, " senang ah senang ah. ",
" A2, A2 ". hmm. well myself, hakim & haikal left him alone. just see the results, and if you A2, good for you, faggot.

life is getting more boring and boring.

1 week to puase.
omgay. repent zakir repent.
alright, i'm off, byeee. x)

maybe you're the one for me.

1:27 AM

okay. i still have 1 hour or so to SS exam.
i'm fucking fed-up.

went to school just now for malay listening compre exam.
pukii. my friend go whispered to another friend,
later blajar same2 after malay list compre whatever shit.
he dunwan tell the other guys.
it's like, about 6-8 were sitting and he whispered to only 1.
haha. and i also was like?
taknak ajak tkpe ah. aku tk kesah pon.
kalau kau bilang kite/aku pon, aku takkan pergi.
sialan.
nak bilang mcm gitu pon nak kene whisper, ape merepek.

kau apehal skrg niee?
bilerr sec 3, sape tolong kau dapatkan marks untuk naek sec 4?
biler kau mintak tolong, sape yang susah2 tolong kau?

aku ikhlas lah sume ni.
walaupun aku tk pandai belajar, aku tak pernah bastardkan kawan-kawan aku.
tapi bile aku mintak tolong ke aper, mane korang?
mcm sial. seriously.
aku tak suke buat scene ah kat public.

i dunnoe what else to do with my life.
it's like so meaningless.

oh please, get lost.
yeah again, this is the lowest point of my life right now.
i'm like jumping into a bottomless pit. no ending, dunnoe when
will this end. dunnoe when will i crash and burn.

i have nothing to do, so changed blog song again. =l

alright i'm running out of words.
gonna get ready to go to school again.
bye. ;)

maybe you're the one for me.

11:41 AM

wth.
i thought tomorrow's 'N' level exam is Social Studies.
skali check at Entry Proof, wtf, malay exam.
laaa. buat suspense only.
panicked from friday to sunday for nothing. LOL.
malay is manageable for me unlike SS.
so i still have time to study tomorrow for SS exam.

i cant wait to get lostttt from JYSS.
2 more months left ~

okehh, i'm bored.
playing CS everyday. hurrr.

anyway, good luck to everyone who will be taking their
Mother Tongue GCE 'N' Level Exam.
:DDDDDDDDDDDD

back to CS !
byeeeeeeeeeeee.

Found my way back in the dark tonight,
Couldn't wake up not right next to you,
I'd trade in forever to just hear you say the sound of my name.

maybe you're the one for me.

12:04 AM

Wooo ! Manchester United Won! 1-0 against Sunderland.
Saha back from injury for about 6 months or so and scored !
weeeeee ~
okeh it's 2.15am, and i wanna have my beauty sleep.
byeeeeeee !

maybe you're the one for me.

2:12 AM