it's a perfect denial.

it's a perfect denial.

zakir wonderkid.

woo!

i'm fucking tired.
just now went for flag-day.
met up with friends at 7.15am.
then walked slowly to the tampines regional library.
we thought only our school were doing the flag day.
saw bedok south students and other school.
sheesh.
signed for blabla and off we go.
went to S11 for breakfast.
ate then me & joel went up to the 2nd floor to check things out
since dave was just starting to eat.
at about 9. we decided to go to simei.
they all wanna go to the old changkat primaryy.
they wanna break in and parkour inside.
me, joel & some others were like lazyy.
so walked walked, saw the sign at the main gate,
" beware, security guard is inside and beware of dogs inside too. "
haha. lerr. went to some block and slacked.
bought drinks blabla.
decided to go back to tampines.
by then it's about 11. we need to give back the donation bag or whatshit at 1pm.
still long. went to tampines library again and slacked inside for about 1 hr or so.
took pictures. me & joel then went up to second floor
of the library while the rest stayed downstairs.
searched for soccer players autobiographies etc.
got 4. joel borrowed. then it's time.
gave back the donation bag and signed out.
went to some block and slacked again.
we got so many stickers left. never use. hahah.
decided to make big heart using the stickers.
by 3pm, we all decided to go home.
reached home and took a bath.
& now, i'm stucked infront of the computer.
feel like sleeping. maybe later.
and here are some pictures before i end this post.
bored ~

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got a kiss by joel ~ chehh .

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now it's my turnnn ~

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hmm.

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well, joel's finger is blocking.

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4:51 PM

just gotten my english 'N' level oral exam date.
it's gonna be on the next wednesday.
fuck. so earlyyy, im gonna be the second to take the oral exam for that day.
facing not 1, but 2 examiners.
ah. gasak ah.
yesterdayy, went to pasir ris with friends.
shafiq needed to make new ez-link card.
met up at 2. took bus 15 blabla.
lmao. when we're going back, theres one fucking funny incident.
a malay secondary school boy from dunnoe what school, boarded the bus and tried to look for seat.
all my friends were like seating alone in the two-seats.
he went to the back, and find find place then he saw two malay girls sitting right behind of the bus.
LOL. his eyes become bigger when he saw the two malay girls. like horny blabla ah.
my friends all ketawer rabak ah. hahahha.
then he go sit beside the girls.
some of us overheard their conversation.
the boy asked, ' u all isap rokok eh? '
one of the girls replied, ' tk ah, kiter suker isap konekk.'
sheesh. then one of the girl wanna alight the bus,
her hands want to click the bell that's near to the boy were like slowly shaking2. haha. scared ke per.
one of my friends wanna help ah, by clicking the bell, but nvm. hahah.
what a day. seriously, his eyes from normal become fucking big like shocked or whatever
when he saw the two malay girls.

well tomorrow, i mean again, later, as it's 1am now,
i have to to tampines regional library for flag-day
as my class didn't go to the old folks home. ;p
ekeke. well that's all for todayy.

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12:54 AM

it's 3.30am. hah. i still can't sleep.
i'm just bored. my life now, meaningless. who cares about me anyway.
i envy people with great life ahead of them, full of everything.
'N' level oral exam is starting next week.
and my class reaction from happy2 changed to ' wtf ?! '. haha.
in my head, i wanna study, but my body reacts the opposite.
living in this world, is not forever.
but some people act as if they own this world.
i'm just missing the old days terribly.
and i know there is no way to go back to the past.
i'm like suffering in silence.
i don't like to tell my problems to people.
and the express students are graduating this year.
i should be graduating too but. oh well.
no need to dwell on this anymore.
neng3. my fateeeeeeeeeeee.

well, since it's 3.35am, so we should call it yesterday.
yesterday, met up with faris and all at 7.
then went inside school to the parade square and assembled.
my bag is heavy. sheesh. it's so hot sia.
saw everyone at the parade square sweating blabla.
haha. the first thing when reach class, put all books under table. hee.
first period, ms ng, our form teacher, talked about new teachers, CIP etc.
back to square one.
time-table is being shortened by 1 hour, i think. yayness!
then changed seating arrangement and blabla.
it's the same usual school day for the rest of the school hours.
and luckily, i was never caught by teacher for long hair.
the barber ah. go cut my hair until fucking short.
ahhhhhhhhh~! my hairrr :( lmfao.
hah. and as i expected, most of my classmates did not do/complete the holiday homework.
slamat siket ~. ade geng. lmao.

and 3.50am now, i still cant sleeeepppp. omgay!
i cant adapt to the new sleeping time.
because i usually slept late during the june hols.
damn damn. still got some people online.
excluding the other people from my contacts that were from other countries.
perhaps they too can't sleep.
school will be starting at 8.15 today. naseb. haha.
ah okay la. i seriously have to get some sleep.
it's fucking raining here. colddd.
brr~ haha.
okayy. cya. :)

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3:31 AM

school is starting back in approximate 7 hours time. i can't sleep. what should i do? i don't wanna be sleeping in school. i really wanna buck up. i'm not going to ITE. seriously. come on zakir, u can do it.
well, i have to start going to bed now. sleep zakir sleep!

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12:29 AM

today was quite okay.
woke up at 12.30pm, took a bath
and went to met up with rasis & the rest.
slacked for awhile & went to the mosque to pray.
terserempak fawwaz, haziq, azumi & sufyan.
blabla, prayed, then i had to go to near bubble tea shop
to take my altered school pants. i'm taking my altered
pants & rasis is sending his jeans to alter.
sheesh. raining. almost slipped many times.
then, went to the block infront of school and wait for hilmi.
then, they all wanted to go to playground shelter.
i'm lazy and i told them to go without me.
then, i saw fariq, munir & sufyan.
huhu. joined them, played some poker games
for about 1-2 hours like that.
won a game for the first time. ahaha.
it's fun because it's been a long time since i chilled with my express friends.
old friends. hah. tu lah zakir, asal dropped to NA.
hahaha. then, we went home separately.
took bus 293 home. sheesh. on computer & my eyes cannot open already..
sleepy. slept from 7.30pm to 10.30pm.
woke up, checked friendster, manutd.com etc till now. 12.30am.
i feel sick. gahh. why must i be sick when school is starting.
fuck fuck fuck. time-table's changed. tuesday & thursday still the same.
starts at 8.15am. the latest day is tuesday, 2.45pm. others except friday 1.45/2.15pm. sheesh.
i'm not ready for school.
i wish i could go back to primary school.
no need to study and pass exams with flying colours.
and that's all for today. ;)

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12:25 AM

hmm.
today was okay.
met up with khairil & hilmi at about 4.30.
went to alter my school pants. will get them tomorrow.
so after that, went to eat at habibi.
ate nasi ayam. then bought bubble tea.
chill awhile at the garden and junaidi came.
7pm, went to mosque and prayed.
then went back to the garden and chilled.
waited for shafiq & wahab. junaidi went home.
8+, they came. slacked awhile and went home with khairil & shafiq.
3 more days to school. fuck ler. homeworks not done.
and this is a pic of khairil & me. well, i'm not ready. haha. i'm like gonna kiss someone. woish.

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11:26 PM

these few days, i've just no mood. dj-ed every night will late in the morning. haha. fawwaz ah. lmao. 6 days to school and like wtf. i've done NOTHING. absolutely nothing. i just can't get myself up to study, do homework etc. always wanna go out or use the computer. fuck lerr. ahh, nothing to post, byebye.

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9:11 PM

heyhey. bored now. well let's start blogging. yesterday, supposed to meet my friends at 2, and i woke up at 2. took a bath, etc etc and went out at 2.30. reached there at about 2.45, and only fathu & junaidi were there. i'm life wtf. the rest came late. sheesh. if like this, i can wake up later siaaa. we were supposed to study. hah. 1 by 1, lazy dunwan study. mampos lah. if like this. ahaha. slacked and played soccer. went home at 8.30. online and dj till 4am. thats all. todayy, boring day, wanna go lepak, shafiq's working, khairil's gone to genting, fathu's going to his auntie's house. ah. nvrmind la. stayed at home. im fucking bored.

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9:19 PM

harloww. todayy. well. overslept! haha. supposed to go to POA remedial at 9am. but, i woke up at 1pm. ahaha. and i got a handful of smses. sheesh. sorry faris. kesian gi sorg2. busted si dave ngan si zainul pon tk gi. at least i've got a reason ok. xp. khairil den msged me if i wanna go lepakk with them, i said ok. siap2, meet rasis and khairil at blockk depan skolahh. waited for faris. den went to food palace. fathurahman and danial came. some of us ate. den chill till 3+ or 4+. called syafiqah, the others were all at century square. we all went to the dome near faris' house again and waited for them to come. waited2 for abt 15 mins or so, they came. hur. chilled for abt 1 hr. i'm bored. den at abt 6+, separated with some and we went to some block and lepakk. went home at 9. too tiredd. so, should i go for POA remedial tmr? No way! ahah. okayy thats all. bye2.

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1:11 AM

heyy. todayy is quite a tiring dayy. in the morning, went to POA remedial with faris, zainul & dave. sheesh. we went inside the school and called out for Mr Ivan Tan. the clerk said he's in one of classes. so we decided to find him. searched from level 1 to level 3. LOL. then all dun have. then i came to think, " eh, we never checked the library ehh? ". LOL. all of us have totally forgotten. went down to the 1st floor library. and.. he's in there! wtf! he's still teaching fatin, sok ping & chee ping when we reached. so we need to wait for awhile because we're late for abt 30 mins? haha. waited and then it's our turn. damn, i felt so lifeless memorising the format etc etc. AHH! after the remedial, we all went straight home. logged on msn. den khairil asked me whether i want to go gym/swimming with them. i'm lazy and tiredd. so i dunwann. told him i would only go lepakk. 4+, went to lepakk with them at a dome near faris' house. slacked blabla. till 9+ den met shafiq. talk2. den took bus 293 and went home. and wtf. i havent do POA hw. must pass up by tmr. mampos la sia. tmrr, after POA remedial, have to go do holiday hw with shafiq all. hmm hmm. ok thats all. bye2. x)

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12:11 AM

okayy, today, time passed by so fastt. woke up at 12pm, took a bath and went to meet faris, khairil, rasis, junaidi & fathurahman. lepakk jabb, then went to masjid for fridayy prayerrs. then, we were bored, went to tampines mall and walk walk. after that, went to usual block and chill. sat down for awhile, then faris had to go home. junaidi also went home. left me, rasis, khairil & hilmi. lepakkk lepakk, kok fai & fathurahman came back with his awekk. they all sat down and talk talk, while i'm alone sitting at the playground under the block. tireddd siaaaa. then rasis & kok fai, went home. sheesh. fathu and his awekk dunnoe go where and me, hilmi & khairil went to fatin's house for i dunnoe what reason for awhile den go to food palace to eat. by then it's 6.30. chilled at the park till 7.45 and then met the girls & sham. chat chat dunnoe what, they all went home and i took a bus home. tmrr, another boring dayy...

And well, just wanna sayy,
Happy 16th birthdayy Faris!
may all ur wishes come true. x)

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10:09 PM

erm. short post for todayy. just now in the afternoon, went to sim lim square to buy 2GB miniSD memory card for my hp. searched for the shop my uncle told me that sells the mmc cheap. after about 15 mins, found the shop. hah. bought it for $27.80. can ah. then went homeeee. sheesh. WTF. i never realised i had wasted for about 1 week of school holidays doing absolutely nothing. ahhh. shit shit.

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11:33 PM

damn. aiyah. why everytime like this. just gotten back my hp. new slider, new software updated. nice2. but one thing, as usual, the WHOLE world experiences this after they update their hp software. memory card locked. fuck it. must buy a new one. father told me, my uncle bought a new 2 GB memory card at sim lim square for just $26.60. eh, cheap ah. i think i'm gonna buy it tomorrow.

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6:42 PM

woo. just now in the morning, me and mum went to nokia shop at century square to repair my handphone. we thought the queue would be long. but only like 4-5 people. told the receptionist what is spoilt about my handphone. waited for about 10 mins it's our turn. told the service personnel. my joystick paint fell off, handphone slider spoilt, mp3 track list popped out wrong wrong song. then he told me that the handphone slider is currently out of stock. so must wait for about 1-2 weeks time for me to collect my handphone back. ah sheesh! so long. my father last time 3 days only. i signed the blabla and we went home. i had to use the spare phone. Nokia 6610 i think. haha. at home bored. online, log in friendster, myspace. accept friend requests and go man utd website. im bored la. aku nak organise chalet lagik korang taknak. baru balek dari chalet nak organise lagi satu. haha. then about 6.30pm, someone called me, she told me that my handphone is ready. tomorrow can take.(i'm like wtf? so fast?), i said okay okay. woo. yeahyeah. no need to use the spare phone. i want study/revise but cannot sia. i have never ever study for examination since primary one. dont believe me? all i ever did is like see flip textbook/notes for 2 mins and im done. pass also naseb naseb ah. sec 4. 'N' levels. i cant depend on luck anymore. ahhh. i have to start studying. yayyy. tmr get back hp, new software updated, new slider, new joystick. style. okayy thats all. bye2!

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8:07 PM

let's start blogging.

YESTERDAY.

faris told me they all are going to the pasir ris beach again after fridayy prayers. im like wth, go there afternoon? not nice. better morning. met them before fridayy prayers. all were going except me, faris & junaidi. junaidi has art in school laterr, faris had to go to his aunty's place or whateverr. and me, plain lazy. met them, and the weatherr is like going to rain, skali raining heavily. sheesh. me, faris and junaidi were like drenched when we reached masjid. we prayed and went home separately. i'm like doing nothing at home.

TODAY.

woke up at 1.30pm like that, on computer, downloaded songs. wanna go nokia shop to repair my hp. but lazy plak. maybe go on mondayy ahh. went to wikipedia as usual, today searched about capital punishment. fuuh. so many types. and the same boring day... did nothing. this year's june holiday sucks. seriously.

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6:11 PM

ZAKIR.
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