Thank you.
hahh . it's almost to 12am . i'm just bored. fuck it. i'm starting to really regret that i dropped from express to NA. wtf. i'm not saying anything. it's just like. ah. i miss the old times. but. i cant change anything. i chose that life, that path. and forced to walk through.. i can't turn back anymore. it's too late. my class friends have their own lives outside and i have my own. fuck them ahh. am i just an extra to you all? if i am, say so. i understand. during sec two, i just joined u all because i have no other choice. same class. what to do? omg. now, i've lost both groups of friends. yeahh, i'm just waiting to graduate from that school. maybe i chose the wrong secondary school. but oh well, it's fated. ermm, lets start posting abt whatt happened todayy. i got back all my mid-years results. i passed 2 and failed 4. the ones that i passed were english with 65. B3. dangg, and malay with 71. A2. others, combined science(chem,bio) with 39/100, maths 27/100, combined humans(geog,ss) conspermm failed. my geog 2.5/50, and my ss 17/50. my POA .. 16/100. these are all without adding the CA marks etc etc. even if plus CA marks, still fail siaaaa.... to go to sec 5, i need 10 points or below. i got 13. english+malay and combined science. ahhhhhh. i slacked too much... i did not even study. bring back the books home not for study, but teacher forced. haiz. i'm just.. disappointed. prelims is just abt 2 more mths like thatt ? i really need to buck up. fuck them. boasting around after getting their good results. only mid-year. nvm. hakim and zainul, relax. let them be. we'll show what we are made of during prelims and 'N' levels. i realllllyyy regrettttttttttttttt droppppppppppppppinnnnnnnnnggggggggggg. the end. x))
Labels: mid-year results
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