it's a perfect denial.

damn it.
my throat is burning.
well since it's already after 12am.
i should call it yesterday.
went jalan raye-ing with lepak friends.
together we have 14.
shafiq, faris, rasis, wahab, khairil, hilmi, rauf, danial, junaidi, acap, syafiqah, auji, nurul & myself.

met up with rauf near school at 1.10pm.
then we both go to the meeting place.
it's shafiq's place.
by 1.30pm. all of us went up.
so ate spaghetti gorengg.

2nd house - faris' house.
phew, no food.

3rd house - hilmi's house.
watch the movie 300 for awhile. haha.
nak tgk scene tu je. lol.

4th house - syazwani's house.
ate nasi goreng, mee putihh & chicken wings.
woo. chicken wings, rauf's favourite. hahah.

5th house - acap's house.
ate spaghetti goreng again and rojak.

6th house - syafiqah's house.
no food. woo.

last house - junaidi's house.
relax for awhile since it's 10+ already.

after that, went to playground behind school and slacked.
then went homeeee.
tired dokk.

ok, i'm sleepy now.
i think i'm gonna sleeppppp.
byee ~

btw. happy belated birthdayy to yasmin. x)

maybe you're the one for me.

12:16 AM

wow.
yesterday was one hell of a day.

woke up at 9.30am.
got ready to go to meet friends to help out in ammar's abg sedare
wedding. kendarat uh.
so met up with junaidi, shafiq & faris.
rasis & ahmad didnt go because of dunnoe what reason.
so 4 of us.
walked to interchange and met with farhan & ammar.
then took bus 38 to the wedding place.
all of us wore black baju kurung but ammar purple since he's the leader. haha.
reached there. salam2 makcik pakcik everyone. and the pakcik asked,
' dah makan ke belum? '
we all replied no. so we ate and then relaxed for awhile.
then we were given a ribbon to attach at our baju kurung pocket to distinguish us from the others.
started at 12+pm.
all of us were nervous.
the wedding hall was so big sia.
so myself and faris took care of the buffet line.
farhan & junaidi the table.
shafiq behind.
about 3 or 4+, we saw munir & his family.
then saw Hady Mirza. he salam2 with the wedding couple and then left.
lerr. so fast.

we were supposed to end at 6.
but all of us were tired.
shafiq negotiated with ammar to end earlier.
5.30pm. ammar said no.
then finally ammar changed to 5.45pm.
seriously, my legs were like cramped!
standing for 5-6 hours.
5.45pm, packed up and got duit pengeras & duit bunge.
5 hours, got $30.
bolehlah.
then took taxi home with shafiq, junaidi & faris.

reached home, took a bath, relaxed at sofa for 20mins and got ready again to go out.
Mdm Umi asked all of us to organise a nightwalk for the Girl Guides.
ahhaha.
was supposed to meet them at 7.15pm but i reached to 7.30pm. sorry geng. lol.
still waited for some others to come.
there were 8 of us.
haziq, wafiy, farhan, junaidi, shafiq, faris, rasis & me.
shafiq is the leader.
so we planned the nightwalk at the general office.
the girl guides didnt know that we were organising.
they will be blindfolded.

the plan.
1st station.
myself and junaidi.
have to give the girls 4 different food.
asparagus, nutella, pure sugar & mentos.
it was supposed to be 5. lemon. but we dropped that so we sticked to 4.
yes. my station took a long time.
nak kene suap using spoon 1 by 1 dokk.

2nd station.
rasis & faris.
throw flour & some soap at them.

3rd station.
ghost station.
haziq & wafiy.
kekek uh.
even mdm umi was scared.
ran here and there. lol.
after that station, all of the ones who have finished opened the blindfold and assembled at the courtyard of the school.

we actually wanted to do till 3rd floor but since only 1 shutter was opened, we decided to do all the stations at the 2nd floor of the school.

by 10. the girl guides bathed and sleep.
we have to clean the place. we broke many school rules LOL.
we used the water hose. u know the fire thingy.
haziq played with the fire extinguisher.
cikgu umi then gave us duit raye & to pay us for helping out.
$10. lol.

then we went to change and cleaned ourselves.
myself and wafiy finished first and decided to relax at the general office. air-con mah.
the air-con was 26 degrees. =.=
so wafiy decreased it to 16 degrees.
one of the girl guides said the note there stated
not below 24 degrees.
wafiy said his fathers' school wad. hahah.
then we relax and listen to mp3/ipod.
by 11.15pm, all of us decided to go to macdonalds.
rasis and farhan went home.
ate and then chilled outside of then mac and played soccer till 12.30am.
nothing to do, we decided to go home.
i saw the last bus. 293.
i said byebye to them and ran from mac to the bus stop.
lucky can board the bus.

reached home at 12.50am.
then lepak. too tired liao.
so $40 in one day. hah.

today. stayed at home only since i'm still feeling the fatigue from yesterday.
anyway man utd won 4-1. heheh.

so maybe that's it for today. byeeeeee.

maybe you're the one for me.

2:32 PM

boring. tired.

i had slept over 8-10 hours
but i still am feeling sleepy.
today is nothing really except from playing CS only. =l

tomorrow. i'm gonna be kendarat for ammar's cousin wedding.
the cool thing is,
ammar cousin the cousin is HADY MIRZA!
LOL. i'm not gay or anything.
he's maybe coming tomorrow.
lol. fuhh.

okay. i think i'm gonna sleep early tonight.

btw before i end this post,
happy 16th birthdayy to ifahh !

okay bye!

maybe you're the one for me.

10:19 PM

i'm fucking tired.
seriously.
i tried to sleep at 2am yesterday.
but i just cant.
closed my eyes and lay on my bed till 6am.
=.=

woke up and get ready for school
for the first time in 2 weeks. hahah.
got out of my house by 7.40am
and went to under hakim's block as usual.
1 by 1, friends arrived.
then went in assembled flag raising shit blabla.

after that, went to class and off we start to paint back our classroom to white.
damn. my school pants are stained with paint.
i should just take it off and wear boxers lmao.
anyway.
had fun since ms ng and zhan jie took video and pictures of & with us.
when all of us boys, tried to some sequencing, dunnoe what funny thing,
i saw tears rolled down ms ng's(my class form teacher) cheeks.
yeah. that's the last time all of us were ever in that same class again.
yeah. all of us felt sad too.
we hugged each otherr.
seriously the atmosphere was..
SAD.

so we're having class chalet on 30 november.
woo.

after school. went to habibi with junaidi & rauf to eat.
i sat down and browsed the menu.
junaidi and rauf have ordered their food.
i dunnoe what to eat.
so i think i just would go buy food at tenderbest instead at habibi.
while i was waiting for both of them finished eating,
suddenly, the pakcik came to our table and gave me a plate of nasi ayam.
hah. all three of us were puzzled.
err? we didnt ordered that.
the pakcik said, ' makan ah'
haha. erm, well for me, sebat je ah.
i took out the money to pay later.
tak sedap hati kann. but then he refused.
ape lagi. makan free ! ahaha.

after that met shafiq whose just ended his rehearsal and went to the playground lepakk.
shafiq asked whether we all wanted to play soccer.
erm we just agreed as we were bored.
on the way, we saw wafiy, joel, haziq & steff,
asked them to join us play soccer at street soccer court.

played played. and there got one match before we went home.
7 vs 7. wow. 14 boys in one small court. hahah. kekek la sia.
so let's list the players.
rauf, wahab, shafiq, danial, andrew, steff, joel, junaidi, hilmi, khairil, shafiq ali, rasis, haziq & myself.

then good ol' joel sent me home by bicycle.
takyah jalan jauh. hee. thanks joel. lol.

oh how nice.
tomorrow.
khairil ajak me to go town.
joel ajak me go play lan.
both after prayers.
ah lazy ah like this.
dunwan go both. stay at home. :D

okayy i think today's post is long enough. haha.
so that's all. byee ~

maybe you're the one for me.

6:59 PM

tomorrow.
tomorrow is the day.
OFFICIALLY last day of secondary school education.
yes. myself and hakim will come to school tomorrow
after 3 long weeks of absence.
wooooo.

anyway.
man utd won dynamo kiev.
4-2. weee.

hah. nvr went for 4N1's raye outing.
tkpelah.
no comments.

ok i dunnoe what to talk anymore.
so today's post ends here.
;)

maybe you're the one for me.

11:14 PM

it's been awhile since i last posted.
life is such a bore these past few weeks.

since last week.
wake up everyday at 7pm.
use the computer till 8am.
sleep till 7pm.
thats the routine till today.

shafiq, junaidi & faris asked me to go for raye outing tomorrow.
i dunnoe whether i wanna go or not.
i just dun feel right.

anyway, rauf & faris also told me & hakim
to come to school on thursday.
painting the class. last day of school.
teacher will be recording and each of us
will get the cd. yeah. officially last day of 4N1.
after that class will be split into many directions.
some after getting 'N' level results will
work, go ITE, go other institutions, retained and some will
move on to sec 5.

yeah. maybe myself and hakim will come on thursdayy.

11.14pm now.
waiting for UEFA champions league match
between Man Utd and Dynamo Kyiv.
2.45am dokk.
luckily i got CS to play.
my life. ;D

and btw. for habbo raye.
date is changed to Monday.
for those who can make it,
tell me/fuad or akmal.
k best.

alrite. i wanna play CS (as usual).
byeee.

maybe you're the one for me.

11:09 PM

i'm bored.
i'm bored.
i'm bored !

anyway. to habbos.
it's not only me who will organise the jalan rayer.
akmal also will also help me.
but i think both of us lazy ah. hahaha.

so to habbos/ex-habbos (like me),
if you do wanna go for jalan rayer,
tell me or akmal.
we will count and make arrangements.
spread. ;D

much loves.

maybe you're the one for me.

12:10 AM

i deleted my previous post.
it's kind of meaningless.

lol.
to ahmad and iqa.
korg kat skolah peh comp lab keper.
reply same time. biler school time plak.
hah.

i'm dead bored.
play counter-strike 24/7.
=l
oh well made new friends everyday anyway.
will try to forget all the blackened days & moments in my life.

and anyway. to all my habbo friends.
i think i will organise jalan rayerr outing again this year.
just wait till i planned the time/date/venue etc.

i'm lucky i have the habbo friends and outside friends to go out rayerr with.
to wait for my schoolfriends, sampai biler biler pon tk dpt pergi lohh.

alright, imma continue cs-ing.
byee ~

maybe you're the one for me.

11:55 PM

fuhh! i'm tired.
let's blog.

malam rayerr.
went to granny house (father's side)
went home at 12am.

1st day of hari rayerr.
went to the mosque in the morning as what all the men would go.
by 2pm, my family went to granny house (mum's side) at boon lay.
this year, tak meriah sangatt uhh.
7pm, went home.

2nd day of hari rayerr.
went to about 7 houses.
started at 9am.
and the fun thing.
8 whole families naik lorry beb!
fun la. haha. the feeling. shiok ah.
meriah ah. especially my uncle.
very funny when inside lorry.
reached home at 12.30am.

3rd day of hari rayerr.
went to 3 houses.
all sengkang/punggol area.
reached home at 12.45am.

well, i cannot sleep. haha.
i think, i'm gonna play CS now.
so byeeee ~

slamat ari rayerr to all. ;D

maybe you're the one for me.

1:17 AM

and finally at last, my secondary school days are over yesterday.
when myself and hakim stood side by side looking at the school ground and classes,
we were downcasted. memories started unfolding 1 by 1. i held back my tears from flowing.

to those who are going to secondary 5, study hard. x)

hari rayer is tomorrow.
well malam rayerr.
tomorrow night, will go to my granny house, father's side.

i still havent clean my room.
past years, i will usually clean my room a few days before rayer.
but now, tomorrow rayer still i havent clean.

okeh, i think i'm ending today's post.
:)

maybe you're the one for me.

7:19 PM

stupid internet.
i missed 2 days !
2 days of CS !
hahaha.
dah best best sey.
all my CS server friends including syarif are playing then internet spoilt.
lmao.
anyway,
'N' level is OFFICIALLY OVER !
woo! but i don't think i had put all my best yet.
haiz.

my form teacher msged me this morning.
we have to come on wednesday because the school has arranged a lecturer to talk come to school to talk more abt ITE courses and higher nitec blabla.
sheesh.
nvm, myself and hakim are still going to give the letter to mrs oh tomorrow.

btw,
Happy 16th birthdayy to Dhaifina!
Happy 13th birthdayy to Maisarah!

okeh, that's all. heeee ~

maybe you're the one for me.

2:54 PM

YAY! YAY!
Manchester United won Wigan Athletic !
4-0 !
Goals :
Carlos Tevez, 54th Min.
Cristiano Ronaldo, 58th Min & 76th Min.
Wayne Rooney, 82th Min.
COOL.
& Man Utd is top of the table now.
for at least 24 hours. haha.

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maybe you're the one for me.

9:40 PM

biar lambat asal selamat.
that's my motto.

well.
it's because people say myself and a few others are just wasting 1 or 2 years in ITE.
wth.
i would rather take a long way to go to polytechnic and pass with good grades then u slogged and fail exams in secondary 5.

grades and diplomas will never run away from you uh.
quoted by ammar.
seriously, i agree.

and it's fast.
my 10 years of education is coming to an end.
after monday. no more school.

and myself, faris, zainul and some more others will skip POA extra class tomorrow.
just now, we thought it was a 4-hour extra class.
4-hr to us is such an agonising period for us already.
but to our astonishment, it was 5 hour. from 8.15 to 1.15. wow! wtf!
nak mampos keperrrrr.

we did the mock exam first.
everytime give tests.
and we keep failing.
these are not helping us but are demoralising us.
hurrr.

i'm just stucked up.

maybe you're the one for me.

12:10 AM

aiyahh. fuck ler.
i lost 6 marks in maths paper 2.
if if if if if if haikal didnt slept at home and
helped to teach me the cosine rule,
i would be grateful to him.
but it's alright. he's tired anyway after
his art exam. ;)

haha. just now.
after the invigilator dismissed us from the exam hall,
ahmad, shafiq, haziq and more all shouted and screaming
in joy. exams for them, finished liao.

for me and the other POA & F&N students, still havent. haha.

so next monday, the last 2 papers!
POA Paper 1 & 2.
since it is 12.30am now,
later i have poa remedial in school.
4 hours. mak oiiii.
giler per ~

for the sake of passing.
i have to go.

okeh, now myself & hakim is stuck between two choices.
should we go to ITE Yishun or ITE Balestier.
hmm hmm?

since i cannot sleep, maybe i'm watching champions league matches
later. since man utd won yesterdayy. woo.
so i'm just watching some other clubs playing.
maybe watching liverpool or milan's match.
or maybe both. hah.

that's all for today.

maybe you're the one for me.

12:27 AM

YAY !
Manchester United Won AS Roma !
1-0 ! Rooney Scored !
WOOOOOO !!!!!

maybe you're the one for me.

4:40 AM

today had chemistry & biology papers.
i'm so lucky. after sahur & prayed subuh, slept again since
i was so fucking sleepy. luckily i woke up again at 8.40.
i must reach school by 9.15 for the exams.
quickly took a bath blabla and off i go.

chemistry and biology exam.
it was manageable. i mean,
i can do it. but i dunnoe i will pass or not.
hah. most of my friends said,
easy ah, exam like sec 2 work etc etc.
wahh. i know lah u all smart, intelligent.
hurrr.

tomorrow. maths paper 2. starting at 2pm.
since i'm not an student. i can rest at home till 1 and go to school.
art students are having their exam from 8-11am.
so i plan to sleep till 12am. hah.

and yeahhhh. later got soccer match.
Man Utd vs AS Roma.
Champions League.
wooooo.
it's a must watch.

okeh, that's all.

maybe you're the one for me.

9:17 PM