it's a perfect denial.

I'm effing boredddddd.... !

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2:55 PM

arlowww. it's 8.15 in the morning today and im bored. okay, im gonna write about what happened during the last 2 days.

MONDAY
went to downtown east chalet. sheesh. only abt 6 boys came and the rest girls. reached there and i straight go into the chalet and lie on the bed. lol. boring. they all dunnoe do what. me, junaidi, sharifah stayed inside the chalet and watch tv and talk2. then, we all decided to rent bicycles. zainul keep saying the price of renting is $2+, i said $4. then all of them like trust zainul. haha. reached the renting shop and found out that the price is $4. hah. tk cayer aku. lmao. me, zainul, ahmad & junaidi decided to rent 2 double bikes. the girls all single bmx. cycled around the pasir ris beach for abt 1 hr and then we stopped for awhile to see the sunset. continued and returned the bikes back. then, when we reached the chalet to rest, rasis, syahirah and izzah were inside the chalet with Mr Tan & family. talked2. then Mr Tan had to go home because his daughter was crying or whatsoever. we bbq chickens etc, i meant they bbq. haha. they bbq, i'm the one who eat. lazy to bbq.. at night, we cant sleep, shared ghost stories etc.

TUESDAY
slept for about 3 hours? i think so ah. then waited for the girls to finished bathing & changed. and our boys turn to bath. cleaned thw whole chalet. and had breakfast at the food court outside the chalet. we went home in separate ways. huda,izzah,syahirah,rasis & junaidi took bus 3 home to meet shafiq. while zhan jie & me took taxi home, free mah. zhan jie paid. lol. thats why i took taxi with him. hahaha. reached home, online for awhile. then slept from 4pm till 6.45am today in the morning.

now, i'm bored. chatted with mal for awhile. he needs to go to school later. and i'll be alone. nothing to do. it's only 8.33am. sheesh. well i went to manutd.com, gabriel heinze's off to spain. ahh. he's one of my favourite players in man utd. well, fuck him. lmao. anything ah. still have patrice evra. i am bored, effing bored. can anyone tell me what to do?

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8:18 AM

arlowww. today is a boring day. in the morning. went to school with mum for meet-the-parents session. reached there 10.30am because of my time slot. i saw junaidi and his mum were still talking to ms ng, our form teacher. his time-slot was from 10.00-10.10. 10.30 and ms. ng is still talking to them. i saw fatin nuratiqah & hakim there too. they are also waiting. lmao. while waiting, i asked hakim to follow me upstairs to class to take my books inside the cupboard to bring hime. study lahh deyy. then, my turn to talk wif teacherr. shit. i gt 34th in class. haha. nvr study. wtf. paiseh sial. nvr have i ever gotten this bad except sec 1 ah. that one different story. lmao. sialah. still got homework. english, maths and ss. i have to change the way my life is and studyyyyyyyy! i look forward to go to chalet this monday. if faris all are going. bored mah at home.. emo rangers! nothing to do. so long since i watched the episodes. i'm boredddd now. 3.05pm only. wanna go out anybody? haha. sheesh.

and to those who i've not link yet, please tell me the url of ur blog. i'll link. okay thanks.

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3:00 PM

heyy. today, time flies very fast. in the morning, we had big breakfast. 7.45-8.45. then we cleaned the tables of the classroom. slacked one corner for awhile, and then go to the hall for student forum. the student forum. sheesh. boring. then, we went to the music room and watch the movie, " The Cave", some horror movie. 12.15 like that, dismissed. went to masjid with hakim,haikal and others. afterr that, went home and changed. go out playy soccer near haikal's house. lol. 4 normal acad vs 4 normal tech. we won the 4 normal tech like urm. 12-6 like that. then we played for fun. went home to buy food. but shop closed. gahh. mum going out, asked her to buy for me food. and tmr have meet-the-parents session. shit. mampos. i only passed 2. ah tkper ah. im bored now. monday is the class chalet. and i dunnoe whether i'm going anot. if im going, maybe gonna tornn outside or sleep inside the chalet. see firstt. i left all my books inside the cupboard. how to study during the june hols. ah nvm, i have to take the books home during POA remedial on 11 & 12 june. teacher told my class something. either u sacrifice ur 1 month of june holiday studying and enjoy 3 months of holiday, october,nov & dec. OR have fun during june holidays and suffer 15 months. oct,nov, dec and the whole of next yr because of being retained. i think i should go for the june hols sacrifice. seriously speaking. i have NEVER study properly before since primary one. i swear. i have never sit and open my book and start studying for 1-3 hrs. the most i've ever done is like 10mins? haha. i think i have to start serious revision now. i don't wanna get retained. i've already wasted one year because of dropping from express to normal during sec one. that's all. cya.

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7:01 PM

TODAY
arlowww. it's freaking boring today. i came to school today. sheesh. if faris would have replied my sms earlier, i wouldn't had come to school. damn you faris. LOL. only 4 malay boys from my class came today. haha. first period, SS, went to canteen do some work and recessssss. cos today skool started 8.45 as usual. ate and then chill with ahmad,danial,junaidi & rauf. talk2. after that, mother tongue. watched " Jangan Pandang Belakang " halfway because not enough time. bored lol. message message throughout the movie. then chemistry, teacher gave us time plan to complete Ten years series. haha. i lost the fucking book. how to do. bloody idiot who stole it inside the class cupboard. lol. afterr thatt, teacher gave us survey to do AGAIN. did it anyhow and handed up. after chem, english. went to music room and watched " The Tuxedo ". haha. rauf and me sat behind. rather we like. using two chairs and baringg. so quiet the class. abt 20 out of 41 came today. after that lunch, bought some snacks with rauf and sneaked upstairs to the music room. then continued watching the same movie. 2.45pm, end of school. rauf ajak play soccer, go haikal's house and playedddddd. went home at 5pm. im just bored.

YESTERDAY.
woo. LOL. all 8 of us skipped school & went to pasir ris beach. met up at the clock tower pondok at 7am. all of them were like on time and im late. 7am & i'm still at home. ngahh siap. haha. sorry bros. xp met them and transform from school uniforms to home clothes. we decided to take bus to the beach as some of us do not have bicycles. last time we rode bicycles there. walked, and took bus 15 to pasir ris. and walked to the beach. some were hearing mp3, some were like doing some shit while walking. had fun. when we reached there, took some chairs from the kedai or what ah. then we played soccer. guys day out per. hwahwa. bored & tired of playing soccer, we decided to search for hermit crabs. we found and like play play. built sandcastles. like small kids like that. then we saw a group of kids. they're maybe from new town sec? because saw the name of the school behind their PE shirts. they were doing CIP there. pick up litters. and we were like throwing litters. lmao. slacked and chilled from 9am till 11+, we changed back and went back to tampines to eat. all like hungry haha. then we slacked slacked till 2pm because we also got CIP at Golden Pines. house for the old i think or whatever uhh. then all our classmates came by 2.15pm. waited and skali CIP cancelled because teacher nvr make appointment. WTF. but i think it's good cos we're like tired and sleeeepy. went to mcdonalds because syira wants to eat. met joel & friends there. slacked there for abt 1 hr and went home and sleeep.

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9:27 PM

arlowww . i'm tired. lol. and in pain. sheesh. in school, many teachers never come. so free periods here and there. slacked one corner when my classmates talked and talked. next week class chalet? woo. tgkk ah nak gi ke tk. if not, rasis, me and some others will ton outside. stupid ah !
teacher said today we're gonna check & confirm all our exam results. that's why we all came, skali teacher say tmr. aiyahhh . lazyy sia. so maybe wednesday and thurs we're gonna skip skool. nothing to do at school mah. xP . bought a new school uniform for 13 bucks during recess. too small ah the current one i using. sooo, after school, haikal & joel asked me join them play soccer, so i anything ah. nothing to do at home. went home to change and go straight to the hall. play play play, and omg! left leg got blister. i said nvm ah. little bit only, den play and play, omg! right leg toenail bled and terkopak. LOL Fawwaz. maseh for the error. haha. sheesh. maybe tmr wear slippers ah. woohoo. i'm bored right now. 8pm..

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7:49 PM

harlowww . lol. wad a fucking day yesterdayy in school. kene pushed and fall into the bushes siak! i noe la im light. pushed by 2 people. first im alright ah. only 360 degrees turn, den suddenly shafiq or whoever pushed and boom.. fell into the bushes. haha. padan mukerr aku. im like paiseh. after recess sia.. all people see. but nvm. small thing only. xD Then, afterr school, went straight home to change and go to mosque with my Haikal all, because i don't know Shafiq,Faris & geng goes to mosque anot. So changed and meet Haikal under his block, went to the mosque for fridayy prayers. After thatt, we got some problem den just go to interchange to wait for Hakim. he didn't turned up. like wtf. we waited abt 1 hr for him. afterr that, we go straight to somewhere in bedok tu playy cs. im bored ok. lol. lagipon, zainul and dave treated me half. haha. we played for abt 3 hrs and i felt uneasy. my head was in pain. dunnoe whyy . maybe lack of sleep or headache. i asked them to stop and go home, but they refused, ahh. then continued playing for abt 30 mins and stopped. we went home separately. took bus 10 and 168 home. i went home, bath and went to sleep straightaway. okay.

and todayyy. i woke up at 1.30pm. damn, computer is spoilt.. cannot reboot. so i had to spent 2 hours to repair the computer. and now, it's fixed. woo. i'm just boreddddd..... anywhere to go this june hols.? well my skoooool will be having big breakfast next friday. all my classmates want mcdonalds. they think the school so richh. my school sucks uhh . okayy, i don't know what to write anymore. cya !

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4:08 PM

To all, tell me ur blog url links if you want me to put in my blog.
Thank you.

hahh . it's almost to 12am . i'm just bored. fuck it. i'm starting to really regret that i dropped from express to NA. wtf. i'm not saying anything. it's just like. ah. i miss the old times. but. i cant change anything. i chose that life, that path. and forced to walk through.. i can't turn back anymore. it's too late. my class friends have their own lives outside and i have my own. fuck them ahh. am i just an extra to you all? if i am, say so. i understand. during sec two, i just joined u all because i have no other choice. same class. what to do? omg. now, i've lost both groups of friends. yeahh, i'm just waiting to graduate from that school. maybe i chose the wrong secondary school. but oh well, it's fated. ermm, lets start posting abt whatt happened todayy. i got back all my mid-years results. i passed 2 and failed 4. the ones that i passed were english with 65. B3. dangg, and malay with 71. A2. others, combined science(chem,bio) with 39/100, maths 27/100, combined humans(geog,ss) conspermm failed. my geog 2.5/50, and my ss 17/50. my POA .. 16/100. these are all without adding the CA marks etc etc. even if plus CA marks, still fail siaaaa.... to go to sec 5, i need 10 points or below. i got 13. english+malay and combined science. ahhhhhh. i slacked too much... i did not even study. bring back the books home not for study, but teacher forced. haiz. i'm just.. disappointed. prelims is just abt 2 more mths like thatt ? i really need to buck up. fuck them. boasting around after getting their good results. only mid-year. nvm. hakim and zainul, relax. let them be. we'll show what we are made of during prelims and 'N' levels. i realllllyyy regrettttttttttttttt droppppppppppppppinnnnnnnnnggggggggggg. the end. x))

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11:55 PM

hello. at last, my 3rd or issit 4th blog created? ah anyways, i'm gonna keep using this blog for as long as i can. I'm gonna update this blog as often as i can. ;)

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2:07 PM