it's a perfect denial.

zzz. i'm fed-up with some people.

yes, i'm once an express student.
yes, i dropped to normal academic stream when i'm sec 2.
yes, i got 8 points for 'N' level.
yes, i do not regret joining higher nitec in ITE instead of going up to sec 5.

how many times should i repeat these phrases over and over again? goshh. zzz,
i create my own future. my own career.

life is so boring. haiiz. everyday, play counter-strike with joel, hakim & haikal.
but the most exciting part was when i played with hakim yesterday. in the middle of the night. we played from 11pm right to 5am. 2 more weeks till new school term, in a new school. let's just open a new chapter. fuck the past. lol.

girl, i really don't have enough courage
to tell you my feelings towards you.
i'm just a loser. a big one.
gahh!

maybe you're the one for me.

11:18 PM

from left: hidayat, myself, sally, jing yuan & qayyum. gosh, i look like a small kid. =x

candid! inside the you so called 'cruise ship'.

met hakim, haikal & yuan before going to school together. all came wearing formal shirts. i mean most. only like quite a few like myself wear casual. hahhh. who cares. by 9.30, perfomances started. all went well. :) after that, got 2 hours of lunch. so me & my friends went to the nearby coffeeshop to eat. slacked awhile. by 12.30, we went back to school. then from 1-5.30pm, we went to marina south pier for the 'cruise'. went back to school and i brought home nasri's guitar.
he asked me to keep for him. hahh. if.. if i can play guitar, i would have play the guitar from morning to night. haha. but i can't play. =l haha. someone teach me? can can? lol. nothing to post for tonight. btw, later got man utd matchhh. go go man utd! =x

goshh, she was so hawtt just now. ohhh.
last day of seeing her. :( haizz.

maybe you're the one for me.

10:59 PM

all these pictures are taken yesterday in the auditorium. yesterday, rehearsal for performance for tomorrow. 2 more days left to be with some of them. sad, sad. tomorrow, going for cruise. i'm still thinking what clothes to wear. i don't have 'kemeja' or collar shirts. ahh, heck care, i'm gonna wear polo tee, skinnies and high-cutttt. hahh. who cares. lol. gonna end tonight's post. byee.

i'm attracted to this particular girl. she's ohhh so gorgeous. seriously.

i think i'm in love. but....

maybe you're the one for me.

10:50 PM

since i'm downloading songs right now, might as well i post.

on wednesday, my batch went to the sentosa for some 'amazing race' and other activities. fuhh, it rained all the way siols. even though it was raining, we have to continue finding the clues and the places. we were splitted into groups of 8. while ite bishan were splitted into 2. my group, yuan, hakim, haikal, liang, raaja, kabir & myself. only got 7. hahh. we started the race quite late. so we all like no mood or 'semangat' to find all the clues etc. then we got quite lost hhaha. we bumped into another group. the MEED department group. they were also lost. then we found one sentosa service shuttle bus. if im not wrong, it's the blue line. we took it. skali, the bus correct siol. haha. reached at the meeting point.

we had our lunch. then, we had to combine with another group for the next activity. we combined with the other group which took the bus with us. lol. played played played. then came to the ending part. prize presentation. we all thought we lost. and you know what?! we won siol! knnccb. hahha. unexpected shit. won a hamper. hahh. really had fun. :D

yesterday, went to the my old school, jyss, for the ncc campfire night. met fariq first before we went in. luckily the rain stopped at the right time. they could make the campfire in the parade square. many seniors came. blabla. 11pm like that went home.

today, rehearsal for perfomance on next wednesday. okay, skip that. the fun part is about the star-cruiseeeeee. it's on the next wednesday. coooool.

okay, that's all for tonight. byeeeeee.

maybe you're the one for me.

8:10 PM

it's been quite a long time since i last posted here. i'm just plain lazy. last friday, my batch went to the singapore discovery centre. went for some tour and watch a show there. saturday & sunday, nothing much happened. only man utd's loss. zzz. hahh.

yesterdayy, went to school as per normal. my head spinned. headache. but still, i went to school. got some grooming workshop from 9 till 11.30am. after that can go home. and todayy, went to school only for 1 hour, handed in the cruise outing form in exchange we'll get our new ez-link. fuck siol. my face. hahaa. my face in the ez-link like a drunkard only. zzz. who cares, next week is the cruise!! wah wahhh. and i still cannot find a time to go take my 'N' level certificate with joel. hurrr.

fuuh, just made many new friends in counter-strike. most from malaysia ahh. got one malay boy, he's a professional shuffler siol in malaysia. had fun with them. we played mostly in a zombie server. talking in mics. one of them is only 12. cute sia the voice. lmao. anyway, i wanna play CS with them nowww. byeee.

maybe you're the one for me.

5:39 PM

it's 5.49am noww. just finished watching soccer match between man utd & lyon.
man utd won! 1-0! thanks to cristiano ronaldo's goal. yahoooooo. aggregate is 2-1.
and yeah, arsenal won. zzz. i already expected it. 2-0 siols. both last min goals. nasib nasib.
i love the looks on the losing side fans. all moody and sad. HAHAHA. especially AC Milan's. LOL.

well, i only took a 2 hours nap just now. from 1am-3am. still tired. cannot sleep now because i have to be in school later by 8am. we'll be going to navy base. dunnoe what talk or outing ah. aiyohh.

time really passes very fast. only 2 weeks left to study in tampines campus. gosh, will miss everyone siaaa there.

alright, i have nothing more to post aboutt. gonna make a cup of coffee to stay awake. byeeee.

glory glory man utd! ;)

maybe you're the one for me.

5:48 AM