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2010-02-26T17:25:00.001+08:00

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PDL, TP test date, school.

2009-07-05T16:59:00.004+08:00

hahaha funny shit.

hey hey guys! haha.

wahh school's starting tomorrow, sheesh.

and btw, i passed my RTT a few weeks ago. phew! hehe.

and i also passed my circuit evaluation assessment after 7 attempts sia! thank god.

now can apply PDL, book TP date and finally, can bring bike on the road for practicals! heeeee.

i checked BBDC website for the upcoming TP test date, and it's on 24 august! what the hell! it's on one of the days during the fasting month. :S

okaylah, nothing more to blog about,

take care!

middle of june.

2009-06-18T21:11:00.008+08:00

hey guys!

since the school holidays started, i've been going to BBDC for almost like everyday!

practicals after practicals. today's practical, 'S' and 'Crank' course was fun. corner maut pe! ehehe. while i was taking my bib number tag at the outside of the practical classroom, i bumped into the guy who always go for the same practical as me. i asked him, 'ehh kau lagi..' haha. he funny uhh. then blabla completed the course smoothly. all of us that took the subject passed. (yay!) then all the four of us planned to go for next subject, which is pillion riding & simulator together tomorrow. we then went to the booking terminal, wanna book for the 4pm session, but it's full, so we discussed and discussed. so we chose the 6.15pm session. gerek kepe. got members/kakis go prac together. such an impromptu decision to plan & go together. 4 person, good ah. 2 by 2 pillion. hahah. cannot wait for tomorrow! =p

and Ahmad Z passed his TP already, got license already, got bike already, RXZ! haha. siak, never tell me when you passed. -_- nvm nvm, next my turn! lol.

my RTT is on next monday. goshh, i'm so nervous. i don't wanna fail because the next RTT Retest date is like on 11 july! that is like so long. zzz.

okaylah, nothing more to talk about.

enjoy the video, i never get sick watching this advertisement from last time sia! funny shit!

chiong bike practicals.

2009-06-07T21:31:00.006+08:00

hey hey heyyy.

hurhur. lazy la want update. step update regularly only me. -_-

hmm, this past week, nothing much.

i managed to pass all my 3 prac 1's. woohoo!

fun or what, get to ride bike.

next bike practical, 2.01, tomorrow afternoon! wish me luck! =p

next, i've been selected to work during F1 GP Night Race on this coming September!

working as a Grandstand Official. cool or what!

cannot wait to see jenson button & giancarlo fisichella! hahaha.

next week is the last week of school before the holidays.

good uh. can go for bike practicals everyday. haha.

offshore survey test tomorrow, but then, i've forgotten to bring home the book to study. so dumb of

me. -__-

ITE college central floorball 2nd team selections on this coming tuesday. wish me luck so that i get selected ehhh! i don't think i will anyway. just try lohh. :)

aight, blog next time. till then!

Waiting for RTT!

2009-05-25T21:14:00.014+08:00

sup guys!
woohoo! i'm so excited! haha.
it's because i just passed my Riding Theory Evaluation (RTE) on my 2nd try!
i've gotten 98%! only 2 wrong out of 80 questions. ^^
yesterday i also took my RTE, first time, gotten 79%. failed. need at least 90% to pass. lol.

so i can start on my bike practicals now after i book my Riding Theory Test date. but i'm like nervous siol! everyone said practical 1 is easy, but i'm still not convinced. LOL.

so to anyone that doesn't know this, i cut my hair already. BOTAK!

i hope my hair will grow back fast. haha.

close eyes open eyes it's already reaching towards the end of May. wahh..
it feels good teasing my classmates who have yet to turn 18. =p

tomorrow's tuesday. hurhur. floorball practice. i like! rofl.

and to Ahmad Rock, thanks for everything man. i really appreciate it. from the bottom of my heart. and not to forget, ROCK NEVER DIE! haha. :)

before i end tonight's post. enjoy this cute video. nice la sia. hahaha.

sweet.

2009-05-09T00:55:00.007+08:00

hello guys!
wahh, 1 month already sia never update. haha.
last post i said i'd update regularly, haha bollocks sia.

alright.
hmm..

I'm officially EIGHTEEN! :D:D:D:D:D:D
woohoo!
on monday, went to Bukit Batok Driving Centre to enroll for my 2B bike license after school with chaqif accompanying me.
enrolled, went for briefing and i'm ready to go!
gonna book theory lessons from next week onwards! :)

on tuesday, went for floorball training at ITE Macpherson with chaqif & adib after school. met Munir when we reached there and we changed.
did some exercises, drills and the best part, match! i was chosen to be on the same line/team as chaqif, munir & adib too. lol. shocked* our line was losing 4-0. but we made a comeback and won the full match, 9-7. fuhh. power lah. training was fun! after training, bathed and went home with munir. tiredddd.

when i reached home yesterday, since it's past 12am already now, i saw my youngest sister holding cards that she made in school. the words written on the cards, 'Selamat Hari Ibu and Happy Mother's Day'. i was like speechless. i still recalled when i was K1-K2, i would go home and gave late mum the cards that i made in school. but now, my small sister, can't give to late mum anymore..

Usually we'll celebrate Mother's day and my mum's birthday together because her birthday was on 20may. haiz.

i wish. ohh how i wish.
it breaks my heart seeing my small sister.
still, every night before i sleep, i'd think of my late mum. i don't know why.

okay, enough of today's post.
okay okay i will update often from now on. haha.
till then.

holidays

2009-03-24T22:32:00.006+08:00

kiwak! muker aku round giler pe? haha. fookface. lol.

since i'm waiting for my friend, Joel the fker to finish download Fifaonline 2, might as well blog ehh. woo, can play together with him later. ~

okayy hmm, let's start with school exams.
i think this semester's exams were easier sia. i think because i studied, lol.
i'm confident enough to get at least a B for each of the subjects. hehe.
now holidays, bored sia.
results will be out by 1st april! woo!

last saturday, went to GIANT Tampines with my younger brother. wanna stock up food ah. our budget is about $50+. we took the trolley, dumped canned food, frozen food, snacks, tidbits, chocolates etc etc until the trolley was almost full sia. then i asked my brother, 'eh, buy somemore sudahh'. we keep adding and adding stuffs into the trolley. then went to the cashier to pay. skali we saw the amount, $115. LOL. lucky i got my debit card. betol peh shopping spree tuuu. but it's fun and satisfying uhh. haha.

and yeah, happy belated 18th birthday Haikal! close friends since secondary school. (bile la aku nak 18 eh?)

things to do before school reopens on 13 april:
- get a haircut, (really!)
- alter my school pants.
- buy more and more plain t-shirts!

okaylahh, nothing more to update about.
i'll try to post more often now. :)
toodles. ~

practicals.

2009-03-01T16:24:00.016+08:00

since i'm bored and nothing to do, might as well update ehh. haha.
finally, received the pictures from siddiq.
took the pictures at the ship system practical workshop using his lens camera.
will upload all the pictures below. okay, not all, most. hurr.

last tuesday, when i'm on the way to school. in the bus 969, something happened. know where sunplaza park is? okay, only some will know. haha. when the bus i'm boarding in is passing the sunplaza park, got one car was speeding, and he found out that he has no way to overtake the bus because both lanes are full. got another one car stopped at the left lane. and the bus occupied the right lane. the speeding car sped, skidded and hit the side of the bus. i was like OMG! the incident just happened BESIDE ME! i'm sitting on the left, the inside seat. live action sia. everyone was stunned blabla. bus stopped. blabla. i was like lucky sia.. only a car skidded. imagine if it's a lorry, i would have been crushed sia. thankful thankful.

exams in less than 2 weeks time! ahhh.
nervous siakkkkk!
studyyyyyyy!!

Man United's match tonight vs Tottenham! Carling Cup Final oi! Go Red Devils!

okay the pictures are below.
i'm lazy to organise them. haha.

it's been a long time.

2009-02-14T22:32:00.013+08:00

fuckface. =l

hello guys!
haha it's been a long long time since i last update sia. lol.

paiseh ahh. i'm lazy + busy uhhh.

it's mid february already.
i'm gonna be 18 in less than 3 months! ekekeke.

KAWASAKI KRR! BIKE! i'm cominggg!
so fast sia..

and i'm having final year exams next month. oh gosh! nervous siaa.
i know i'm not ready because when i took the pneumatics theory test 2 days ago. myself and chaqif were like 'stunned'. so difficult. haha. so i have to start revising. MAJOR revision!

2 weeks ago, on a sunday, went to CCK cemetery with my father. after subuh, ate some tidbits, around 7.45am, took off to the cemetery. lucky i managed to find my helmet. my favourite helmet. hehe. visited my late grandmother's grave & my late mum's. i still am missing you, late mum.

and yeah. i didn't buy laptop. hehehe. bought a new set of computer instead.

okay, nothing else to post. enjoy this video. hahaha.
All-American Rejects covered Britney Spears 'Womanizer' .
i like the equipments they used to cover this song. haha.
my favourite, Chris Gaylor, the drummer, used beer bottles as instrument. lol.

okay, byebye!

End of jan.

2009-01-23T20:44:00.018+08:00

myself with nabil in workshop attire (okay not fully, because we're not wearing the blue workshop pants at that time) at the ship systems workshop. hurr, never wear helmet. photo taken by hamie.

school's pretty awesome now.
because of practicals! dismantling engines.

i'm still frustrated about my workshop attire. see that attire in the picture? the top, so big sia! haha, this one XL sia. i still have another one, XXL. inside my wadrobe. zzz.

anyway, this month got so many incidents sia. 2 of my classmates got into motorcycle accidents. separate one. one was working as a pizza hut rider and another one was riding to school when the tragedy happened. hope they're fine yaw!

i'm thankful and grateful for having such nice cousins and aunts. since my late mum's death, they've been always bringing food to my house. pizza hut, macd, kfc, nasi lemak etc etc. but yeah.. nothing beats my late mum's cooking.. haiz. i still am missing her.

okayy, nothing else to blog about.
before i end this post, let me just wish to all the chinese people, happy CNY in advance! :)

january.

2009-01-09T21:17:00.022+08:00

haha, shitface.

hey there guys! haha. sorry lah for not updating. lol.
well, school's just started again.
practicals this term! i like! ship systems. ~
and my workshop attire, the jacket. size XXL sia.. so big.
lucky one of my classmates haven't ordered yet. and his size is XXL. so i can change one of my jacket to XL. because another 1, also for my other classmate, siddiq, who also want XL. haha. zzz. lol.

projects piling up sia. Sports & Wellness project (P.E is what you call in pri/sec school), Lifeskills project. all due by next week! *faints*

and yeah, it's january 2009. new intake of students. i see all the 1st year students, some like so arrogant like that. not much girls lah, if you ask me, like fathu -.- school of engineering mahh.
my juniors don't have, cos we're april intake. higher nitec uh. but i do think the 'N' level progression students to my course are all at ITE Tampines, like me, last year.

and i'm starting to get stressed. haha. 2 more months to exams! 9 & 11 march if i'm not wrong. zzz. but i'm looking forward for the month of May! haha. i will finally be 18. andddd take bike licence! weeeee.

alright, nothing more to post about. lol.

till next time, toodles!

Go Man United! :)

middle of december.

2008-12-16T21:06:00.010+08:00

woo. it's been a while since i last blogged. haha.
i'm just bored at home. play computer games only.

oh well, yesterday morning when i was still sleeping soundly, chaqif texted me. he asked whether anyone wanna follow him, adib and nabil to penin later afternoon. they wanna survey soccer boots. i almost wanna go to sleep back without replying, haha. but i wanna go shopping for jeans. so i agreed to follow them lohh.

woke up again at 1. got ready blabla, trained to city hall. as always. i'm late. ekeke. supposed to meet at 2pm. i reached at 2.20pm. but still! adib! he's still at toa payoh. bloody janggut. -.- had smoke break first then go back to mrt station to meet adib. and when we're walking to the exit of the mrt, near the passenger control station, i saw one guy, familiar sia! i think it's akmal. it's been almost 2 years sia since we last met. LOL. he's so f'kin tall. i initially thought that it's some other guy. so heck care ah. just continue walking.

and inside penin, i saw another one familiar face. it's HAIKAL! ex-junyuan schoolmate. okay, this time, i 'tegur' him. lol. also, it's been awhile since i last met him. then, we walked walked surveyed surveyed shopped shopped eat eat at kfc. then we bored. nowhere to go. adib came up with an idea. shisha! and we replied, 'anything lohh'. trained down 1 station to bugis. blabla find a shishaing place. and ta-daaa. relaxed till 6pm there. after that, went home loh.

reached home. online msn. saw mal online. asked him whether issit him whom i saw at city hall just now. he said yes, and he didnt saw me. (am i so short? -.-) and he scolded me for not 'tegur-ing him'. hahah.

oh well. middle of december already..
2 more weeks, and it's 2009..
another whole year to suffer..

haha, played monopoly online. best siot!

okay, let's watch hitting on hannah covers/lip-sync akon's right now. lol. cheeseburger!

okay, take care people. :)

weee! december!

2008-12-05T22:56:00.005+08:00

hello there earthlings!
haha. wahh, been almost a month siol i never update. lol.
oh well. lazyy to update uhh.

went shisha-ing with classmates 3 weeks ago.
quite fun. lazy to upload pictures. maybe next time?

erm, next friday is the start of my school holidaysss.
3 weeks only. =_=

next thursday, got class bbq pit.
and you know what. it's 2 class together sia!
class YM0804A (my class) and another same course class, YM0804B.
the pit side by side, 3 and 4. zzz.
fuyoo. 60 ppl siol ! hahaha. confirm kecoh.

hmm, err, nothing else to post. hahaha.
anyway, enjoy this video. funnyyyy siaa.

3 months.

2008-11-21T21:49:00.005+08:00

3 months.
exactly 3 whole months since you left me, late mum.
ratu hatiku, my inspiration, my motivation, my everything is gone.
i don't have anymore vision, no more will to live.

i pity my father. everytime, during his off day, he would lie down at the sofa in the living room. keeping quiet/watch tv/day-dreaming or whatever. no more teasing/talking/discussing with my late mum. i dunnoe why my tears start to roll down my cheeks as i'm writing this.

money does not mean everything. i see people want so much money, for what sia?
my father keep telling me, if you need any money, just ask him. seriously, what else can i buy? i just want to lead a happy & simple life. i don't need all those branded goods.

on a brighter note, shahid is gonna treat me and my classmates to shisha tomorrow!
my ite mates, they're my happy pills. without them, i wouldn't even be here. hah.

can you believe this?
let's say, your ex-sec school classmate goes to the same ITE/Poly/JC as you. and when he sees you, he ignores you and pretends that he doesn't know/see you. that happens to me now. it's been 3 months since i last talked with this friend. haha. i don't mind. it's his choice.

you wanna be friends with me or not, then so be it. i'm not desperate. and i don't backstab friends you see. i don't forget friends.

anyway, finally, i've got myself a new phone. oh well, used phone. haha. motorola z3. $60 only. it's quite worth it. i'm gonna use it till nokia 5800's out. =)

okay, i got tagged by lilly. -__- haha.

The rules & regulations:
1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself
2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back.

~~~~~
1) i hate wearing caps.
2) i like to talk crap.
3) i love biting my fingernails.
4) i would die without music.
5) i'm just, just, just weeeeird! =l

okay, that were the only things i can think of.

~~~~
People Who Are Tagged

1) Hamie
2) Farah
3) Zainul
4) Aisyah

okay that's all. hah, you want to do or don't wanna do, i don't care. lol.

okayy, cya!

haha.

2008-11-09T16:49:00.007+08:00

slackinggggg.

life is so boring.
it's been almost a week without a handphone. haha.
my father asked me twice whether want to go to change to starhub and get a new hp anot.
i don't want. i wanna wait till Nokia 5800's out. haha.
waiting for that hp to come out, i'm searching for spare phone to use.

haha, my classmates, ariff came out on newspaper. last wednesday, i think. about the KEPPEL scholarship. funny shit. everybody's been teasing him. lol.

haiz. i'm missing my late mum's cooking. i love her cooking. especially 'asam pedas' & 'sambal goreng'. ohh wonderful. i'm thinking of learning how to cook. haha.

class chalet will be on december holidays. so fast, november already.

enjoy these 2 videos. haha. i absolutely love watching Supernatural TV Show! :D

youtubeeeeee. ~

2008-10-30T20:39:00.010+08:00

nothing much to post.
watch these videos.
actually wanna post these videos since last month. but my previous post were full of hari raya pictures, so delayed it lohh.
anyway, enjoy watching! =)
just pause the autoplay blog song if you wanna watch. lol.

Hari Raya In The City.

When I Grow Up Parody.

this video, just found it today.
their latest and maybe the last video ever made.
Disturbia Parody.

Steelheart - She's Gone (Live)
dayuuuum, this song is nice! vocalist power!

hari raya!

2008-10-20T20:51:00.019+08:00

hello everyone!
haha, it's been a long time since i last updated.
my life, it's been quite an exciting one these days.
haha, ITE mates, they're the one who never fails to crack me up.
lucky i have them siaa, my ex-sec schmates, hah, no contact with them already sia. all busy with O levels, i guess? hmm.

on the 9th october, went jalan raya-ing with ITE classmates. YM0804A. although not the full squad were present, but still, fun siol! syarifullah became the driver. drive van. cool or what. haha. meeting point was at syarifullah's house at 11am. jalan-raya-ing till around 12am.after that, we don't have any plans. so, irya or adib came up with a plan, going to mustafa centre! and then shisha-ing. with our baju-kurung/kebaya! lol. reach mustafa centre at about 1am, walk2, then had supper at the nearby shop. then went to arab street for shisha. reached there at about 2.45am, and we shisha-ed and crapped till 4.30am! then went home, syarifullah sent us to our individual houses. i slept in the van. too sleepy and tired. haha. i felt somebody waking me up, and they said, 'eh dah sampai rumah kau.' i was like uhh? haha. sleepy what. haha. thanks ah everyone for the fun day! :)

tomorrow, there's some games or what event will be held in my campus. wah boring siol. lazy sia. but ITE Bishan girls are coming! haha, not me excited, but the rest of my classmates are. =x

tomorrow marks exactly 2 months since mum passed on. haiz. as always, it's feeling awkward. because my house will be chaotic/lively last time. but now, so quiet/dull. everyone's doing their own thing. i can cry whenever i come to think about this. the only thing on my mind right now is to really study hard, make it to poly, then work. that's my only objective.

okay, enough for tonight's post.
enjoy the pictures of the hari raya outing below!
my hair sucks! haha. bad hair day.
and if you wanna know who's syarifullah, the van driver of our class, he wears dark blue baju kurung with buttons. :)
cya!

1 month.

2008-09-21T23:53:00.008+08:00

it's officially 1 month since you left us, late mum.
hari raya is only about 10 days more.

i just don't know what to do.

i just need a hug.

few days ago. on thursday, went to break fast with classmates at geylang.

when i was waiting for the train at tampines station, shahid texted me to board the last cabin of the incoming train. he's in the train reaching tamp station from pasir ris station. met him inside the train. then we alighted at paya lebar station and met chaqif. we walked around first before meeting irya and mira. rizwan came later. blabla, break fast, walked around. and i finally got myself a new baju kurung, samping and capal. so, it's gonna be red this year. haha.

i've finished watching the entire season 3 of Supernatural. damn nice. and the first episode season 4 just started a few days ago in the US. and this girl, Katie Cassidy, played "Ruby" in Supernatural season 3. she's hot uh? haha. and wtf, she no longer act in the series anymore. her role was replaced by Genevieve Cortese. ahh! :(

and just now, Manchester United vs Chelsea. damn it. 1-1. Man United should have won the match. oh well. it's fated.

and my father asked me to get N95. siak ah. i dunwan siol. so big. i just wanna get new phone because my current phone, Nokia 6280, the light spoilt. =l

and damn! ulcers! 3 somemore! 2 on my lower lips and 1 on my upper lip. zzz. luckily, still fasting month, if hari raya, suay ahh.

okay, thats all for this post.

almost 1 month.

2008-09-15T00:25:00.010+08:00

it's been almost a month since her death.
haiz. i miss the whole family atmosphere.

i just can't get it.
some people, complaining about their mums, nagging and nagging. blabla.
but hey, whatever, she's still your mum.
it's better to listen to her nags than NEVER at all.

if she's still here, at this period of time. 2nd week of puasa, like the previous years, i'll be helping her making kuih raya. but well..

my handphone line reached 21 months already. so liable for handphone. i'm currently using Nokia 6280. nice handphone, but yeah, gonna die already the hp. haha. anyone have any good hp suggestions to recommend me? i don't want iphone or N95. they suck. lol. is N81 good? i'm interested in that. rofl.

exams are finally over. insyallah, i can pass both papers. i don't wanna retain 6 months! :)

my class peeps are organising break fasting together this week. i also dunnoe whether i should go or not. just see the mood okay? haha.

i'm seriously have nothing to do sia during this holidays. everyday, since last monday, from 12am till 5am, i will go for online movie-marathon and watch Supernatural TV Show series. damn, i just love the Supernatural tv show. haha.

oh gosh. this is quite an old photo. during may, i think? lol. stole it from mira's friendster. heheh.

2 birthday boys. it should be 14 sep, yesterday. but oh well.
Happy 17th birthday to Rauf! (My soccer fanatic ex-secondary sch classmate)
Happy 17th birthday to Randy! (My great, funny ex-primary sch classmate)

alright. nothing else to post about.

cya!

oh tuhan ampunkan dosa ibuku
masukkan ia kedalam jannahmu
selamatkan ia dari nerakamu
terangi kuburnya dengan sinarmu

final paper before long holiday.

2008-09-08T22:45:00.005+08:00

sorry for not updating lately. hehe.

my exams..
maths paper just now was manageable. though i could do even better if i had studied! haha.
forget all the formulae siols.
just hope i can pass the paper. :)

next up, quality engineering paper on wednesday. gosh, that's really hard. memorise 9 chapters in 2 days? i'll try. rofl.

after that, long holiday! 5 weeks!
but i'm still angry! about my hair! gosh, it's so short now siaa. :(
haha.

i still remember what my late mum always told me.
she said when i'm small last time, about 4-5 years old, everyday during break fast, when the song after the azan maghrib starts, i would always go on top of the table and dance2, shake2 my butt.

haha, serious mehh? i can't recall sia. lol. :)

time sure flies so fast. 1 week of fasting has passed. 2 more weeks to go.
but yeahh, i'm still not looking forward for raya.

nothing else to post.
so yeah, bye!

fasting month.

2008-09-01T23:13:00.010+08:00

gosh.

my head is full of things.

this whole week, only me and my father are going to sahur together in the morning. all my 3 other siblings are sleeping at my auntie's house. that's not the worst part. and everyday, i've to break fast ALONE. my father, as usual, break fast with his marhaban mates like always. my father did asked me to follow him but i declined, i don't know why. well, just gonna stick breaking fast alone at home from now on.

i could follow my siblings and sleep at my auntie's house but i have school. they all are having holidays. but that's not the only reason, the other reason is that, i pity my father. if all of us are sleeping there, who's gonna be at home? only my father? gosh. hell no. so yeah..

my father asked me whether i want to buy new baju kurung anot. i refused. i just don't have the mood to celebrate this year's hari raya. maybe it's better if i stay at home during the whole hari raya.

i miss my mum.

i miss the times during puasa time,

followed her to geylang, to bedok, to interchange, to anywhere,

to buy food for breaking fast.

i miss the times when i helped her prepared the food for breaking fast.

i miss drinking the special teh susu made by her everyday during sahur time.

the hell gates are opened during this month and all the souls are allowed to go back to their respective homes. mum, i know you're watching me, somewhere in this house.

if only, i can hug you, very tightly again.

if only, i can lie on your lap again.

if only, i can laugh with you again.

if only, i can hear you sing again.

if only, i can help you make kuih raya together again.

mum..

and my first ever ITE exams will be on next week.

maths and quality engineering papers.

i'm seriously am gritting my teeth.

quality engineering exam, 9 chapters to learn. the whole book.

167 pages. oh my god..

and yeah, this is the bike i'm gonna get next year! maybe not this colour uhh. maybe blue or white? haha. ^^

6 days since your departure, mom.

2008-08-27T21:06:00.010+08:00

it's been almost a week, 6 days since your departure, mum.
i still can't believe that you're gone, so fast.
yes, yes, thanks to all for the encouraging words and consoling me.
but you all think it's easy ah? to move on blablabla.
it's like EVERYTHING is changed.

now, i bet my kitchen 'tak akan berasap' lagi.
everyday i come home from school, the house will be very quiet.
no more, 'mamat, nak makan tak? pergi mandi dulu.'
translation to english.
'mamat, wanna eat anot? go take a bath first.'
mamat is what my parents call me. haha.
no more telling my mum about what happened in school etc etc.
lonely siaaa.

my youngest sister is having high fever since last sunday till today. gosh..
stress siaa.

school's been hell.
2 weeks to exams, and i still am not ready. abes zakir, die.
yesterday, just got to know from my class advisor that i've to go to ITE Tampines for some event. it's about the NA N'level students who directly enter Higher Nitec courses. so, i get to meet all my former campus friends from Mechanical Engineering, Mechatronics Engg, Electronics Engg & Mechanical & Electrical Engg Design. got to reach there by 3.15pm.

so i left my school and went home to put my bag first at about 1.15pm. wah siao. raining like hell. but then, reach tampines, no more rain. zzz. then texted jing yuan to meet him outside ITE Tampines. then went in the campus, fuyoo, it's been like 3mths since i stepped in there. haha. took the lift to go to the lifeskills studio at level 3(i think). saw my former class advisor! mdm wong! she said about my hair blabla, jeans blabla. i was like zzz. lol. then went in the studio and sat. the event is about our 10 weeks memory lane from january till april. to get feedback blabla. and i saw that girl! wah siaa. shy sia me. hahaha. well nvm, skip that. =l

after the event, mdm wong asked me to go out. she wanted to talk to me. talk about my late mum blabla. thanks mdm wong. if only, i'm still your student.. she's like the most caring teacher ever. after that, eating time. while queuing, sally asked me 'eh your hair straightnyer, go rebond ah?' then the rest of the girls also asked the same. =l i replied yes lohh. zzz. after eating, went home. saw qayyum while on the way to the bus-stop. had a chit-chat with him till my bus came.

got one incident in the studio, myself and jing yuan went to the toilet. when we came back, i heard one of the mechatronics student said 'matrep!', it's like everybody was sitting, i'm like infront of him going back to my seat. obviously he referred to me. eh alamak, me matrep? mcm paham sia. if i follow my guts, i would of punched him on the spot sia. but as always, i'm a patient person, ignored him. :)

on friday, i most probably will skip school and go back to jyss for teachers' day. still haven't collect my testimonial. =x

girl, oh girl, you're so sweet.
i can't take my eyes off you.
to you, i maybe am just nothing, but to me, you're everything.
my heart skips a beat whenever i saw you.

okay, done for tonight's post!

this whole post, is just for you, late mum.

2008-08-21T21:13:00.021+08:00

totally unexpected.
my late mum just passed away just now in the morning.
at around 7.20am.
i was still sleeping, till my father woke me up and said she's fainted.
i went to her bedroom quickly. well, she's already passed on.
her body laid there lifeless.
i seriously don't know what to do. my head's spinning.
in about 5 mins, the ambulance came.
tried to revive her with CPR etc etc, but to no avail.
and she was confirmed dead.
tears rolled down my cheeks profusely.
i just can't seem to accept the fact that she's gone so fast.

I REGRET. i regret that i'm not by her side during her last breath.
i'm fortunate today. my today's PE lesson was cancelled.
if not, i would have been inside the bus on the way to school when my mum passed on.

my grandmother called everyone that she could to tell about my mum's death.
i stood beside her corpse, nothing more i could do, but to keep reciting prayers.
by 9+am, one by one, my uncles/aunties/cousins came.
by 10+am, the people who's in-charge of the burial came.

then, she was being bathed.
then the last part, time to kiss her forehead for the VERY LAST TIME.
i cried very hard. i can't seem to stop it. my grandma said to me, "don't cry, don't cry."
then kissed her forehead for the last time..

by 11+, boarded the bus to CCK Cemetery. all the way, i cried. seriously, i once told her in malay, i translated in english.
"mum, i'll be taking my motorcycle license next yr, and buy motorcycle after i passed, then i would take you around singapore, shopping with me on my bike."

she laughed, and replied,
"you still haven't even reach 18 & pass your motorcycle license, and you wanna talk about so much things. talk about this again when you're already got the license."

now, all is gone. everything's fated. everyone says, including her older sisters,
"zakir, she's still young, 45 yrs old only. we're all older than her, but she's the one who's gone first, she passed on too early."

reached the cemetery at 12.30pm, luckily it was only drizzling. the person whom is in-charge of the burial ask either me or my father to help carry the body into the grave. my father asked me to go do it. well, i agreed.
carried her, untied the corpse's knots, blabla, then went up.
then, the bulldozer go put ground soil ontop of the corpse.
recite prayers, once again, i cried profusely.
i don't even get to seek forgiveness from her, and she's already gone.
after the whole thing, boarded the bus again home.

at about 1.30pm, siddiq texted me that he's already under my block.
i called him and asked him to go up.
and i was very shocked to see the WHOLE of my class students, YM0804A came to visit.
around 18 people.
by 3+, they went home.

at 5.30pm, my former secondary school classmates came.
the 5N1's 2008/4N1 & 4N2 '2007. around 20+ people, i'm again, very shocked.

thanks lah to everyone for visiting me and the condolences. i really really appreciate it.

about my ITE classmates, they even skipped their lifeskills lesson to come and visit.
i'm speechless. seriously, thanks ah.

now, i bet my house will be quiet.
no more naggings.
no more complainings.
no more eating my favourite dishes cooked by her.
no more sharing stories with her.
no more going out together with her.
no more buying good food for us during puasa time.
i'd rather she nags at me everytime rather than NONE at all.

this year's rayer will be very different. awkward.
i just don't feel like about celebrating raya.

from now on, i really am gonna change.
so people, really, do cherish your mum, take care of her before it's too late.
haiz.

now i don't know what to do. my father will surely be in stress.
everyday must bring my small sister to school and take her home.
she's only 5 years old. i bet she knows that her mum's already gone.

but i think, it's also quite the right time for her to leave this earth.
i can't bear to see her in pain, groaning in pain everyday.
heard her cries everynight, she cannot sleep because of the pain.
i couldn't do anything, i wish i could.

mak, zakir sayang mak banyak-banyak.
zakir mintak maaf kalau ada buat ape-ape kesilapan dengan mak.
zakir akan doakan mak hari-hari.
zakir janji, zakir akan belajar rajin-rajin, jaga adik-adik dan ayah.

i will miss you mum, hope you're placed in heaven..
amin.

hurhur.

2008-08-16T23:08:00.028+08:00

3 weeks to exams.
2 weeks to the start fasting month.
7 weeks to hari raya.
9 months to my 18th birthday. (omg, so long! :( haha.)

ahh, i really can't wait to have my own motorcycle. rofl.
school's quite okay. finally, our first practical. on next wednesday, my course students will be going to the SME (Small & Medium Enterprises) companies. Heatec Jietong & another 1 company, forget what's the company name. and we'll have to wear our safety boots. omg, so heavy sia.

woo. English Premier League has finally started. Go Manchester United!

haha, crapping in CAD room.

this is how my my course's special slacking room called 'The Learning Cove' looks like.

okay, that's all for today. byebye!

national day.

2008-08-08T19:59:00.007+08:00

school's quite alright.

on wednesday, myself and chaqif went to queensway and bugis street after school. bought new watch, cut my hair and other things. haha, then we made a challenge to see who reach home first. we split at bugis station. his house is at jurong/lakeside while mine is tampines. hahaha. of course la i reach first. rofl.

today, ITE Tampines, ITE Bedok students came to my campus (Yishun) to celebrate National Day. so many activities. graffiti, soccer competition, concerts etc etc. yesterday, i texted fathu, my former secondary school friend, he's studying at ITE Bedok. he said he didn't wanna come to my campus as he's lazy & said it's too far. bloody hell. haha.

well, when i went in the school gate with my friends, fuyooo, so many people siol assemble at the carpark/car porch. motorcycles everywhere. haha. (nehmind, nehmind, next yr i also will get lah! =x) i didn't see my former ITE Tampines mates. lazy to find. and it's been so fucking long since i sang the national anthem and recite the pledge. haha. almost 10 months? haha. then the director of engineering talked to us blabla. UNDER THE HOT SCORCHING SUN! woish. then the student council member split us up class by class to go to our respective venue for the activities. haha, my classmates and i went to eat first at canteen, took The Learning Cove key and slacked inside there. if anyone of you still wondering what is 'The Learning Cove', it's actually an aircon room with foosball game table, PS3, computers and DVD player. it was made by the Singapore Navy for my course students, Marine Offshore Engineering, to relax our minds aka slack. other students cannot go in. how cool is that!? so i played warcraft III with siddiq, since we're bored. the rest played foosball and played PS3.

by 11.30am, we went home. took 85 & 27. reached home, changed to slippers and went to mosque to meet faris, rauf, junaidi, wafiy, ahmad & haziq, my former sec schmates who are all in sec 5 right now, taking O's. it's been a long time since i met them. haha. prayed and then i wanted to go home but faris invited me to follow them to celebrate haziq & hidaya's birthday. so i agreed to follow them. blablabla celebrated and then slacked under ahmad's block till 7pm and went home.

i seriously need to go back to school on teacher's day since my sec schmates said that my sec 4 form teacher, who is currently my sec schmate sec 5 form teacher also, Ms Ng, will be leaving the school when the sec 5's graduate. wah. my friends graduate, she also leave. how touching. haha.

hmm, nothing else to blog about. byebye!

yuhoo. bbq pit.

2008-08-01T17:10:00.012+08:00

hello earthlings! nothing much happened this week.
i withdrew from the ASMI-Keppel ITE sponsorship. ehehehe.
it's because i think i can make it to polytechnic. (HAHA, what an ass.)
and adam also didn't take up the scholarship. only ariff. :P
but yeah, i'm still gonna work at KEPPEL! :D:D:D:D:D

okay, adam wants to go to Ngee Ann Polytechnic and take up Diploma in Marine & Offshore Technology after graduating from ITE.
http://www.np.edu.sg/soe/me/courses/mot/Pages/mot.aspx

as for me, i wanna go to Singapore Polytechnic and take up Diploma in Marine Engineering.
http://www.sp.edu.sg/SPweb/appmanager/home/default?_nfpb=true&_pageLabel=SP_FS_Courses_SMA_FT_ME

but the Marine & Offshore Technology is quite nice too for me. hmm. headache lagi. but who cares. study first. :)

phew, i managed to get away again from my class advisor (form teacher). ehehe. about my hair. he asked me to trim my hair. so many times already he asked me. but on wednesday, he said i must cut it by friday. but as always, i never go cut. lmao. i sayang my hair larrrrr. :(

&& i've found another alternative route to go to school ! wow.
k let me list out all the routes. kwang3.
1st alternative - Take bus 72 to Tamp Inter and switch to bus 969 to Yishun Inter.
2nd alternative - Take bus 168 to Jalan Kayu/Seletar Camp and switch to bus 39/858 to Yishun Inter.
3rd alternative - Take bus 27 to Sengkang's Compass Point and switch to bus 85 to Yishun Inter. (this is the latest route i discovered.)

the fastest route is the second one, but the thing is, 168 is always full sia. ass. so the 3rd one is the second fastest. about 45mins. not bad. rather than the 1st, about 1 hr-1hr15mins.

Monday
nothing much happened. i've finally completed the 2 AutoCAD/ZWCAD drawings test. it's quite difficult siol. so tedious.

Tuesday
didn't come school. woke up at 6.30am, feeling sleepy and headache, so continue sleeping till afternoon.

Wednesday
went to school. since that day have free movie screening + free food after the movie screening, all my classmates went. =.= they want free food only. i also followed loh. xp. watch Bee movie at the auditorium. haha. afterwards, took turns to take our free lunch. what a long queue. the free food were McChicken & Double Cheeseburger & a drink. lmao.

Thursday
reached school early because of PE. cannot late siols. because later teacher my attendance as L. which is "late". played soccer etc etc then bath. as usual. got free movie screening and free food again. so watch the movie and then take the free food. the free food on that day was McChicken & Filet-O-Fish.

Today
reached school at 8.45am. 45mins late. haha. after school, wan wanna try john's new motorcycle, Honda CBR 400cc, he FELL from the motorcycle. WTF. john just bought that motorcycle yesterday. my friends and i were like speechless when wan fell, it happened just right before us, in the school's carpark. the engine oil leaked, the bubble/screen of the CBR cracked. called the tow truck blabla to tow john's CBR to the motorcyle shop. gosh. =_=
morale of the story is : don't ever try other people's motorcycle. haha.
nabil also almost spoilt wan's Yamaha 125z last time too. lol.

tomorrow's wan birthday bbq pit. at pasir ris.
and he asked me to meet him early tomorrow under his block to help him carry the bbq things as i'm the only one staying nearest to him, that is, tampines. -.-
the rest of my classmates all staying at jurong/sengkang/woodlands.
sheesh, but it's okay. zakir's a good boy! hahaha. :D

okay, nothing more to post today. so bubye!

NCC.

2008-07-24T22:43:00.011+08:00

i kinda miss NCC, during my secondary school days.
i miss camps.
i miss the jokes by my NCC friends during the trainings.
i miss the laughters of everyone when someone cocked up a footdrill.
i miss MARCHING. (how ironic. last time i hate, but now, miss pulak. sot sia zakir.)
i miss running away from duties. :D
i miss taking in-charge of juniors.
i miss wearing the NCC No.4 Uniform.
i miss polishing my NCC boots.

but the one thing i miss most about NCC is becoming a flag-bearer!
know what is becoming flag-bearer? alah, the 2 people side by side near the parade square pulling down and up the singapore & school flags during ceremonies/going home time/master parades.
I MISS THAT! haha.
mostly everytime my partner is fikri. but sometimes hakim, fariq & junaidi too.
wahhhh. haiyahh. good times, good times.
:(

feeling better now.

2008-07-22T21:57:00.008+08:00

i'm feeling better now. only having sore throat. went to school as per normal today, but when i reached yishun mrt station, bumped into siddiq and harjana, siddiq asked why i never come school on fri & yesterday. blablabla, then took bus to school and bumped again to the rest of my classmates. wah siao, all asked me, 'eh why never come school sia/asal tk dtg sia/kau miss bnyk bende gerek siols.' i was like, 'erm, o-kayy..' and then i got to know i missed an AutoCAD test. zzz. by right, i've to come to school at 8am tmr for the test since i was absent yesterday, but heck care, tmr start school at 9.45am, so come at that time. hehe. xp

and it's like finally, i get to taste homecooked food. but it's not cooked by my mother, but my grandmum. but still, better than nothing. she's the only sole grandparent i have. she's from my mum's side. both my father's side are already gone. i really miss my late grandfather, from my father's side. when i was small, he always bring me down to the shop and bought me ice-cream. he always treat me. haiz. he's gone, almost 8 years already. everyday morning on dawn without fail, i would wake up and hear him recite the al qur'an. and now, whenever i wake up for school, i would hear my father recites it. i kept thinking to myself, i really must learn the qur'an.

mum's discharged again on last friday. and my grandmother is sleeping in our house to take care of her since my father is working, and my siblings are schooling.

well well..

2008-07-15T20:08:00.010+08:00

school's quite alright. and i've forgotten to say that my mum's been hospitalized, yet again, for the 3rd time in 2-3 mths? her condition really is improving now since the last 2 months. she can finally walk without any ppl supporting her to the hospital toilet and back to her bed. but yeah, she's still feeling abit dizzy. come on mum, hope you recover soon. :)

i miss mr kenneth chaw. my former biology teacher during my secondary 4 days. he's seriously a caring & an understanding teacher. i still remember, i told all my problems to him. he talked and comforted me. i owe it all to him for my biology. i can never do it, if he wasn't there. before he came to teach us, 4N1 2007, i've never PASSED biology tests/exams. i've no interest, because i like physics. okay skip that part. but when he came, suddenly, i had interest in the subject. and my 'N' levels, i got a 5 for combined science. yes, i know, 5? lousy only.. but to me, it is very good. i'm weak in both chemistry and biology. but i managed to pass it. and even made my 'N' level certificate 'clean' with all passes. he's migrated to australia. teaching there. wish you all the best in your life, mr chaw. will miss you. haha, and one more thing, it's about my former 4N1 form teacher, Ms Ng, when she saw my 'N' level results, she gave me the Secondary 5 application letter. i looked at her and said, 'err? cher, you do know i'm not going to sec 5 right?' she smiled at me. lol. she knew about i'm going to ITE even before the 'N' levels. she never stopped encouraging/asking me to continue sec 5. I even wrote the letter to principal because i don't wanna waste 1 month in school after 'N' levels. it's for potential 'O' level students to study. it's useless for me anyway.

okehh, that's all for this post. before i end, enjoy this video. funny siaaaa. i never get bored watching it. hahah.

weee wooo waaaa

2008-07-08T16:25:00.017+08:00

haha, eating durian under the block with classmates. the durian's seed is still in my mouth. lol.

school reopened yesterday. wah sehh. just got back my maths test result. seriously, i need to buck up and study now. the marine topics & AutoCAD are getting tougher. gahhh.

yesterday, went to queensway with siddiq & chaqif after school since class ended at 12pm. half-day. we at first thought of going there to just survey survey things but..
siddiq bought a new bag, chaqif went for a haircut & i bought a new pair of shoes. lmao.

today, woke up quite late since class starts at 9am. went down to the bus-stop and saw many people waiting for bus 168. then the bus came, wah siao, full. so i decided to take bus to tamp inter and take 969 to yishun inter. take note zakir, don't take 168 if class starts late. rofl.

learn about ship hull/quality engineering etc etc till lunch time. went outside school to slack. wan saw many chairs under the block. the chairs people used for malay weddings. since they havent take the chairs yet, we decided to sit there. so 1 by 1 took out a chair from the pile. slacked and slacked, wan saw one guy with durians. he thought that the guy was selling the durians. he asked us, ' korang nak makan durian tk?' -- 'you all want to eat durian anot?'

we all replied. 'anything'. so wan, siddiq, syarifullah & adib approached the guy. they found out that the guy was not selling, but he bought the durians for his own consumption. but then he willingly gave us 2 durians for free. wan doesn't feel right, so he paid the guy. we then sat and ate the durian. haha, funny shit. syarifullah at first cannot open up the durian. so wan tried and finally can. lol. rizwan said to us 'ini kalau kite cerite kat org pasal kite duduk pakai kerusi orang kahwin lepas tu makan durian bawah block, confirm diorg tak percaye. haha'. LOL.

after that, went back to class for lessons. by 1.45pm, class ended. slacked outside school till 3pm like that and went home.

grr, my class advisor (form teacher) asked me to cut hair again. i'm like wtfff!
nevermind, i'm not gonna cut hair this time. hurhur.

AND AND AND i still haven't decide whether should i take up any scholarship or not. if i do, WHICH one?! gahh. min hui already signed with the Singapore Navy. wah kao. she'll be getting almost $10,000 in august and $750 each month. rawrr!

okayy, nothing else to write. will end this post with a youtube video.

My American Heart vs Paramore.
haha, MAH punk'd Paramore. look at the video, during that time, only a couple of people are queueing for Paramore for signatures. but now, they're biggggggg.
anyway, My American Heart owns Paramore! ahaha. MAH rocks.

stressed!

2008-06-13T19:29:00.016+08:00

gahh! i'm so stressed up.
firstly, yesterday, my mum's been warded into CGH again.
lucky i was home, my father called the ambulance when my mum felt very very weak & nearly fainted. she has diabetes and some other sickness.

so, stayed in the hosp till 8pm. the doctor said mum has to go for a scan if she have stroke. omg. i really hope it's not stroke sia.

finally, school holidays! from tmr, 14 june till 7 july. yesterday and today, my course students had sponsorship talks from many different marine companies & groups. i need suggestions and advices about which marine sponsorship offer should i take! i'll elaborate on the sponsorships, the allowance, years of bond etc etc. okay, let's start.

1) Republic of Singapore Navy (RSN)
- All Tuition fees & School fees will be paid by the Navy
- Monthly Allowance During The 2 Years In ITE : $750 (OMG WOW WTF!)
- Years of Bond : 5 Years (including 2 years of NS in the Navy -- omg, can skip NS siols!)

Disadvantage: People say, the RSN 'pilih kulit'. it's choosing skin. kinda of racist? maybe. There are RARELY malays in the RSN. about 1/50 or 1/100. i don't know why, maybe because of terrorism? they don't want malays in the navy because we're related to terrorists or whatever shits. but that are just rumours or crap talks. maybe that's not true. when we asked the question whether malays can join, they said can. but we don't see any malays in the navy lol. the officer said got malays, but a few. well..

Advantages: Monthly allowance when we're schooling is great! $750. and during NS, our starting pay is $1.9k instead of Army which is $400 only. Plus, we can continue our studies to Poly, before joining them.

2) Association of Singapore Marine Industry (ASMI)
- All tuition fees & School fees will be paid by them.
- Yearly Allowance During The 2 Years In ITE : $3000
- Years of Bond : 2 Years

Disadvantage : yearly allowance? $3k only? so little. I need to join them straight after ITE graduation & NS. Cannot go poly. Must serve them for the 2 years first.

Advantages : Very big companies. especially KEPPEL Shipyard! My dream job is to work there. wtf. I can also learn many new skills with them. Big bonuses! KEPPEL gave 8.75 mths of salary bonus to all of their workers last year. eg : your 1 mth salary is $2k, your bonus is about $18k! wow wow wee!

3) Small & Medium Enterprises (SME)
- All tuition fees & School fees will be paid by them.
- Monthly Allowance During The 2 Years In ITE : $450
- Years of Bond - 3 Years

Disadvantages : The companies are like unknown to the world or even Singapore. eg: Beng Kuang Marine Limited, Heatec Jietong Pte Ltd & Sin Hong Thai Engineering Pte Ltd. Also cannot go to Poly after ITE, need to serve them first for 1 year and maybe they will sponsor me to go Poly.

Advantages : Quite good amount of allowance, easier to get promoted because of small workforce. example; this company only have 50-100 workers, unlike KEPPEL, thousands. the chairman/owner will know who you are because everyday can see him, same workplace & you may get recognition if you're good/hardworking .

i'm confused. don't know which one to choose sia. i only have 3 weeks till school reopens to make a decision. i like both the RSN & the SME. but both have their own disadvantages. hmm, come on people, help me! choose which is better! =x

monthly allowance of $750 for RSN, kiwaks, can buy anything siols! lol.

later, got 2 interesting matches. Italy vs Romania at 12am, Holland vs France at 2.45am. i'm gonna watch both! :)

okay, i'm tired already. will blog next time.

fun!

2008-05-29T20:56:00.014+08:00

HAHA. nabil, myself & hamie are flying! lol.
if you want a clearer and bigger version than this, click the link below. haha. http://i163.photobucket.com/albums/t317/zakirr/anigifbig.gif

now it's me & nabil! ahaha.

okayy, we're just bored, with nothing to do after completed our work. so we took pictures with siddiq's canon camera. dunnoe what model. forgotten. hahh.

school's been quite okay. holidays are nearer. EURO 2008 is coming! Go Italy & Portugal! :D

just got back from floorball training. it was fucking fun sia today! since i did not come for the last 2 weeks trainings, i just got to know a few more ppl just now. hamdan, hamka, saiful, khair & the other 4 ppl, forgotten their names. ekeke. we were broken into 4 teams. my team swee swee sia. got chaqif, myself, hamdan and the other 2 chinese boys. our team got 5 ppl while the rest got 6. there were 3 courts. only 3 person out of 5/6 can play at any one time for the team. cool right. everytime must sub in/out. we won our 1st match, then wahh, vs munir's team. we drew with them. the instructor said, 'if there is draw, the last team to score the goal wins'. aiyah. they scored the last goal. haha. then we played other matches and won all the way till the instructor blew her whistle.

aww, no more trainings in ITE Tampines. fuck lar. from next week, it will be at ITE Macpherson. like wtf, most of us were like disappointed. haiyahh. maybe we'll go next week together. see how first. lecehhhh.

my mum just got discharged last friday. so yeah, she's still weak, and got many medicine to eat siols! lol.

oklahh, nothing more to post. bye!

well..

2008-05-19T00:37:00.005+08:00

hah. myself in CGH's toilet. and yeah, that's my new haircut. lol.

my mum's getting better, but maybe she needs to undergo for another operation.

school's quite good. i thought i would be getting bad results for my napfa test. i passed my sit-ups, chin-ups, shutter run and 2.4km. i think i failed my sit&reach & standing broad jump. lol.

4 more days to champions league final. go man utd go. x]

i miss mr chaw. my favourite biology teacher during my secondary school days. believe me, he has never scold any of his students before. he's a patient and a kind teacher. sadly, he's already migrated to australia about last few days for another better job. wish you all the best mr kenneth chaw. x]
http://marriedwithchildren-kenneth.blogspot.com/

i've found a nice game! bomberman online!
ehh cool sehh. you all should try it. can play together up to 6 players per game.
http://www.bmoworld.com/

wahh, my tagboard is really dead seh. no one tags. if anyone is reading my blog, at least tag lah. haha. nolahh, i don't really care about tags lol. x]

okehh, that's all for todayy.
bye!

floorball.

2008-05-08T21:55:00.013+08:00

hahh. picture of myself and some of my classmates.

you should know which one i am right? the 2nd boy from the top wearing the white watch. lmao. mcm boyband gitu. lol.

this week. as usual. visit my mum in CGH mostly everyday after school. she's going to be there for 2 weeks. and my father just told me, she got kidney problem. oh my.. i dunnoe what to do lahh.. i just keep on praying for my mum to recover soon.

yesterday, went to ite macpherson for talk. principal and some others wanna talk to all the ITE Central students. and yes, i met some of my former classmates in tampines campus.

today, went to school as usual, ran 2.4km and gym workout for S&W(P.E). in the middle of our gym workout, got fire drill/alarm. aiyoh. everyone went to the carpark area. by 15mins like that, went back to gym and washup. ate in canteen and went for maths lesson. by 12pm, we were released. myself & siddiq went home while the others went to gym for workout.

met chaqif and munir before going floorball training. today's training is fun. ended training at 8pm. then went home.

i've been warned about my hair by 2 more people. both my floorball instructors. gahh. 4 people already warned me. haha. my class advisor, my section head & the 2 floorball instructors. gosh. really must cut. zzz.

okayy, i'm tired. gonna sleep noww.

haizz.

2008-05-01T18:13:00.003+08:00

gahh, my mum's been warded into changi general hospital yesterday night. at 9pm, my father and myself sent her to the A&E department. check2, admission etc etc. finally sent her to her ward at 12am. then father & myself went home at about 12.30am. hope she's fine..

nothing special this week. mostly everyday after school, played soccer with classmates. andd, man utd won barca 1-0. watched the match. quite worth it. haha.

finally, we started learning AutoCAD/ZWCAD program in school. quite confusing at first. but i managed to catch up with the tutorial.

nothing more to post about. happy labour day everyone. x]

well..

2008-04-26T23:44:00.008+08:00

in maths class. playing psp. lmao.

on thursday, i went for floorball training with chaqif, irya & carolyn in ITE Tampines.
met them at tamp interchange first before going together to the campus.
quite alot of people joined. haha. hidayat & faliq also joined. my former classmates in ITE Tampines. by 7pm, we went back home.

yesterday, went to sembawang shipyard. met nabil, chaqif and the rest as usual at 8am in Yishun interchange before going to school. ate in the canteen before boarding the bus to the yard. reached there, got talk. blabla. toured the shipyard. big siol. by 12pm, went back to school. went for friday prayers with classmates. by 2.30pm, separated and went back home.

hahh, man utd lost 2-1 to chelsea. but man utd's still on top of the table. for what wanna angry/sad etc etc. lmao.

i can't wait for the few bands upcoming albums to be released.
From First To Last Self-Titled Album (6 May 2008)
Go West Young Man, Let The Evil Go East by Greeley Estates (6 May 2008)
Wires And The Concept Of Breathing by A Skylit Drive (20 May 2008)

&& i can't wait for monday! school! =]

woo!

2008-04-21T19:45:00.019+08:00

woo. it's been a long time since i last posted uhh.
about 1 week. hahh. all i can say is school is fun!
at last, i got to know more people in my class.
chaqif, fliq, siddiq, nabil, feroz, ejan, adib, john, hamie, carolyn, irya, amirah, jana, jack, sharifullah, arif, adam, nitty, jackie, wan, angela, salam & min hui.
kiwakk. funny bunch of kids lahh they.
in class, always make jokes and laugh. especially ami & nabil. ahaha.
i'm starting to like my class. x]

i'm lucky i didn't transfer to the another class. phew.
hahh, now, i'm already tired of asking jing yuan to transfer to my class. i don't care anymore. go fuck him lah. my class rocks lahh deyy. hahah.

my class name is YM0804A. while the other class is YM0804B.
cool uhh. must remember siols. so long sia class name. haha.

just got the time-table for these 3 months. only monday go home late. 4.30pm. and the earliest are thursday & friday, 12pm. cool or what!

i think i really need a haircut. hair too long. and i've also been warned by my class advisor & section head. but the problem is, i'm lazy. zzz.

man utd's gonna play barcelona on this thursday's morning. go man utd! x]

can't wait to go school tomorrow. lol.
before i end this post, enjoy this video. HAHA. funny shit.

woo.

2008-04-16T16:40:00.008+08:00

finally, the marine offshore course is separated into 2 classes.
guess what, i always bumped into sufyan ex-4T jyss everyday. hahaha.
sometimes in yishun, sometimes in tampines int. same campus mahhhh.

day 3, and i only got to know about 5 out of 55 new classmates. no chance to interact. asswipe. today, went to ite macpherson for the cca roadshow. bumped into munir and all the ite tampines friends. slacked with them awhile. i signed for 2 cca's. bowling and billiards. ahaha. i think i will not be joining billiards eventhough i filled in the application form. i don't have the interest. zz. bowling is my choice. =x

since we have to go home ourselves from the ite macpherson, i took bus 66 to bedok int. while waiting for 168, i saw wahab. shook hands and he boarded the bus 69, since the bus already came. reached home and as usual, on the computer.

my course like cool like that sia. all wearing blue. funny like that. other course, all can wear mixed colour uniform. only marine offshore have to wear blue & aerospace course wear white strictly. hmm.

i don't know what time to come tomorrow. my class advisor(form teacher) never told us. zz. but hakim said his class advisor told him, must come at 10am. zzz. anything larhh.

seriously, i wanna study hard sia. my target is a perfect GPA of 4.0. means all subjects/modules get A. that's not impossible. work hard, zakir. you can do it.

since school started, everytime reach home confirm sleepy. hahh. i think i wanna take a rest noww. byee. x]

2008-04-14T17:46:00.001+08:00

1st day of school. in ite yishun.
quite fun. haha, here it goes.

woke up at 5.30am. still sleepy. took a bath, prayed, got ready etc etc. i have to meet hakim & jing yuan at interchange small mac at 6.45am. i'm still in my house at 6.30am. haha. reached small mac 10 mins late. sorry guys. lmao.

took 969 to yishun. haha, i pranked them. i told them to alight at the other stop. they have to walk far to the interchange. funny shit. kumar called, asked us to wait for him at the yishun interchange. so we waited. met him, then took 811 to the campus. we all look like blur fuckers entering the campus. then we saw the tag 'marine offshore engineering'. then a lecturer asked us, 'what course are you all from?' as usual, we replied, 'marine', he directed us to go to the auditorium. entered the auditorium. omg. so small. tampines campus and simei campus are whole lot bigger siaa. hahah. one by one came. we saw many new 'O' level graduates from marine offshore engg. got a few chickies! woo. ahaha. but some of the guys were like not so friendly like that. we haven't had a chance to introduce ourselves yet. from 9am till 2pm, got orientation etc etc. luckily tomorrow have to come school at 10am. can wake up late. =x

at 11am like that, while we were in the marine offshore workshop, shahid & syed just came. zzz. haha. kecoh sia we all. it's like only us making noise. funny sia. hakim's a fucker. from morning, he laughed at jing yuan's new hairstyle. like mangkuk sia. shahid even called him 'bruce lee' ahaha. now got 2 classes. 1A and 1B. still haven't separated into 2 classes yet. if same class as the chickies, fulamak. power larr. ahaha.

at about 2.15pm, we were released. took bus to tamp int. myself, yuan & hakim ate at tampines mall's foodcourt. hungryy larr. then, haikal came. by 4.30pm, we went home separately.

okay, i'm tired. gonna take a rest now. bubye! x]

yeahh.

2008-04-09T05:24:00.006+08:00

woo. just finished watching soccer match between arsenal & liverpool. yeah! liverpool won 4-2. 5-3 on aggregate. cool or what! i hate arsenal and their fans. fuckers. arsenal are now out of champions league. fuckk you hakim. your arsenal is out! lol. andd chelsea won! 2-0. omg. zzz. who cares, man utd still pwns all the other clubs. =x

wah, so fast 9 april. left only about 4 more days to school? wooo.
and tomorrow morning, man utd vs as roma.

and i still don't know what time to reach school, where to report on monday. zzz. i asked jing yuan & hakim, they also don't know. hahh.

and hell, 2 days ago, a 40-year old man found dead in cck mrt station. pity him sia. kena pushed. curse the person who pushed him. the mrt just go through him sia. ohh gosh. here's the link of the news.
http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=17576

haha, this video kick ass!
funny sia. watch it. ahahaha.

woo.

2008-04-04T21:11:00.007+08:00

i don't know who took this. picture of us. some of the MRO/MCE/EC students.

hmm.

boohoo. omg. it's already 4th of april! 10 more days to school.
hurhur. been rotting at home. as usual, played counter-strike with haikal, joel & hakim everytime. from midnight till dawn. man utd's been phenomenal these days. heee.

i suddenly got the feeling of taking the 'O' levels. it's just because i haven't shown what i'm capable of. haiyahh. hahah.

and yes, i can't wait to go to school everyday. take 6 buses! 3 go school, 3 go home. with hakim & jing yuan. cool lahh sehh. haaha.

about the girl? ahh, just forget it.
maybe i'm just not suitable for her.

fed-up.

2008-03-28T23:18:00.012+08:00

zzz. i'm fed-up with some people.

yes, i'm once an express student.
yes, i dropped to normal academic stream when i'm sec 2.
yes, i got 8 points for 'N' level.
yes, i do not regret joining higher nitec in ITE instead of going up to sec 5.

how many times should i repeat these phrases over and over again? goshh. zzz,
i create my own future. my own career.

life is so boring. haiiz. everyday, play counter-strike with joel, hakim & haikal.
but the most exciting part was when i played with hakim yesterday. in the middle of the night. we played from 11pm right to 5am. 2 more weeks till new school term, in a new school. let's just open a new chapter. fuck the past. lol.

girl, i really don't have enough courage
to tell you my feelings towards you.
i'm just a loser. a big one.
gahh!

cruise.

2008-03-19T22:59:00.009+08:00

from left: hidayat, myself, sally, jing yuan & qayyum. gosh, i look like a small kid. =x

candid! inside the you so called 'cruise ship'.

met hakim, haikal & yuan before going to school together. all came wearing formal shirts. i mean most. only like quite a few like myself wear casual. hahhh. who cares. by 9.30, perfomances started. all went well. :) after that, got 2 hours of lunch. so me & my friends went to the nearby coffeeshop to eat. slacked awhile. by 12.30, we went back to school. then from 1-5.30pm, we went to marina south pier for the 'cruise'. went back to school and i brought home nasri's guitar.
he asked me to keep for him. hahh. if.. if i can play guitar, i would have play the guitar from morning to night. haha. but i can't play. =l haha. someone teach me? can can? lol. nothing to post for tonight. btw, later got man utd matchhh. go go man utd! =x

goshh, she was so hawtt just now. ohhh.
last day of seeing her. :( haizz.

i think i'm..

2008-03-18T22:50:00.009+08:00

all these pictures are taken yesterday in the auditorium. yesterday, rehearsal for performance for tomorrow. 2 more days left to be with some of them. sad, sad. tomorrow, going for cruise. i'm still thinking what clothes to wear. i don't have 'kemeja' or collar shirts. ahh, heck care, i'm gonna wear polo tee, skinnies and high-cutttt. hahh. who cares. lol. gonna end tonight's post. byee.

i'm attracted to this particular girl. she's ohhh so gorgeous. seriously.

i think i'm in love. but....

hmmm.

2008-03-14T20:10:00.003+08:00

since i'm downloading songs right now, might as well i post.

on wednesday, my batch went to the sentosa for some 'amazing race' and other activities. fuhh, it rained all the way siols. even though it was raining, we have to continue finding the clues and the places. we were splitted into groups of 8. while ite bishan were splitted into 2. my group, yuan, hakim, haikal, liang, raaja, kabir & myself. only got 7. hahh. we started the race quite late. so we all like no mood or 'semangat' to find all the clues etc. then we got quite lost hhaha. we bumped into another group. the MEED department group. they were also lost. then we found one sentosa service shuttle bus. if im not wrong, it's the blue line. we took it. skali, the bus correct siol. haha. reached at the meeting point.

we had our lunch. then, we had to combine with another group for the next activity. we combined with the other group which took the bus with us. lol. played played played. then came to the ending part. prize presentation. we all thought we lost. and you know what?! we won siol! knnccb. hahha. unexpected shit. won a hamper. hahh. really had fun. :D

yesterday, went to the my old school, jyss, for the ncc campfire night. met fariq first before we went in. luckily the rain stopped at the right time. they could make the campfire in the parade square. many seniors came. blabla. 11pm like that went home.

today, rehearsal for perfomance on next wednesday. okay, skip that. the fun part is about the star-cruiseeeeee. it's on the next wednesday. coooool.

okay, that's all for tonight. byeeeeee.

hello!

2008-03-11T17:39:00.002+08:00

it's been quite a long time since i last posted here. i'm just plain lazy. last friday, my batch went to the singapore discovery centre. went for some tour and watch a show there. saturday & sunday, nothing much happened. only man utd's loss. zzz. hahh.

yesterdayy, went to school as per normal. my head spinned. headache. but still, i went to school. got some grooming workshop from 9 till 11.30am. after that can go home. and todayy, went to school only for 1 hour, handed in the cruise outing form in exchange we'll get our new ez-link. fuck siol. my face. hahaa. my face in the ez-link like a drunkard only. zzz. who cares, next week is the cruise!! wah wahhh. and i still cannot find a time to go take my 'N' level certificate with joel. hurrr.

fuuh, just made many new friends in counter-strike. most from malaysia ahh. got one malay boy, he's a professional shuffler siol in malaysia. had fun with them. we played mostly in a zombie server. talking in mics. one of them is only 12. cute sia the voice. lmao. anyway, i wanna play CS with them nowww. byeee.

yes ahh!

2008-03-05T05:48:00.002+08:00

it's 5.49am noww. just finished watching soccer match between man utd & lyon.
man utd won! 1-0! thanks to cristiano ronaldo's goal. yahoooooo. aggregate is 2-1.
and yeah, arsenal won. zzz. i already expected it. 2-0 siols. both last min goals. nasib nasib.
i love the looks on the losing side fans. all moody and sad. HAHAHA. especially AC Milan's. LOL.

well, i only took a 2 hours nap just now. from 1am-3am. still tired. cannot sleep now because i have to be in school later by 8am. we'll be going to navy base. dunnoe what talk or outing ah. aiyohh.

time really passes very fast. only 2 weeks left to study in tampines campus. gosh, will miss everyone siaaa there.

alright, i have nothing more to post aboutt. gonna make a cup of coffee to stay awake. byeeee.

glory glory man utd! ;)

changi airport..

2008-02-19T00:42:00.002+08:00

that's myself in red and haikal in yellow cream uniform. taken in changi airport's toilet. lmao.

basically, my batch went to changi airport outing yesterday. (since it's already past 12am) went to all the terminals including the budget terminal. we're supposed to tour around, take pictures of the facilities and make our own brochure. zzz. like wtf?

walked walked around T3, T2. after that, myself, hakim, tan, kabir & haikal felt hungry. we proceeded to T1 underground canteen to have our breakfast. at 10.15am. ate and chilled till 11am before going back to the bus bay. we were late haha. luckily the bus didn't go first. my lecturer was nagging etc etc. i just plugged the headset into my ears and listen to songs. took bus to school back. after that, got maths lesson. i was sleepy during that lesson. tried so hard to keep my eyes open. by 2.30pm, lesson ended.

met haikal & kabir at the sports hall. played lan. saw joel & his friends were playing too. then hakim brought up the idea. ITE East vs ITE Central in counter-strike. haha. i just agreed. we've only got 4 ppl whilst they've got 5. played, we dominated one map, and they dominated the other. fun ah. at about 5pm, they went home. we continued gaming till 6.45pm and then left. walked passed the park and met shafiq & khairil. slacked with them awhile before we decided to head home. took 293 with haikal home.

anyway, happy 18th birthdayy to khairil adib!

omg!

2008-02-17T03:16:00.003+08:00

omfg! Manchester United thrashed Arsenal 4-0 !
wow wow wow. Man Utd really dominated the game. goals scored by rooney, fletcher (2) & nani.
i like nani and rooney, they made a fool out of arsenal players. =p
i couldn't even see Arsenal having a chance at the goal.
AND, WILLIAM GALLAS DESERVES A SMACK FROM ME!
no offence, but to Hakim, boo yeah. =x

glory glory man utd! :D

let's start anew.

2008-02-15T16:46:00.005+08:00

woo. let's start anew!
deleted some previous posts.

zzz. 3 weeks. my computer spoilt. can die without computer. >.<
cheh. school is alright. chill onlyy.
school outing to changi airport on monday morning. what kind of outing sia? haha.

aww luqman's appeal to change from mechanical engineering course to marine offshore was rejected. his attendance was bad. so cannot switch. i woke up late yesterday. 9.45am. school starts at 9am yesterday. so heck care, i skipped school.

i just wish the electronics & mechatronics engineering students would study at yishun campus in april. they are all one bunch of kind and outgoing friends. too bad they will stay at tampines campus. have to make new friends in yishun again. lol.

today was like.. zzz. came to school at 9am. school ended at 11am. zzz. 2 hours. we watched army daze movie only. that movie so 'jelak' already. watch so many times before. after school, went home, ate and then went to the mosque. met farhan, ammar, faris azlan & zainul. not long after i reached, haikal came. met ahmad, my ex-schoolmate after prayers. long time no talk with him. talked about our school life etc etc till we all bid goodbyes and go our own different way home.

changed email to resentful-affliction@hotmail.com. do add me if you want. :)

okeh, i have nothing more to sayyy. byee.

man utd!

2008-01-13T20:59:00.000+08:00

haha. man utd thrashed newcastle 6-0!
all goals scored in the 2nd half.
zzz. i watched the whole game.
i almost slept in the first half. boring.
skali 2nd half. fuuh, all the goals flying in.
lmao.
top of the table baybeh!

sheesh. uniform colour for my course is blue.
shit. i want white. damn damn.
wahh, all my ite classmates going for camp,
and they asked me to go also,
well, pergi je ahh. hahh.

on friday, more new students joined our batch.
dunnoe what course they taking.

and now, i have 3 things left to buy.
1. crumpler bag
2. cardigan
3. watch. ( my watch pecah siol ! **&*%$^$^* )

woo.

2008-01-10T20:23:00.000+08:00

haha cool.
i made a 100% correct choice in going to ITE rather than sec 5.
gonna aim to get GPA of 3.5 to go 2nd year poly.
so i'm gonna see those friends who continue sec 5 in poly. (if they can go :P)
same year.

and my course director said,
' you made a good choice in coming to higher nitec ITE. you will learn the technical skills and sharpen ur knowledge in designing, creating, handling projects when you go into polytechnic. you will know where and how to start a project unlike the fresh 'O' level graduates. you would be better than the 'O' level graduates who will go straight to poly without any technical knowledge in marine offshore/maritime engineering. '

thats what he said ah, i remembered a little only.
i thought back, correct ah about everything he say.
alhamdulilah, so now, learnnn zakir learn!

lets post about my school life.

Yesterday - 9 Jan 2008.
kiwekk. got one new boy joined our group,
sharep or whatever his name.
mcm sial. inside the auditorium, he coughed so hard
many times, didnt even say excuse me. ALL, i mean everyone
looked at him. this doesn't end here.

next, during lunchtime.
we all went to the coffeeshop behind the campus.
then lepak and ate ah.
he sat, asked for ciggs.
luqman gave 1.
and we're all eating.
he was lighting the cigg,
luqman asked,
' eh tkleh rokok kat luar, blakang eh?'
he anyhow je sia smoke in the coffeeshop.
then u know what he replied,
' kau step aku nak tumbuk kau je. '
we all like wtf?
then he asked farhan,
'farhan kau punk eh?'
farhan nodded his head then senyap.
then out of the blue,
he said, ' aku dulu skinhead sia. '
HAHA. KEKEK. sialan.
one by one muke mcm nak tapak je muke si dektu.
seriously. bbual world.
we all never layan him.

PE time,
we all play takraw.
main step bagus.
all kick missed.
then when we all went to the gym.
he sat alone at one corner. ekekee.
fuck him la. LMAO.
mentang2 18 tahun nak step perr.
farhan 20 years old, faliq 18, releks only.

Today.
met sufrie at the bustop.
then me hakim and him went to the campus together.
met the rest and waited for the bus to go to ITE macpherson.
blabla took attendance, boarded the bus.
then got 5 ppl late.
waited blabla then go.

reached there, boring.
we all went out, smoke.
go inside back, ate at the canteen,
then go out again, smoke.
then took bus back to ite tampines.

lunch again. since we ate already.
we went to the safra beside the campus.
played pool. i never play ahh.
watched they play. haha.

then went to class, 20mins late. lmao.
they all waiting for us.
learn the theory skills of
CATIA program.
then all of the malay boys except me, disturbed a malay girl.
:D
she's in the same class as us.
faliq ah, asked number blabla.
tkde keje. blom ape2 dh self-declare the girl his gf. LOL.
kelakar ahh.

it's fun ah with them.
but it's only for 10 weeks. haiz.
gonna cherish every single day with them.
april, myself, hakim, farhan & the other 2 boys will be going to yishun campus.
all the rest will stay in tamp ite.
uhhh. ~

tmr.
school starts at 9am.
1 subject only. 3 hrs. zzz.
buang mase jek dtg. lmao.

i think all of us dont wanna attend the camp next week.
MC for 3 days ahahaha.
jeng3.

and ohhh shiattt,
insyirah has the same blogskin as me.
haha. who cares. pakai je ah. =x

okay, nothing to post alreadyyy.
byeee ~

11, 11, 11 !

2008-01-08T17:07:00.001+08:00

cool ~
made more new friends.
so together,
class 5081C,
we've got 11 malay boys.
farhan, azri, suhaimi, nas, luqman, musa, hakim, putra, sufrie, faliq and myself.

from 9am till 3.30pm, play games all the way.
there was once, we were given a 5min break,
all of us, 11 ppl, went out the campus and went into the safra.
lighted sticks. except for hakim & suhaimi, they kept a lookout lol.
after 10mins then we went back into the campus.
freedom lmao.

fun ahh. each one of them has their own identity.
wahhh. my pants big siaa.
have to wear my skinny jeans till i alter my school pants.

marine offshore engineering students, for now only 5 ppl. LMFAO.
farhan, me, hakim, jing yuan and simo. for now 5 students ah. later april intake sure more ppl come.
another thing, my class advisor(pri/sec school called form-teacher) told 5 of us marine offshore students, the uniform colour for our course is blue. wah piang. i like red & white siaa!
wasted buy red uniform. zzzzzzzzz.

tmr, school starts at 10.15am.
tmr is the start of our lessons.

ahh, there got 1 funny incident.
while we were all at the auditorium,
we were all sleepy, yes, all 11 of us.
the student leaders were explaining what game instruction or whatever shits.
all 11 of us lay down and slept on the table.
a student leader called us to wake up or we have to do forfeit.
1 by 1 all blur face woke up. hahaha.

woo.
okayyy, i dun have anything to post alreadyy. byee.

Happy birthdayy rachel!

haha. cool !

2008-01-07T16:30:00.000+08:00

haha. seriously fun la seh ite!
k let's start from the beginning.

i woke up at 6.30am.
do the usual things and on the comp.
texted hakim blabla.

by 8am, siap2 and went out to meet hakim below his block.
bumped into dave. quite a long time didnt see him. lol.

then we went to the tamp polytechnic there and took bus to tampines ite.
reached there. walked to the ite gate.
searched for the auditorium. we're like two lost birds.
dunnoe where the auditorium. then i saw quite a few ppl sitting there.
we approached them and they asked us to check what class we're in.
we're in class 5081C.
signed and took the goodie bag.
went into the auditorium and found there were many ppl. haha.
about 60+.
found seats and sat.
waited blabla.
then welcoming message, blablabla.

skipped to the lunch part. 11am.
we've got 2 hours lunch break.
we can go anywhere but have to report back at the auditorium by 1pm.
so we went to hakim's house to have lunch and then go back to the audi.

we were then split into our classes.
5081A, 5081B, 5081C.
5081C got many ppl.
haha.
met new friends.
funny ah them.
then play games at the multi-purpose hall.
by 3.30pm, we all went home.

there are many activities tmr and next week.
tmr - games and team-building activities.
thursday - go to macpherson ite for cca roadshow
next wed-fri - camp! thats gonna be hell fun.

i'm enjoying every minute in the campus. seriously. ahahaha.
we only have 3 subjects to study.
how cool. instead of 8 subjects in sec school. lmao.

okayy, i've nothing to talk about already. haha.
tired also. okayy byeeeeeeee.

moskau!

2008-01-06T19:04:00.000+08:00

cool ah!
moskau moskau!
nice ah the song. =x

anyway, school's starting tomorrowww.
ahhh.
2 problems.
i'm collecting my specs tomorrow.
&
my pants are big. geloboh like that. ishh.
need to alter. no time man, no time.

these few days were rather quiet.
always alone at home. hahhh.
gaming only.

changed blogskin. haha. nth to do.
cut my hair. no more long fringes. hahh.
okay i have nothing to post already.
bye! :D

scooby dooby doo!

2008-01-03T17:04:00.000+08:00

1 thing down.
2 more to go.

haha. last tuesday on 1st jan,
bought a spectacle.
gonna collect them on sat/sun.

i still have to buy shoes & another cardigan. zzz.

well, just now at about 11am, went out with my father
to yishun ite to register, take photo etc.

when we reached there, like only a few ppl only.
register, pay school fees, took photo etc.

then last section, buying of school uniforms.
got 5 colours of uniforms to buy.
i only bought red & blue.
other colours all not nice haha.
maybe i'll buy white when school opens.
bought black jeans instead of grey & another colour.

then the person told me i have to go for preparatory lessons/training at
Tampines ITE for 10 weeks.
bagus bagus.

April then can go to Yishun campus.
so to hakim, cannot go yishun first. ekekeke.

i'm all set to learn new things. <---- mcm btol je zakir ni.

after that, we went to the brother company builiding.
not my brother, it's the brand, brother.
collected our printer back from repairing.

nowhere to go, we went back home.
since yesterday, my house is like soooo quiet in the morning to afternoon.
both siblings went to school.
small sister went to pre-school accompanied by mum.
father went to work.
i'm all alone at home.
well, only for a few days since i'm starting school on next monday. hahh.

wahh, if im studying at tampines ite now,
can meet my school friends first.
haha, they sec 5, boohoo. lol.
baguuus baguuus.

okehh, i have nothing to post alreadyyy.
k byee ~

hmm.

2007-12-31T02:14:00.000+08:00

i fucking can't wait to go to yishun campus everyday starting from next monday
with hakim. LOL

confirm best siol.

well, seems like all of us 4NA 2007 is hell being separated.
4N1 got 40 pupils.
4N2 got 27 pupils.
total of 67.

next year. both of the classes is going to be combined
and will become 5N1.
42 pupils.

imagine that. about 25 people are going to ite etc.
lmao.

so i got to know some of my friends who will be going to ite their application results.
myself & hakim - Yishun campus
andrew & steff - Clementi campus
ejaz - Dover campus
shafiq, rasis, joel & haikal - Simei campus

others i still don't know yet.

well man utd lost. fucks. lol.

school will start on 7 jan. hmm.

i have to go to the campus on 3jan to register, take photo for my new ez-link card, buy uniforms etc. wahh. so many things. hurr.
boring ahh.

everyday wake up, play cs, kartrider, urban-rpg only.
zzz.

okay i think i'm gonna continue gaming again.

before i end today's post, happy 16th birthday akmal! haha. aku tkde lagi gmbr die lain. ni pon jadi ah. lol.

yay!

2007-12-27T01:30:00.000+08:00

yay !
i got in into the course!
marine offshore engineering higher nitec at ite yishun campus!
wow!

haha.
i was kinda chilling, listening to songs when suddenly,
azrin asked me in msn,
' dah check ite mane kau dapat? '

i replied,
' tak, dah leh check ke?'

he said,
' a'ah, pergi ah check. aku dapat ite AMK. '

once i heard that, i quickly texted hakim to call me. LOL.
he called me and asked me why,
' eh aku ngah tidor sia. apehal call aku? '
ahaha. then told him can check the results now.

we both logged in together and checked.
both of us got the same results.
yay! woo.

gonna go to that campus on 3rd january to pay the fees, register etc.
hectic, hectic.

i can finally start to relax now..
my mind is light. heh. <-- what only zakir.

anyway, man utd won sunderland earlier on.
4-0. thanks to rooney, saha(2) & ronaldo.

okay, i'm off. thats all for today.
powerrrrrrrr!

somewhere sweeter.

2007-12-22T00:59:00.000+08:00

yahoooo. haha.
erm, on tuesday night,
hakim called me and we chose what courses we're gonna take next year.
so, we have to put 10 choices.
but we only put 5. haha.
k here's the list. if im not wrong.
1st - Marine Offshore Engineering (Higher Nitec)
2nd - Mechatronics Engineering (Higher Nitec)
3rd - Mehanical Engineering (Higher Nitec)
4th - Bioengineering (Higher Nitec)
5th - Electrical Engineering (Higher Nitec)

hey! i wanna be engineerrrrr man! lol.

we only like 1st choice.
zzz. higher nitec all courses merepek sia except marine offshore haha.
so we're gonna get the results by 27 december.
and if we're selected, we have to go for colour test etc.

okay next up. isabella.
post something about you? haha.
okay okay.
she's wayyy cool. lol.
k that's all. =x

wahh. man utd's gonna meet lyon in the last 16 champions league match.
cool cool.

these past few days.
conference with friends only. haha.
with ajir, syazani, kechikk, acap, rafi and more.
bored mahh.

okay nothing to post alreadyy.
byeee ~

power power power! =pp

WAHHHHH !!!

2007-12-18T18:26:00.000+08:00

YAY ! I PASSED MY 'N' LEVELS SIAAAA !
MIRACLE ! UNBELIEVABLE !
OMFGGGGZ.

tears rolled down my cheeks. seriously. abit only. hahah.
i really can't believe...

firstly, i woke up at 10am.
logged on msn, replied friendster comments, played kartrider for awhile to ease
some tension.

texted hakim, haikal & rauf to meet at 1.30pm.
by 1.30pm, i got ready and went out.
texted them again and said change time to 1.45pm. =x

i walked to school with breaking cold sweat.
scared, nervous etc.
met them and went up the school hall.
sat and my heart began to pound harder and harder each second.
mrs oh, my school's principal talk2 so much,
then she showed one powerpoint slide.

I WAS AMAZED SIA.
100% PASS ENGLISH, MATHS, MALAY.
WTFF ! sial ah ! tak cayer sia!
the whole of my school's sec 4NA batch passed that 3 subjects. WOW.
by then i started to relax abit since i already know
i passed at least 3 but still dunnoe the grades.

then we stood up and line up in register number.
one by one got their result slip.
my friends all made a deal.
don't turn the results slip up till all of us got them.
when my form teacher, Ms Ng called my name,
i was like stunned.
took the result slip and alamak,
the result slip was faced upwards LOL.
i read and saw,
' REMARKS : PROMOTED '

WOW! hahahaha.
tears rolled down my cheeks as i was obviously shocked.
seriously. i never thought i would be able to get this kind of result.
then ms ng approached me and gave me the sec 5 application letter.
i rejected it lol.

i said, ' cher, u know mah, i don't wanna go sec 5. '
she replied, ' you can go sec 5 ah. 8 points you know. '
i replied, ' nevermind ah cher. *smile* '

okayy, here's the result.

Subject -------------------------------- Grade
English --------------------------------- THREE
Combined Humanities ------------ FIVE
Mathematics ------------------------- FOUR
Science (Bio, Chem) -------------- FIVE
Principles Of Accounts ---------- TWO
Malay ----------------------------------- THREE
Malay (Oral) ------------------------- MERIT

L1B2 - 8 points.
L1B4 to go Higher Nitec - 17 points.

i was so suprised that i never failed any subject.
gosh. i only did about 2 out of 4 questions in social studies and i also passed?
i did POA hentam2 pon leh dpt A2? Science also anyhow do get C5? Maths i thought fail also B4? sial ah. nasib sia, nasib sia zakir. alhamdulilah.

i was soooo fucking happyyyyyy.

walked out of the hall and i saw FAWWAZ!
ran towards him and hugged him LOLOL.
showed him my results slip.
he said,
' kanina A2 per sia POA! hahaha, tuari bilang aku kau mesti nye fail rabak. hahah. '

fawwaz's the one who accompanied me yesterday night. i mean morning.
1am till 4am i think.
cannot sleep sia.
chatted with him on msn whatshit. hahah.

then after that, went outside school, chill for awhile and suddenly someone got
hal. fight.
k not our problem.
we go other places. taknak kacau.
k skip that.

nothing to do and went home.
later at about 8.30pm,
hakim's gonna call me and both of us will be going to
apply for ITE courses.
cool cool.

MY LIFE IS FREE FOR NOW. LOL.
hati banyak ringan. hahahah.
thanks to everyone that congratulated me lol. :D:D

wah siols.

2007-12-15T00:48:00.000+08:00

that's the barbeque pit picture. only got 1? i dunnoe ah. taken from izzah.
i'm not ready for the pic seh. ngah makan hahaha.
i'm the one who is on the most top right hand corner.

SIALAH! 3 more days only siols! 'N' level results! WTFKNNCCB. takot ahhhhh.

since it's already 12.48am, it should be yesterday.
yesterday, as usual went to the mosque for friday prayers ahh.
haikal texted me at 12.15pm, to meet him under his block by 12.40pm.
wah siao. he giler ah.
i still need to bath etc.
quickly get up of bed and get ready.
12.40pm exactly, i went out of my house.
walked to his house. reach by 12.50pm.
i then saw no one. zzzzz.
texted him and know what he replied?
' jab ngah nak keluar ni '
i'm like sooo wtffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.
buat penat je siap cpt2.
he went down tersengeh2.
sepak die baru tahu. hahaha.
then met hakim and he also complained why haikal late etc.
lol.

after prayers, no plans.
went home.
till now, rotting at home.
goshhh.

woo.

2007-12-11T02:53:00.000+08:00

havoc oii havoc.

these past few days.
gaming, gaming and hardcore gaming!

haha.
first,
urban-rpg.com.
myself, hifzhan, akmal, dzahir, fahmi(ayampunk), ijat & rusydi played together.
cool ah.
rabak2 main. fun.

2nd,
played www.grandchasesea.com
with ajir & akmal.
quite fun but it's 2d only.

in counting, 1 WEEK to my 'N' level results.
ahhhhh shitting in my pants siols.
haha.

okehh. gonna have a nap before gaming again. =p

okeh.

2007-12-04T01:39:00.001+08:00

okehh. since i'm bored and nothing to do, blog ahhh.
waiting for man utd match against fulham.
4am. ish3.

and while playing
www.urban-rpg.com,
it's been like a few months since i played,
server upgrading pe.
it's a nice game ah.
make nice and friendly friends.
;)

slack, slack & slack. it's 4th december.
oh gosh. 14 more days to results.
14 more days to enjoy before i cry my hearts out.
seriously. literally.
regrets, regrets.

yeah. friends come and go.
i had observed this pattern for so long.
when people are boring,
they will come to me,
ask me to entertain them or whatshit.
but when they're like happy etc,
wahh, i'm like being cast aside.
like wtf sia?
i doll ah?
fuckks.

okeh ah. i wanna waste time.
playing kartrider or something. byeee.

wah!

2007-12-01T02:56:00.000+08:00

wah penat seh!
well just now, erm, since it's already 3am,
yesterday, met with friends to go for bbq
at pasir ris beachh at 6.30pm.

took bus blabla and reached the pit at 8.30pm.
there were many people ah.
let's list them down ehhh.
faris, khairil, shafiq, junaidi, rasis, andrew, hilmi, wahab, acap, dave, zainul, zhan jie,
syafiqah & her bf, huda, izzah, azreen, emilia & syira.
did i miss anybody? haha.

by 1am, myself, junaidi, faris & khairil decided to go home.
we walked from the pasir ris beach till tampines.
fuh. 1 hr 15min walk.
penat weiii.

and btw, on the way there,
terserempak fuad pulak. hahah.

bakul ah mal.
tak bilang kau ade bbq pit jugak tadi.
kalau tak leh meet.
zzz.

okeh, i'm tired.
byeee.

wee!

2007-11-28T05:40:00.000+08:00

woo!
man utd won sporting lisbon!
2-1 !
thanks to tevez & ronaldo !
cool! haha.

well, from 11pm till 3.30am,
double/link conference with 9 ppl.
mine & acap's hp.
got sue, sha, mal, zhan, fizz, ajir, ali, acap & myself.
at first, only me, zhan and mal were playing kartrider.
then skali all sia play!
except sue and ali.
fulamak. kecoh ah. 7 ppl playing kartrider. haha.

okeh, i think i want sleep liao. tired and sleepy.
byee ~

zzz

2007-11-27T22:17:00.000+08:00

i'm so fucking sleepy.
but i don't wanna sleep.
because i know if i sleep,
i will never wake up till the next day.
zzz.

i wanna watch man utd's match later.
3.45am.

hell. yesterday i slept at 11pm.
cannot tahan already haha.

okeh, i have nothing to blog about already.
see ya folks.

hmm.

2007-11-24T19:13:00.000+08:00

since i'm bored,
might as well i post.

whoa, for like 8 hours straight.
myself and akmal played kartrider.
practice drifting and racing.
kelakar ah.
we practiced about 2 kind of drifts.
drift boost & mirror drift.
but, i mastered only drift boost and he only mastered mirror drift.
funny ah play with him. lol.

kartrider's the second game(excluding the fucking habbo) i played with together.
last year, we played Bots together.
that game, fuh. played from about 8pm till 6am.
good ol' days. hahaha.

gosh to isabella, dun nickname me za-kee-yea or zaa-ee-yea or whatever shit.
call me zakirrrrrr. haha.

anyway, i've just changed layout in multiply.
after so many months abandoning that website.
made account but never did anything there.
if you wanna add me, there's a link to my multiply homepage in my links section.

and now i'm waiting for akmal to online. ;p
ape lagi. drift ahhhh.

okeh, i think today's post ends here.
woo. bye!

oh gosh.

2007-11-22T01:34:00.000+08:00

zzz.
i don't know what's wrong with my internet connection nowadays.

well as usual, played kartrider.
played with akmal, dzahir & isabella.

ahh, i need to find job lahhhh.
seriouslyyy.
oh come on zakirrrrr.

well for euro 2008 qualifying matches.
i'll be rooting for portugal today.
and i'll hope england lost to croatia. ;p

lol. here's the video of Y2J's return.

RAW is JERICHO !

2007-11-21T02:08:00.000+08:00

Woo! Chris Jericho is back !
Y2J !
gosh. he's my favourite WWE wrestler ever since i started watching the show in the year 2000.
2nd coming. cool.

i'm bored as usual.
played KartRider only.

come on. i need a job !
but i'm lazy to go out and find one. zzz.

okay i think that's it for today. lol.
byeee.

study the lines.

2007-11-17T23:33:00.000+08:00

wow cool.
i've just found a great cute fun game !
http://kart.nexon.net/
seriously it's fun. go-kart racing.
i played for 12 hrs non-stop haha.

i think i won't be playing getamped anymore.
or at least a bit only.
play CS & KartRider onlyyy. woo.

zzz. still havent found a job. wtff.

ok nothing to post alreadyy ~
byee.

isabella's still a whore. hahhhh.

zzz

2007-11-15T03:55:00.000+08:00

zzz. it's been like 5 days?
stayed at home. wtfff.

sape2 nak keluar? haha.

yesterday & today.
cool. bdk laki member2 habbo mostly online for the first time in
a long long time.
akmal, ajir, rusydi, rafi, hifzhan, helmi(dj.highvibe), haeqal & myself.
didn't complete much as we missed out fuad, fiezal, farhan.

quite fun. talked about the old times blabla.
haha. yeah. we all do miss the olden days.

zzz. isabella asked me to play getamped.
so played with her together yesterday and today morning.
wahh. kene bullied by her. haha. i'm a newbie, ur pro sia.
lol.

yesyes, i till haven't had my hair cut. so the lazy to go out. but i wanna go out.
it sounds ironic uhh? hahh.

and yeah. counter-strike.
had a friendly match.
singapore vs philippines.
won 8-2. weee. ~
go singapore go. haha. zzz.

for 2 consecutive days at 3am,
i fried nuggets, french fries, eggs, wedges & samosa.
hungry dokk. lol.

okay, i think i wanna play cs.
byee. ~

with an open hand.

2007-11-12T05:27:00.001+08:00

since i still can't sleep, i might as well do blogging.
man utd won blackburn. cool.
2-0.

saturday and yesterdayy. did nothing.
stayed at home. used the computer onlyy.

i think i'm gonna go for a haircut today, if i'm not lazy. lol.

before i end today's post,

Happy 15th birthdayy ijat !

&

Happy 16th belated birthdayy faisal ! bilerr mau tinggi dokk? haha.
.

i see the lights.

2007-11-08T22:15:00.000+08:00

waahh.
woo.
weeee.
man utd won 4-0.

anyway. fuck toys r us.
still havent received call from them.
so, gonna find a new job.

and mal also wanna find.
maybe we're gonna go out meet and find togetherrr.
hmmm.

damn boring la.
play counter-strike only.
got country friendly match. 7v7.
singapore vs malaysia.
we won. played 10 rounds. we won 7.
cool cool.

anyways to isabella, u bitch! haha.

wah wah!

2007-11-06T02:01:00.001+08:00

wah wah!
i went for the interview on friday.
but then, on saturday then i knew ajir also went for the same interview as me.
patotlah tak jumperr.
he went for the 2pm one and i went at 3.30pm.
and guess what.
ajir received the call already and will be starting work today!
tuesday. wtf !
i still havent received. haha.
if by friday, never get,
have to look for other jobs again. sheesh.

how nice. i spent 3 hours convincing akmal to just
download ares and download counter-strike.
he's with his stubborn attitude. kept searching in the internet.
i had done that before. but to no avail.

okay, gonna chiong counter-strike again. cyaaa.

wtf.

2007-11-02T22:35:00.000+08:00

wow. yesterday at 9.55pm, i got a call from toys r us management.
that today got interview. hahaha. cool shit.

first, fuck the rain just now.
from 1.45-3pm.
stuck at the carpark after solat jumaat.
im fucking drenched.
dah best2 siap gi interview. hah.

then got a call from wahab.
he and rasis dun wanna go to the interview because of raining.
so i sat at the carpark stairs myself from 2-2.25pm.
thinking of whether should i go for the interview.
i texted faris, zainul, joel, khairil. all not free to follow me go suntec.
haha asses.
so just nice 2.30, rasis called me, he said they are going to the interview.
so we decided to meet at the interchange since it's still raining.
met them at 3.15pm and took the mrt to city hall.
reached there and went into the the suntec city mall.
we were lost for some time. lol.
but then, at last we found the toys r us.

went in and saw quite a few people also waiting to be interviewed.
lucky never kena anything. supposed to come at 3.30pm, but we came at 4pm. haha.
handed the interviewer my IC and waited for my turn.
when the interviewer called out my name, i went inside and sat.
being interviewed for 5mins and ended.

i will be waiting for their call.
by next week. oh come on, call me! hahah.

after rasis & wahab finished their interviews,
we decided to cancel our plan to go to penin & esplanade.
tired or whatever shit.
i stopped at bedok.
bought chicken rice and took 168 home.
they all stopped at tampines as usual.

so now, i'm stucked at home.
Counter-strike is getting boring.
wonder what should i do.

who wants to go bowling? hahah.

ok byee ~

bring you back to life.

2007-11-01T19:56:00.000+08:00

woo.

ok let's start.
met up with rasis & wahab at pondok at 2pm.
then walked to tampines mall.
toys 'r' us. met fathu since he's working
at toys 'r' us. myself and rasis filled in the job application form to work theree.

while we were filling up the form, 2 oh-you-may-call hot girls also came and wanna fill in the job application form.
after that, slacked awhile and terserempak with danial.

by 3pm, went to Golden Village to find jobs.
and we saw the 2 hot girls again. haha. filling the form.
we waited for them to finish first.
after they finished, they moved out and asked us,

girl : eh u all dah dapat kerja kat toys 'r' us?
me : belom.
rasis : kiterr aru filled form pe.
girl : oh okayy. byee. ~

haha. so after that, myself, rasis & wahab filled out the job application form to work at GV.
we have nothing to do and decided to go to the park.
khairil said he's otw home. he's near the interchange.
so we met him and then walked to the park.

i went up the sports hall and went into the lan shop to find haikal and the rest.
by then, dave, zainul, taufiq & joel were getting ready to go home. =______=
baru nak main jab. left haikal & andrew. ah tak payahh ah.

met up again with rasis & wahab at the pondokk again.
slacked for 10mins and went home.

bo buy list.
- another black skinnies.
- black cardigan.

i'm dead bored at home.
that's why i wanna work and get ka-ching.

so i will be waiting for their calls.
so anyone still got more work lobangs? :D

btw, happy birthdayy to Lisa!

hold you down.

2007-10-31T00:16:00.000+08:00

damn it.
my throat is burning.
well since it's already after 12am.
i should call it yesterday.
went jalan raye-ing with lepak friends.
together we have 14.
shafiq, faris, rasis, wahab, khairil, hilmi, rauf, danial, junaidi, acap, syafiqah, auji, nurul & myself.

met up with rauf near school at 1.10pm.
then we both go to the meeting place.
it's shafiq's place.
by 1.30pm. all of us went up.
so ate spaghetti gorengg.

2nd house - faris' house.
phew, no food.

3rd house - hilmi's house.
watch the movie 300 for awhile. haha.
nak tgk scene tu je. lol.

4th house - syazwani's house.
ate nasi goreng, mee putihh & chicken wings.
woo. chicken wings, rauf's favourite. hahah.

5th house - acap's house.
ate spaghetti goreng again and rojak.

6th house - syafiqah's house.
no food. woo.

last house - junaidi's house.
relax for awhile since it's 10+ already.

after that, went to playground behind school and slacked.
then went homeeee.
tired dokk.

ok, i'm sleepy now.
i think i'm gonna sleeppppp.
byee ~

btw. happy belated birthdayy to yasmin. x)

wow!

2007-10-28T14:32:00.000+08:00

wow.
yesterday was one hell of a day.

woke up at 9.30am.
got ready to go to meet friends to help out in ammar's abg sedare
wedding. kendarat uh.
so met up with junaidi, shafiq & faris.
rasis & ahmad didnt go because of dunnoe what reason.
so 4 of us.
walked to interchange and met with farhan & ammar.
then took bus 38 to the wedding place.
all of us wore black baju kurung but ammar purple since he's the leader. haha.
reached there. salam2 makcik pakcik everyone. and the pakcik asked,
' dah makan ke belum? '
we all replied no. so we ate and then relaxed for awhile.
then we were given a ribbon to attach at our baju kurung pocket to distinguish us from the others.
started at 12+pm.
all of us were nervous.
the wedding hall was so big sia.
so myself and faris took care of the buffet line.
farhan & junaidi the table.
shafiq behind.
about 3 or 4+, we saw munir & his family.
then saw Hady Mirza. he salam2 with the wedding couple and then left.
lerr. so fast.

we were supposed to end at 6.
but all of us were tired.
shafiq negotiated with ammar to end earlier.
5.30pm. ammar said no.
then finally ammar changed to 5.45pm.
seriously, my legs were like cramped!
standing for 5-6 hours.
5.45pm, packed up and got duit pengeras & duit bunge.
5 hours, got $30.
bolehlah.
then took taxi home with shafiq, junaidi & faris.

reached home, took a bath, relaxed at sofa for 20mins and got ready again to go out.
Mdm Umi asked all of us to organise a nightwalk for the Girl Guides.
ahhaha.
was supposed to meet them at 7.15pm but i reached to 7.30pm. sorry geng. lol.
still waited for some others to come.
there were 8 of us.
haziq, wafiy, farhan, junaidi, shafiq, faris, rasis & me.
shafiq is the leader.
so we planned the nightwalk at the general office.
the girl guides didnt know that we were organising.
they will be blindfolded.

the plan.
1st station.
myself and junaidi.
have to give the girls 4 different food.
asparagus, nutella, pure sugar & mentos.
it was supposed to be 5. lemon. but we dropped that so we sticked to 4.
yes. my station took a long time.
nak kene suap using spoon 1 by 1 dokk.

2nd station.
rasis & faris.
throw flour & some soap at them.

3rd station.
ghost station.
haziq & wafiy.
kekek uh.
even mdm umi was scared.
ran here and there. lol.
after that station, all of the ones who have finished opened the blindfold and assembled at the courtyard of the school.

we actually wanted to do till 3rd floor but since only 1 shutter was opened, we decided to do all the stations at the 2nd floor of the school.

by 10. the girl guides bathed and sleep.
we have to clean the place. we broke many school rules LOL.
we used the water hose. u know the fire thingy.
haziq played with the fire extinguisher.
cikgu umi then gave us duit raye & to pay us for helping out.
$10. lol.

then we went to change and cleaned ourselves.
myself and wafiy finished first and decided to relax at the general office. air-con mah.
the air-con was 26 degrees. =.=
so wafiy decreased it to 16 degrees.
one of the girl guides said the note there stated
not below 24 degrees.
wafiy said his fathers' school wad. hahah.
then we relax and listen to mp3/ipod.
by 11.15pm, all of us decided to go to macdonalds.
rasis and farhan went home.
ate and then chilled outside of then mac and played soccer till 12.30am.
nothing to do, we decided to go home.
i saw the last bus. 293.
i said byebye to them and ran from mac to the bus stop.
lucky can board the bus.

reached home at 12.50am.
then lepak. too tired liao.
so $40 in one day. hah.

today. stayed at home only since i'm still feeling the fatigue from yesterday.
anyway man utd won 4-1. heheh.

so maybe that's it for today. byeeeeee.

and again..

2007-10-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

boring. tired.

i had slept over 8-10 hours
but i still am feeling sleepy.
today is nothing really except from playing CS only. =l

tomorrow. i'm gonna be kendarat for ammar's cousin wedding.
the cool thing is,
ammar cousin the cousin is HADY MIRZA!
LOL. i'm not gay or anything.
he's maybe coming tomorrow.
lol. fuhh.

okay. i think i'm gonna sleep early tonight.

btw before i end this post,
happy 16th birthdayy to ifahh !

okay bye!

haizzz.

2007-10-25T18:59:00.000+08:00

i'm fucking tired.
seriously.
i tried to sleep at 2am yesterday.
but i just cant.
closed my eyes and lay on my bed till 6am.
=.=

woke up and get ready for school
for the first time in 2 weeks. hahah.
got out of my house by 7.40am
and went to under hakim's block as usual.
1 by 1, friends arrived.
then went in assembled flag raising shit blabla.

after that, went to class and off we start to paint back our classroom to white.
damn. my school pants are stained with paint.
i should just take it off and wear boxers lmao.
anyway.
had fun since ms ng and zhan jie took video and pictures of & with us.
when all of us boys, tried to some sequencing, dunnoe what funny thing,
i saw tears rolled down ms ng's(my class form teacher) cheeks.
yeah. that's the last time all of us were ever in that same class again.
yeah. all of us felt sad too.
we hugged each otherr.
seriously the atmosphere was..
SAD.

so we're having class chalet on 30 november.
woo.

after school. went to habibi with junaidi & rauf to eat.
i sat down and browsed the menu.
junaidi and rauf have ordered their food.
i dunnoe what to eat.
so i think i just would go buy food at tenderbest instead at habibi.
while i was waiting for both of them finished eating,
suddenly, the pakcik came to our table and gave me a plate of nasi ayam.
hah. all three of us were puzzled.
err? we didnt ordered that.
the pakcik said, ' makan ah'
haha. erm, well for me, sebat je ah.
i took out the money to pay later.
tak sedap hati kann. but then he refused.
ape lagi. makan free ! ahaha.

after that met shafiq whose just ended his rehearsal and went to the playground lepakk.
shafiq asked whether we all wanted to play soccer.
erm we just agreed as we were bored.
on the way, we saw wafiy, joel, haziq & steff,
asked them to join us play soccer at street soccer court.

played played. and there got one match before we went home.
7 vs 7. wow. 14 boys in one small court. hahah. kekek la sia.
so let's list the players.
rauf, wahab, shafiq, danial, andrew, steff, joel, junaidi, hilmi, khairil, shafiq ali, rasis, haziq & myself.

then good ol' joel sent me home by bicycle.
takyah jalan jauh. hee. thanks joel. lol.

oh how nice.
tomorrow.
khairil ajak me to go town.
joel ajak me go play lan.
both after prayers.
ah lazy ah like this.
dunwan go both. stay at home. :D

okayy i think today's post is long enough. haha.
so that's all. byee ~

yahooo!

2007-10-24T23:14:00.001+08:00

tomorrow.
tomorrow is the day.
OFFICIALLY last day of secondary school education.
yes. myself and hakim will come to school tomorrow
after 3 long weeks of absence.
wooooo.

anyway.
man utd won dynamo kiev.
4-2. weee.

hah. nvr went for 4N1's raye outing.
tkpelah.
no comments.

ok i dunnoe what to talk anymore.
so today's post ends here.
;)

dangg.

2007-10-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

it's been awhile since i last posted.
life is such a bore these past few weeks.

since last week.
wake up everyday at 7pm.
use the computer till 8am.
sleep till 7pm.
thats the routine till today.

shafiq, junaidi & faris asked me to go for raye outing tomorrow.
i dunnoe whether i wanna go or not.
i just dun feel right.

anyway, rauf & faris also told me & hakim
to come to school on thursday.
painting the class. last day of school.
teacher will be recording and each of us
will get the cd. yeah. officially last day of 4N1.
after that class will be split into many directions.
some after getting 'N' level results will
work, go ITE, go other institutions, retained and some will
move on to sec 5.

yeah. maybe myself and hakim will come on thursdayy.

11.14pm now.
waiting for UEFA champions league match
between Man Utd and Dynamo Kyiv.
2.45am dokk.
luckily i got CS to play.
my life. ;D

and btw. for habbo raye.
date is changed to Monday.
for those who can make it,
tell me/fuad or akmal.
k best.

alrite. i wanna play CS (as usual).
byeee.

woo.

2007-10-19T00:10:00.000+08:00

i'm bored.
i'm bored.
i'm bored !

anyway. to habbos.
it's not only me who will organise the jalan rayer.
akmal also will also help me.
but i think both of us lazy ah. hahaha.

so to habbos/ex-habbos (like me),
if you do wanna go for jalan rayer,
tell me or akmal.
we will count and make arrangements.
spread. ;D

much loves.

woo.

2007-10-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

i deleted my previous post.
it's kind of meaningless.

lol.
to ahmad and iqa.
korg kat skolah peh comp lab keper.
reply same time. biler school time plak.
hah.

i'm dead bored.
play counter-strike 24/7.
=l
oh well made new friends everyday anyway.
will try to forget all the blackened days & moments in my life.

and anyway. to all my habbo friends.
i think i will organise jalan rayerr outing again this year.
just wait till i planned the time/date/venue etc.

i'm lucky i have the habbo friends and outside friends to go out rayerr with.
to wait for my schoolfriends, sampai biler biler pon tk dpt pergi lohh.

alright, imma continue cs-ing.
byee ~

fuhh..

2007-10-16T01:17:00.000+08:00

fuhh! i'm tired.
let's blog.

malam rayerr.
went to granny house (father's side)
went home at 12am.

1st day of hari rayerr.
went to the mosque in the morning as what all the men would go.
by 2pm, my family went to granny house (mum's side) at boon lay.
this year, tak meriah sangatt uhh.
7pm, went home.

2nd day of hari rayerr.
went to about 7 houses.
started at 9am.
and the fun thing.
8 whole families naik lorry beb!
fun la. haha. the feeling. shiok ah.
meriah ah. especially my uncle.
very funny when inside lorry.
reached home at 12.30am.

3rd day of hari rayerr.
went to 3 houses.
all sengkang/punggol area.
reached home at 12.45am.

well, i cannot sleep. haha.
i think, i'm gonna play CS now.
so byeeee ~

slamat ari rayerr to all. ;D

oh yeah.

2007-10-11T19:19:00.000+08:00

and finally at last, my secondary school days are over yesterday.
when myself and hakim stood side by side looking at the school ground and classes,
we were downcasted. memories started unfolding 1 by 1. i held back my tears from flowing.

to those who are going to secondary 5, study hard. x)

hari rayer is tomorrow.
well malam rayerr.
tomorrow night, will go to my granny house, father's side.

i still havent clean my room.
past years, i will usually clean my room a few days before rayer.
but now, tomorrow rayer still i havent clean.

okeh, i think i'm ending today's post.
:)

hah.

2007-10-09T14:54:00.000+08:00

stupid internet.
i missed 2 days !
2 days of CS !
hahaha.
dah best best sey.
all my CS server friends including syarif are playing then internet spoilt.
lmao.
anyway,
'N' level is OFFICIALLY OVER !
woo! but i don't think i had put all my best yet.
haiz.

my form teacher msged me this morning.
we have to come on wednesday because the school has arranged a lecturer to talk come to school to talk more abt ITE courses and higher nitec blabla.
sheesh.
nvm, myself and hakim are still going to give the letter to mrs oh tomorrow.

btw,
Happy 16th birthdayy to Dhaifina!
Happy 13th birthdayy to Maisarah!

okeh, that's all. heeee ~

YAY YAY!

2007-10-06T21:40:00.001+08:00

YAY! YAY!
Manchester United won Wigan Athletic !
4-0 !
Goals :
Carlos Tevez, 54th Min.
Cristiano Ronaldo, 58th Min & 76th Min.
Wayne Rooney, 82th Min.
COOL.
& Man Utd is top of the table now.
for at least 24 hours. haha.

the morning ripped you away.

2007-10-05T00:10:00.000+08:00

biar lambat asal selamat.
that's my motto.

well.
it's because people say myself and a few others are just wasting 1 or 2 years in ITE.
wth.
i would rather take a long way to go to polytechnic and pass with good grades then u slogged and fail exams in secondary 5.

grades and diplomas will never run away from you uh.
quoted by ammar.
seriously, i agree.

and it's fast.
my 10 years of education is coming to an end.
after monday. no more school.

and myself, faris, zainul and some more others will skip POA extra class tomorrow.
just now, we thought it was a 4-hour extra class.
4-hr to us is such an agonising period for us already.
but to our astonishment, it was 5 hour. from 8.15 to 1.15. wow! wtf!
nak mampos keperrrrr.

we did the mock exam first.
everytime give tests.
and we keep failing.
these are not helping us but are demoralising us.
hurrr.

i'm just stucked up.

death of beauty.

2007-10-04T00:27:00.000+08:00

aiyahh. fuck ler.
i lost 6 marks in maths paper 2.
if if if if if if haikal didnt slept at home and
helped to teach me the cosine rule,
i would be grateful to him.
but it's alright. he's tired anyway after
his art exam. ;)

haha. just now.
after the invigilator dismissed us from the exam hall,
ahmad, shafiq, haziq and more all shouted and screaming
in joy. exams for them, finished liao.

for me and the other POA & F&N students, still havent. haha.

so next monday, the last 2 papers!
POA Paper 1 & 2.
since it is 12.30am now,
later i have poa remedial in school.
4 hours. mak oiiii.
giler per ~

for the sake of passing.
i have to go.

okeh, now myself & hakim is stuck between two choices.
should we go to ITE Yishun or ITE Balestier.
hmm hmm?

since i cannot sleep, maybe i'm watching champions league matches
later. since man utd won yesterdayy. woo.
so i'm just watching some other clubs playing.
maybe watching liverpool or milan's match.
or maybe both. hah.

that's all for today.

YEAH BABY YEAH !

2007-10-03T04:40:00.001+08:00

YAY !
Manchester United Won AS Roma !
1-0 ! Rooney Scored !
WOOOOOO !!!!!

a broken paradise.

2007-10-02T21:17:00.000+08:00

today had chemistry & biology papers.
i'm so lucky. after sahur & prayed subuh, slept again since
i was so fucking sleepy. luckily i woke up again at 8.40.
i must reach school by 9.15 for the exams.
quickly took a bath blabla and off i go.

chemistry and biology exam.
it was manageable. i mean,
i can do it. but i dunnoe i will pass or not.
hah. most of my friends said,
easy ah, exam like sec 2 work etc etc.
wahh. i know lah u all smart, intelligent.
hurrr.

tomorrow. maths paper 2. starting at 2pm.
since i'm not an student. i can rest at home till 1 and go to school.
art students are having their exam from 8-11am.
so i plan to sleep till 12am. hah.

and yeahhhh. later got soccer match.
Man Utd vs AS Roma.
Champions League.
wooooo.
it's a must watch.

okeh, that's all.

everything we hadd..

2007-09-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

tomorrow, 'N' levels!
omgomg!

i am fucking lucky. SERIOUSLY.
mathematics paper 1 is at 2pm.
while geography paper is at 7.30am.
after geography paper, i will ask haikal to teach me
the formulae blabla for maths.

i just hope i can get a good grade for maths.

and yeahh. man utd won birmingham city 1-0.
dah basi zakir. haha. lazy want post ytd.

luckily. fawwaz will lend his mathematical set to me tomorrow. :P

it's too fast.
1 october is just a few minutes away.

okeh, i have nothing else to blog about.
good luck everyone tomorrow!

beside the green green grass.

2007-09-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

woo. today school was alright.
malay lesson, watched dead silence.
after malay, PE. stayed in class, listen to songs and slept.
after recess, chemistry. teacher told us to do a survey about her teaching and suggestions on how to improve next year.
after school, myself, rauf & hakim went to the mosque to prayy.
then go home and CS-ing all the way.

shit! i only got $50 for the maulid thingy while my small brother got $120.
haha. obviously because he went more times than me. i always gave excuses to not going. :P
nvm nvm. lol.
alright, these are the class photos. click on the picture if you want to enlarge it. lmao.

well, formal photo. i'm in the top row 3rd from the right. haha.

Informal Photo 1. Somewhere near the centre.

Informal Photo 2. haha! my form teacher's face got covered by shafiq's leg. LOLOL.

Okeh, the end!

i don't wanna understand.

2007-09-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

woo.
4 days to 'N' levels.
dangg. time is running out.
just focusing on maths and POA.
geography, biology, chemistry, no need, can say byeeeee. gone case.

well, today i skipped school.
and slept till afternoon.
i woke up 6.30 and i realised it was raining heavily.
laaa. for me to go to school when it's raining, it would be
very very very difficult. must go long way.
i also slept late the day before.
so without any hesitation, prayed and slept back.

i just gotten the class photos yesterday.
scanned to pc alreadyy.
maybe tomorrow or some day i will post it up.

and manchester united lost 2-0 to coventry city. wtff.
man utd used 8 young/reserve players out of 11.
luckily it was carling cup. if champions league or FA Cup,
i would be depressed all along lol. haha.

tomorrow, last day of studying in junyuan secondary school.
because after tomorrow, starting from monday, 'N' levels.
mrs oh said we must give letter to her if anyone
do not want to come back after 'N' levels.
after 'N' levels, teachers will be teaching our class for 'O' level topics.
so whoever dun wanna go sec 5, they must write her a letter.
so i am writing the letter.

will cherish the last day tomorrow. :)

forget it.

2007-09-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

today, school was as usual.
first period, mother tongue.
what the hell? kene lecture by teacher.
attitude problem whatever shit.
seriously, again, when did i ever show her attitude. fuck la.
she asked me to copy answers from the board using foolscap paper.
and i did not bring. asked almost everbody in the AVA room.
none of them brought. teacher kept repeating we have to continue new
chapters for 'O' levels next year. sheesh.
i just kept my cool. bulan puaserr. bersabarr jerr.

POA is good.
i make a deal with Mr Tan.
if i can beat either zainul or faris in 'N' level POA exam,
he will buy me lunch. haha.
faris and zainul, they are good.
we were all split and they both were transferred to mr tenn's class, obviously
the better POA class. i stayed in mr tan's class. i seriously am glad i'm not chosen.
faris will be aiming A1, zainul B3. well, i'm aiming B3 too. so just beat zainul will be
an achievement for me, but if i beat faris too, it will be heaven. LOL.

1 week to 'N' levels.
let's start mugging nowwwwwww.

and avenged sevenfold's released their second song from their upcoming album, 'Almost Easy'.
the song is not as nice as Critical Acclaim. haha.

okay i'm done with today.
;)

YAYNESS!

2007-09-24T01:01:00.000+08:00

haha. woo !
Manchester United won Chelsea!
2-0 !
Goals by:
Carlos Tevez (45th min)
Louis Saha (89th min - Penalty)
cool shit!

alright. off to sleep. cyaaaaaaa.

she exits her gold chariot.

2007-09-23T02:15:00.000+08:00

it's 2.16am.
and i'm dead bored.

played CS all the time.
what else to do?

and relax relax relax.
and 'N' levels will resume back in 8 days.
omgayyyyy.

have to start intensive revision now.
rayerr is around the corner too.
don't have the mood to celebrate it this year.
do you all have the mood or excited about rayerr this year?
most of my friends said they are not in the mood to celebrate too.
oh well.

tomorrow night then man utd vs chelsea match.
why not today? sheesh.

and oh yeahh.
told mr alsagoff about my CCA grade.
sheesh, how the hell can i get D7?
i should at least get a B4.
i will know the updated result by monday i think.

alright, maybe i'm gonna play CS till sahur.
the end. x)

wooo!

2007-09-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

woo!
2 weeks to 'N' levels!

my maths is improving vastly day by day!
my POA is getting better too!

for once, i have the enjoyment of studying maths and POA.
hahaha. luckily it's not too late.

but, goodbye to,
combined humanities!
combined sciences!

all i hope now, i'm just gonna score on 4 out of 6 subjects.
maths, malay, english & POA.

oh god. 7 or 8 points and ITE we gooooooo ~

i'm waiting for man utd's match later.
2.45am. pianggggg. lamerr siol.
luckyy tomorrow school starts late.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

yayness!

2007-09-16T03:11:00.000+08:00

ohh yeahh.
man utd won everton!
1-0. thanks to vidic!
and chelsea drew. so same points as man utd.
wooo.

i'm bored now.
can't sleep.
it's 3.12am.
~