i'm just bored. my life now, meaningless. who cares about me anyway.
i envy people with great life ahead of them, full of everything.
'N' level oral exam is starting next week.
and my class reaction from happy2 changed to ' wtf ?! '. haha.
in my head, i wanna study, but my body reacts the opposite.
living in this world, is not forever.
but some people act as if they own this world.
i'm just missing the old days terribly.
and i know there is no way to go back to the past.
i'm like suffering in silence.
i don't like to tell my problems to people.
and the express students are graduating this year.
i should be graduating too but. oh well.
no need to dwell on this anymore.
neng3. my fateeeeeeeeeeee.
well, since it's 3.35am, so we should call it yesterday.
yesterday, met up with faris and all at 7.
then went inside school to the parade square and assembled.
my bag is heavy. sheesh. it's so hot sia.
saw everyone at the parade square sweating blabla.
haha. the first thing when reach class, put all books under table. hee.
first period, ms ng, our form teacher, talked about new teachers, CIP etc.
back to square one.
time-table is being shortened by 1 hour, i think. yayness!
then changed seating arrangement and blabla.
it's the same usual school day for the rest of the school hours.
and luckily, i was never caught by teacher for long hair.
the barber ah. go cut my hair until fucking short.
ahhhhhhhhh~! my hairrr :( lmfao.
hah. and as i expected, most of my classmates did not do/complete the holiday homework.
slamat siket ~. ade geng. lmao.
and 3.50am now, i still cant sleeeepppp. omgay!
i cant adapt to the new sleeping time.
because i usually slept late during the june hols.
damn damn. still got some people online.
excluding the other people from my contacts that were from other countries.
perhaps they too can't sleep.
school will be starting at 8.15 today. naseb. haha.
ah okay la. i seriously have to get some sleep.
it's fucking raining here. colddd.
brr~ haha.
okayy. cya. :)
3:31 AM
